I asked Zhang Xingchen why he covered my ears and said that, and he said that he said it to other people in the restaurant, not to me.

I was supposed to be vain, but I felt very lost.

Ignoring my loneliness, he pushed the cart straight ahead.

"Zhang Xingchen!" I followed.

It's the weekend, maybe because of the rain, there are not many people in the supermarket, and most of the people who come are coming together as a family.

The heating was turned on in the supermarket, and I wore a lot of clothes, but it was a little hot.

If I'm not mistaken, this supermarket is where Zhang Xingchen and I reunited after seven years, and it is also where I am standing now, the daily necessities area.

In the sparse crowd, I turned a few corners and walked between the shelves, but I didn't expect to be separated from Zhang Xingchen like this.

I stood under the shelves, looking at the unfamiliar faces, and panicked.

"Zhang Xingchen ......" lacks confidence.

It's just that I stood there for a long time, and I didn't see Zhang Xingchen looking for me. was really said by Zhang Xingchen, I am a fool with zero ability to live, and I will be separated from him when I go to a shopping mall, which is really useless.

It's hypocritical and useless.

"Lu Xiaochao?"

Hearing someone call me, I turned around with joy, but the person who called my name was not Zhang Xingchen, just a supermarket staff member, who looked a little familiar.

I watched the man approach me and smiled at him detachedly.

He looked at me and asked, "You don't know me?"

I stared at him, and I couldn't remember what the face of some young people in front of me had to do with me.

"You really don't know me? I'm in charge of this supermarket, I've stressed to you a few times, hey, you can pretend." Do you really not know me?" he smiled.

"I'm here to buy something. I said.

"Have you eaten? Shall we have a meal at noon?" the man ignored my words and walked up to me, putting one hand on my shoulder, and it seemed to me that he was a little familiar.

"I've eaten it. I waved his hand away, "I'm really here to buy something." ”

My attitude obviously annoyed the man, but was hindered by the strange stares of those passing by. He didn't have a seizure, just stared at me with an ugly face.

I turned around, trying my best to pull away from this inexplicable embarrassment.

"Lu Xiaochao. But he grabbed me again.

He kept calling my name, he must have known me, I turned around and tried to break free of his hand, but he didn't let me break free, as if retaliating. The clamp is getting tighter and tighter.

So I confessed truthfully, "I'm sorry, I don't remember, where did we meet?"

After he laughed twice, his face was even more gloomy.

The man lowered his voice and leaned into my ear and said, "What, you're getting along with that little white face last time? That man is just playing with you, are you serious? Can someone like him take a fancy to you?"

I almost screamed, how the hell did I get involved with this person?

He stood up straight and said in a domineering manner, "Sue you, I'm about to get married, please don't pester me anymore." People like you should also know what shame is!"

After me and the people around him, they all looked sideways, and seemed to believe him, thinking that I was pestering him.

"Shameless!" another voice also mixed in, still a female voice.

I turned my face back. Before he could recover his senses, he was slapped in the face.

This slap was extraordinarily loud, and the people around me who were picking things also came to watch, I looked around, fortunately, Zhang Xingchen was not there.

I really don't want him to see my virtue.

"Why are you hitting someone?" I asked the girl who was beating me coldly, who was also wearing a uniform and seemed to be a staff member here.

"I'm his fiancée, and I'm entangled with someone else's fiancé here in public, do you want to be ashamed?" the female clerk accused.

"I'm here to buy something. I sneered.

"And quibble, everyone has seen it!" The woman obviously didn't want to stop like that, and reached out to slap me again, but was stopped by her amazing fiancé.

He generously dissuaded his fiancée: "Okay, don't be angry, there's no need to care about this kind of person, I can't take a fancy to this kind of person, she can't compare with you, don't be angry!"

I looked up, then grabbed one of the uniformed onlookers and asked her, "Excuse me, who's the person in charge of this supermarket? I'm talking about, who's the boss of all of you here?"

The clerk who was asked was a little dumbfounded, and he didn't know what I meant, so he had to look at the hero of the accident with a distress look, the man who was fat, and then stammered: "The person in charge of our place is... That's him, Manager Fan, he's our manager here. ”

"Good. I smiled, pointed to the surveillance camera in the upper left of my head and said, "I think only the surveillance video can prove my innocence." I turned to the saleswoman, "Are you going to see the surveillance footage yourself?"

