Chapter 35: The Third Game, Break!

"As you kid thought, he was the one who died that year, and I was only a living soul, but I'm still curious about the basis of your suspicions, and I'm confident that no one knows him better than me! After so many years, it can be regarded as passable. Dafang admitted the most shocking speculation at the beginning, but still asked a rhetorical question in confusion.

"There is less sadness between your eyebrows, although there is a trace of it, but it is a kind of sadness, the amorous swordsman ruthless sword, you understand him, and you don't understand him!" Lin Ji didn't say it too clearly, but as long as both of them understood the meaning.

"If you are not him, then who are you? Subconsciously curious, subconsciously asking this question, also subconsciously wanting to answer. Lin Ji didn't stop, writing his feelings after reading a novel.

"You are not him, then you are you, his only friend, the standard of entering this blood Luo, presumably the dead must be made to have the idea of continuing to live, but I don't believe he will have it, he has always wanted to die, this emotion runs through his life." Lin Ji smashed down with a sledgehammer again, and the old man's thoughts shook quickly.

The old man finally answered now, his face was old and pitiful, and he couldn't hide the bitterness of the memory.

"When he was young, confused, he couldn't clarify his heart, walking in the world, more of the guilt of why he didn't die with his family, when he was looking for death, I gave him the first turn of life, middle-aged him, sad, clear in his heart, he has a heart of revenge, and also has the consciousness of paying the price, when he takes revenge, he is still looking for death, and I still give him a second turn of life."

"In his later years, he was still a nostalgic person, so I ushered in a third life, but the new I noticed a change from him, and even a feeling of concealment, he seemed to be on guard against me all the time, I am not human, so I found this more delicately than people."

"In his old age, rejoice? Or is it a sin? He was entangled in the first half of his life, and what he couldn't jump out of was always the past, that battle, it was very fierce, and there was no life, but I didn't want him to die, and I was still ready to save him that time. “

At this point, the old man's words suddenly stopped, his words seemed to freeze in his throat, he opened his mouth but could not spit out a word, his eyes were closed, but two strings of tears splashed naturally on his wrinkled face.

"I don't know how many times I've cried, to be honest, I think it's terrible, because I've always been cold and I'm not a human construct, so I don't think I should have this kind of behavior that expresses human emotions, but fear and desire at the same time, and the pain accumulated by time can only be washed away by tears every time." Suddenly continued the rhetoric, I don't know how long it took to wait.

"I didn't die in front of him that time, because when I was about to rush up, he put me behind him, and when he died, he looked at me and smiled, and I didn't understand what that smile was trying to say. But I knew he was dead, and I couldn't save him. “

"I have always thought that the value of my existence is the same as the previous two swords, exchanging my death for his life, I thought that I knew the way of heaven better than people, and I knew that this was cause and effect, and it was also an inevitable exchange."

"Why? Why. Why! Immediately after him, I burned myself with rage, and gambled everything on an attack, and I also fell into death, and then I was summoned by the "Blood Luo", and I thought that this was the opportunity given to me, to make me think about everything, or to continue to protect him. “

"I didn't die, or live in another way, but he died, he didn't appear here, and it was my willingness, I lost him, as you said, he is different from me in that he has no desire to continue living."

"I waited for death every moment, but I was just as unwilling, and I couldn't understand why he didn't accept me to protect him, why he recast me, and why he rejected me. I didn't understand, but at that moment I realized that human emotions have never been as simple as I thought. “

"For tens of thousands of years, I used everything to cover up my disappointment in him, to anesthetize all my sinful thoughts, and for tens of thousands of years, I cursed and resented him, thinking that he had deviated from his friend's faith, and everything was a manifestation of his selfishness."

"And now, for the last tens of thousands of years, I miss him, desperately missing this person who has always regarded me as a friend, maybe because of loneliness! I'm still the loneliest person here, and occasionally only those two unreliable guys can fight, but they're not him, I became him, but I'm not him! “

"Where is he? It took so long, and I suddenly understood, since I am a ruthless sword, why bother with those, I just need to accompany that amorous swordsman to live and die together, I am not a human, but I pretend to be a human being, forgetting that I am a sword! “

After speaking, the old man was still immersed in his own world, but he didn't realize that Lin Ji beside him had already closed his eyes, his nostrils were regularly muffled breathing, and his body was weak, because he didn't like to listen to stories, so he fell asleep.

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When I woke up again, I was slapped on the face by an angry old man and woke up, and only then did I feel that my face was not ordinary swelling and pain!

"I said old man, I didn't exchange it with you for such a boring story, I don't need that, I think you know it." Instead, he opened his mouth and scolded directly, so that the angry old man couldn't react.

"You two are hypocritical, the one who is engaged in the base does not admit it, one is dead and alive for the other, you are too self-righteous, as the saying goes, there are only three things, you still want to save him for the third time, this is the way of heaven, understand?" Lin Ji is like a scoundrel at the moment, not caring about the nonsense of words.

"Every man has a little emotion, a man who has been saved to live two more times, relying on the sacrifice of his "friend", if there is a third time, let alone himself, it is me, and I look down on him in my heart, it is just a waste. ”

Lin Ji's words obviously stimulated the old man, and looking at the anger he wanted to speak to refute, Lin Ji still didn't care about rushing to speak.

"As you said, cause and effect exchange, you planted the cause, he returned the effect, you sacrificed twice for him, and he will naturally sacrifice his life twice for you, but now he still owes you once!" At this point, the old man's anger was extinguished as if it had lost its bearing.

"You said that people's emotions are complicated, hehe, that's still your wishful thinking, there is no rule in the world that friends can't sacrifice each other, and each other sacrifices their lives for each other, you are for him, he is for you, such a bond, you still need to think about it for so many years?"

The old man smiled, and Lin Ji didn't continue to talk anymore, because he knew that it would be a good choice to leave the rest to the old man himself, and it was almost time to leave.

He stood up and walked out, attracting the attention of the old man, he looked at Lin Ji's back and said: "The battle between me and him involved a secret, but our level is too low, and we are always the pawns of the people behind the scenes, so try to protect yourself!" ”

Lin Ji did not stop moving forward, but he made his own response to the old man's words.

"Thanks, but the next time I get here, I'm still hoping to have another cup of coarse tea with you!" Leaving this sentence I don't know if it is the agreed word, Lin Ji's body fluctuated for a while, the air dissolved Lin Ji's body, he disappeared randomly, the third game, broken!

Only the old man was left alone, and he looked at the direction where Lin Ji left for a long time, and then sighed helplessly: "Originally, I didn't have the idea of continuing to live, but now it's just that, since you kid is willing to drink another cup of coarse tea with the old man, the old man will live for a while!" But I'm the one who should say thank you! ”

The voice of the words gradually disappeared, and the old man who stayed in place closed his eyes at some point and fell asleep deeply, just as Lin Ji said, when you are about to fall asleep, it is when he leaves.

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