Chapter 212: I Love You
I had a dream, a long, long dream, I dreamed of a lot of people, they were all together laughing and laughing, I was standing not far from them, I wanted to be part of it, but no one could see me.
I know this place, she, Chu Mingmin ended her short life here.
But in my dreams, she was still alive and full of youth, she was really beautiful, I knew when I saw her, I was different from her, she was like an angel with her own luminous body, her surroundings were shrouded in the softest light, she smiled and smiled, she was so beautiful that people were jealous.
She took Zhang Xingchen's arm and looked at the blue sky with a slight tilt of face, Zhang Xingchen kissed the side of her face emotionally, and then, their eyes were entangled, and she showed a sweet smile that was intoxicating.
At that moment, what I experienced was an unforgettable sense of despicability.
It's as if you have loved you in the corner for thousands of years, and you can't hold the person you love and smile at her.
I called Zhang Xingchen's name, but he ignored it.
In an instant, the people around me were gone, and there was a thick fog all around, and I couldn't see anything, but I vaguely heard someone's cry, I looked for the cry, and then saw Chu Mingmin squatting by the lake.
"Lu Xiaochao. Chu Mingmin called my name.
"You know me?" I was a little surprised.
Chu Mingmin stood up, she looked at the dead forest, and her gaze returned to my face again, "Look, it's just the two of us." ”
I nodded and asked her, "What about Zhang Xingchen?"
She didn't answer me, just looked at the lake with a faint look, and waited for a long time before she turned her face to me and said, "They all said that it was Zhang Xingchen who caused us to be affected, obviously not......"
I was a little stunned, and it took a while to come back to my senses, so I said: "I know everything, it was Qin Jiami who hurt you, she has been secretly bullying you, Zhang Xingchen also knows, everyone knows." ”
"What about you?" Chu Mingmin asked me.
"Me?"
"Did she hurt you?" in her tone, there was no anger, no common hatred, more disdain, "You see, for my death, he lost his memory, for you, he was in a car accident and lay in a hospital bed for three years, and now he has found the truth of my death, and before he has time to extricate himself from my tragedy, you are leaving him again." Therefore, we are Zhang Xingchen's calamity. ”
I was silent, and Chu Mingmin asked me again, "Why did you go to Qin Jiami? What did she tell you?"
"I went to him to find Zhang Xingchen, I thought that knowing that your death had something to do with Qin Jiami, he would go to her," I lowered my head, the indescribable frustration in my heart, but he didn't go to her, even if he knew the truth, he couldn't bear to blame Qin Jiami, at the door of the café, he obviously saw me, but he still drove away. He didn't want to share his pain with me.
In his heart, Qin Jiami occupies far more weight than I thought.
"I told Qin Jiami, Zhang Xingchen knew what she bullied you back then, and knew that she killed you, Qin Jiami seemed to collapse after hearing this, she lost control of her emotions and smashed a lot of things indiscriminately, even she herself was injured," That's right, Qin Jiami's mood was very abnormal, she screamed that she had had enough, she seemed to have used up all the strength in her body, and then collapsed to the ground.
Qin Jiami told me with a sad face that Chu Mingmin was not killed by her at all, Chu Mingmin's death was to retaliate for her for bullying her and intimidating her, she said that Chu Mingmin was a madman, she designed everything, and deliberately asked her to the lake on the night of Qin Jiami's part-time job on the weekend, ripped off the buttons on her uniform, and directed and acted in a murder. Qin Jiami said that Chu Mingmin deliberately let her witness her suicide.
Qin Jiami's face was covered with tears, the wounds on her face were still bleeding, and her appearance immersed in memories was a little hideous, she said: "She cursed me, cursed never to get stars, because every second I stay with stars, I will think of her death." ”
Later, Luo Mingjie came back.
Chu Mingmin, who had an indifferent expression in front of him, approached me, "Qin Jiami is injured?