"You...... What do you mean?"

"Your fiancé, don't say anything about pestering and harassing customers who shop here, what about you, you can't help but say that you are rude to customers, anyway, the surveillance video is also available, and when the police investigate the truth clearly, it is not too late for you to apologize. I said unhurriedly.

"Lu Xiaochao, don't go too far, who are you threatening?" the man's voice was raised, a little annoyed and angry.

"Compared to you who slandered people, and your fiancée who beat people, I can only protect myself. "My face is still hot, my heart is very aggrieved, and I don't know what went wrong, just go to the supermarket, and I can actually encounter this kind of thing.

The man approached me with a cold face, and I was forced to step back, and finally my back was against the shelf, and there was no way back. I thought he would do it again, but I didn't want to, so he approached me and lowered his voice, just said something as if angry.

Dead cripple.

Maybe it's the inferiority complex, or the sore spot of being said, I have been hiding from the word "lame" for a long, long time ago, as if hiding from the plague, not so much that I will be angry when I hear these two words, it is more appropriate to say that I should be afraid.

These two words seem to me to be extremely ugly and unpleasant.

It seems that for me, there is nothing in this world that hurts me and insults me more than these two words.

I was scared to hear people talking about my legs behind me and to say, "Cripple," and I was afraid that slowly, I would lose my name, and people would only have to say those two words when they mentioned me, lame.

It's like my name, it's just the right two words, lame.

I froze in place, without the consciousness or strength to fight back.

I also saw the man sneer in satisfaction, then grabbed his fiancée and walked out of my sight with a loud bang.

The onlookers were still talking about something, but I didn't hear a word, my mind was buzzing, and I remembered Zhang Xingchen again. What do people say about him when they see me walking with him? Will they say, is he the boyfriend of some cripple?

I feel very distressed to think about this possibility.

This terrible and ugly so-called other world that is entangled around me, I am sinking alone, why bother to involve Zhang Xingchen and drag him into the water?

"Lu Xiaochao, what's the matter with you, why did you lose it after such a while?" Zhang Xingchen suddenly appeared in front of me, he looked around at the people around me, and then asked me: "What happened? Why are they all surrounding you?"

He came, and I could even feel the temperature of the air rising.

But I was angry and said, "Stay away from me, everyone is watching, watching you talk to a lame man." ”

I guess, I will play tricks in front of Zhang Xingchen like this, and say these two words that I hate the most, or I will feel that I am not so cowardly, cowardly enough to be defeated by these two words, I am not afraid of it, I can still use it to laugh at myself.

But after saying that, I regretted it, I regretted it to death.

Just for a moment, I imagined in my mind that after Zhang Xingchen heard my words, he had all kinds of different opinions about me, he might look down on me, he might hate these two words more than me, he originally had nothing to do with the nasty word lame, because of me, but I had a relationship with it, and I had to listen to people's ugly gossip.

The way Zhang Xingchen looked at me made me very puzzled, I really couldn't guess what was going on in his mind at the moment.

Suddenly, it was pitch black in the supermarket.

There was chaos all around, and the screams of many women rang out in an instant.

I was stunned, but I was drawn to the darkness.

It's good that this darkness came just right, just right, and it saved me when I wanted to hide myself the most.

I can't see Zhang Xingchen, and I can't see the onlookers.

But it was only less than half a minute before the emergency lights came on.

Although the light is dim, it is enough to drive away the darkness that I am most attached to at this moment.

The lights came on, and I saw Zhang Xingchen.

He held the shelves with both hands, guarding me between his arms, and even though some people were slamming in terror because of the sudden darkness, I was not hurt in the slightest.

What protects me is not darkness, it is my Zhang Xingchen.

Zhang Xingchen said, I'm talking to Lu Xiaochao, you have a name, your name is Lu Xiaochao.

His eyes were full of devotion and seriousness, and then he lowered his head and kissed me on the cheek, and put it in my ear and said, "I covered your ears and said that, you must not listen to any other man say it to you until I really tell it to you."

Heartbeat, always inexplicably heartbeat, but I don't want to refuse this wanton heartbeat in front of him at all, but I know that this is a desperate rush. (To be continued......)