I subconsciously took a few steps back, and then said, "Qin Jiami told me that saying that your death is just your means to take revenge on her. ”
Chu Mingmin's body shook, her eyebrows lowered, and a smile appeared on the corner of her mouth, "She could choose to save me, but she didn't." ”
"I understand," Chu Mingmin said, "the person the star loves is me, and of course she hopes that I will disappear from this world." It's like I want you to disappear from the stars. ”
The fog around me became thicker and thicker, and I couldn't see Ming Min's face more and more clearly, and after a while, a muffled cry sounded in my ears again, I walked in the direction of the sound, but the sound gradually disappeared, I stopped, the fog in front of me faded, and I found myself standing under the two laurel trees, and the wooden plaque hanging on the tree was not engraved with Chu Mingmin's name, but mine, Lu Xiaochao.
Am I dead?
Isn't this a dream? Am I really dead?
The tree next to me, there was also a wooden sign hanging on the tree next to me, and I was shocked into a cold sweat, and the name on it turned out to be Zhang Xingchen.
I subconsciously wanted to run, but my feet felt like someone was holding me and I couldn't move.
Not far away, Chu Mingmin appeared in the mist with Zhang Xingchen in his arms, and he looked at me indifferently.
If this is not a dream, if this is another world, how can Zhang Xingchen appear here? How can he appear here?
"Zhang Xingchen, why are you here, you go, you go back, I heard that I didn't go back without you!" I shouted loudly, but he was indifferent.
Then, he let go of Chu Mingmin's hand and walked towards me, Zhang Xingchen smiled at me, his smile was so warm, my heart hurt like a knife, am I really dead, I can't see his smile in the future? Zhang Xingchen said casually: "Lu Xiaochao, I came to find you, I will go wherever you go." ”
"Xiao Chao, Xiao Chao~"
I couldn't open my eyes because of the white light in front of me, and there was chaos around me, and I heard screams, I heard cries, and footsteps were chaotic, and then there was the sound of things breaking, and after a while, I heard someone shouting, "Go and call the doctor, hurry up." ”
"Are you okay, how are you feeling?"
It was Xinghai, he reached out and stroked my hair, his eyes were red.
I'm not dead, it's a dream.
"What about Zhang Xingchen?" I asked, then turned my face to look around.
There were so many people in the ward, they were all looking at me, they were all waiting for me, they were all rejoicing for my awakening, I couldn't help crying with joy, although my whole body was full of pain, but I felt very happy, I can still be in pain like this, and I can still be loved by everyone, what a happy thing.
"You just came to the general ward today, he has been watching you for almost a week, and everyone is going to burn out, I asked the nurse to inject him with some sedatives, and he fell asleep in the next room. Xinghai said.
Perhaps, it was really Zhang Xingchen who came to my dream.
Everyone else in the ward gathered around, and their concerned eyes made me can't help but feel a pantothenic acid in my nose, I smiled, and had to apologize: "I'm sorry, I'm worried about everyone." ”
"It's good that you're awake, I'm still waiting for you to come to my wedding with Tang Xiayi, you've been sleeping for more than a week, how can you be like this!" Lin Ke's eyes were red, and his tone was full of worry and complaints.
"I'm going to get better soon. ”
As soon as I finished speaking, the doctor and nurse entered the ward, and the others retreated to the door of the ward and stood.
The doctor asked me a few words about my physical condition, checked it again, and then seemed to breathe a sigh of relief, and said to the people in the ward: "She is out of danger, and there should be no signs of brain damage in the patient's condition at present. ”
"Thank you, doctor!"
Tang Xiayi walked to my hospital bed and couldn't help but joke: "Lu Xiaochao, Xiao Ke's eyes are swollen from crying these days, I can't coax you well, how can you be responsible?"
Lin Ke immediately slapped him: "How can I have!"
I smiled, "It's because you care about me like this that I'm so angry, and when I'm well, I will definitely invite everyone to a big meal to apologize and thank you!"
"Go up!" Lin Ke said with a smile.
Lin Yan pushed Xiao Sa, who was standing next to him and had been silent: "Are you stupid? Why don't you speak?"
Xiao Sa didn't look over his head and left the ward.
Xinghai looked angry and funny, and then comforted me: "He's worried about it." ”
I nodded.
"You all go back, I'll take care of you here, Xiao Chao just woke up, can't be too tired. Xinghai turned around and gave the order to evict the guest.
"Then we'll see you another day. After Lin Ke finished speaking, he waved his hand at me, and then pushed everyone out.
When everyone left, Xinghai helped me shake up the hospital bed and let me lean on it. He sat down next to me and looked at me with a stunned expression, his eyes were full of pity, "Xiao Chao, I didn't dare to tell my mother about you, she couldn't withstand the blows of the successive things at home, but fortunately, now you wake up." ”
"I'm sorry," I tried to comfort Xinghai, and then raised my hand and swore an oath, "I promise, I'll be obedient in the future, and I won't let you worry about it, okay?"
"Preferably. After speaking, Xinghai stood up and walked out, "I'd better call Zhang Xingchen up, if he knows that you are awake, he will die of happiness......
Before Xinghai walked out of the ward, he bumped into Zhang Xingchen, who had just entered the door.
Zhang Xingchen rubbed his eyes, and as soon as he stood firmly, he saw me.
He was stunned at the door, and after Xinghai went out, he pushed him in, and Zhang Xingchen stumbled and stood still in front of my hospital bed.
I couldn't see any emotion in him, he seemed to be angry or frightened. He didn't speak, so I had to speak first: "I swear, I will be obedient in the future, and I will not go anywhere." ”
He still didn't speak, just stared straight at me.
"It's okay, I'll go wherever you go in the future. After a long time, he broke the silence and finally spoke.
My nose was sore, and tears were falling.
"Zhang Xingchen, come here. My voice trembled a little, and the more I thought about it, the more uncomfortable I felt, and the tears became more uncontrollable.
Zhang Xingchen walked towards me, tears slipped from his eyes, I don't remember much, whether he cried in front of me, he leaned down and hugged me, his deep voice sounded in my ears: "I love you..."
"You don't seem to have ever said that to me. I said.
He hugged me tighter and tighter, and then whispered, "I'll get you out of here." ”
Hearing this, I broke away from his arms, looked at Zhang Xingchen's serious face, and asked him, "Where are you going?"
Zhang Xingchen hugged me tightly again, I heard the powerful heartbeat in his chest, and I also heard him say: "How grateful I am, God sent you back to me, I love you, Lu Xiaochao, you don't know ......"
"I'm sorry," I looked up at him.
"Lu Xiaochao, you are so weak now, I must look like I am robbing while the fire is on," he lowered his head and kissed my lips, then laughed, "I want to be a good person, to be a kind person, I want to please the heavens, to please the world, so that no one will snatch you away from me." ”
Zhang Xingchen hugged me emotionally, "Lu Xiaochao, let's get married." ”
I grinned, "Don't bully me for my confused brain now, you proposed, I also promised, I haven't gotten married yet, I'll get married for the second time!"
Zhang Xingchen smiled again, "Then, what about the ring?"
He let go of me, then took my right hand and said, "You must be angry that the ring has been taken off." ”
"You don't want me anymore, what am I doing with my ring?
Zhang Xingchen rubbed his fingers against the scar on my right hand, his eyebrows were lowered, he didn't know what he was thinking, he was probably not very happy, I leaned over and kissed him on the face, and comforted him with a smile: "Even if I don't have a ring, I want to be your bride." ”
The corners of Zhang Xingchen's mouth raised a doting smile, "How come I didn't know that you were so easy to bully before?"
"You'll know who's better to bully later. I pouted.
While I wasn't looking, he didn't know where to take out a ring and put it on my right ring finger, and I looked closely to find that it was still the ring.
"Xinghai said, before my grandmother died, you kept wearing it in order to reassure her, and then I didn't see you wearing it, I went home and searched for it all but didn't find it, but when I changed clothes, I found that you put it in my coat pocket. He said, showing a teasing smile, "Lu Xiaochao, this is Sima Zhao's heart." ”