"Does Lu Xiaochao have anything to do with you?" Seeing that Zhang Xingchen was silent, I asked again.

Zhang Xingchen stared at the door behind me, opened his mouth, and didn't speak.

"Why, can't you answer? Zhang Xingchen, what qualifications do you have to interfere in Lu Xiaochao's affairs again? There is also a beautiful girlfriend waiting for you in your room, you two appeared in front of Lu Xiaochao with that kind of virtue, and now you are still here to point fingers at me and Lu Xiaochao, what? Do you want to sit back and enjoy the blessings of Qi people?"

Zhang Xingchen's gaze became distant, as if my words evoked some memories of him, he sneered, took a puff of cigarette, and then spit out the smoke that made his eyes a little confused, and at the end, he said: "You are right, Lu Xiaochao has nothing to do with me, I was a mistake with her as early as when we met, as she guessed, I did treat her as a substitute for another person, I admit it." ”

When he said this, Zhang Xingchen's eyes never left the door, and his expression was indifferent that he had never seen so far.

I regret it a little, I regret that I am so aggressive, Lu Xiaochao must have heard what Zhang Xingchen said, let alone Lu Xiaochao, even if a person who is ten times healthier than Lu Xiaochao physically and psychologically listens to it, he will definitely be injured.

"Well, let's say it, Lu Xiaochao's affairs in the future have nothing to do with you, whether she is injured or happy, you don't have anything to say. I said, took two steps back, put my hand on the doorknob, twisted the doorknob slightly, and then the door opened.

She was lying barefoot on the floor with slippers lying on the floor not far away, and she seemed to have washed her face, and her hair was wet and stained on her face, looking a little pitiful.

Lu Xiaochao's eyes turned red. She lowered her eyelashes and stared at her toes.

When I saw Lu Xiaochao, I was stunned for a while, as if a bomb had suddenly exploded in my heart, and when I saw her, I remembered this door. There is no key card, and it can't be opened at all outside.

This is the first time I have seen Lu Xiaochao's feet, her left big toe is a little deformed, slightly bent, and she looks very weak.

Her feet were slender and white as if they had never been exposed to the sun.

"Lu Xiaochao, I'm coming in. As I spoke, my body froze in the doorway, unable to move, and I couldn't say why. I suddenly felt that the world that Lu Xiaochao had been hiding, the closed door had moved a gap, and the world I was curious about had opened the door, but I hesitated.

"I'm in. I repeated, as if to give myself courage, but my body wouldn't listen to me. Frozen in place, unable to move.

I swear. I wanted to go to her, I always thought that it would take courage to go to any woman, but this time, I was so timid.

I don't know if I will hurt Lu Xiaochao, and I don't know if I will enter another person's world rashly. I won't regret it.

At this time, Lu Xiaochao stretched out her hand to me, she took two steps and stretched out her hand outside the door, she didn't say a word. Reached out and grabbed my wrist.

Before I had time to look at Zhang Xingchen's expression, I had already stepped into the room and stood in front of Lu Xiaochao. It was the first time I felt terrified of my own heartbeat, which was so strange and chaotic that it was so fast that it made me feel a faint ache in my heart. I am not a teenager, I am nearly thirty years old, and I pride myself on knowing enough about that kind of suddenness, and I am tired of it, and yet at the moment, I feel so new.

I really wanted to reach out and hug this warm and silent woman, she took my hand, but her eyes didn't look at me, her eyes were still on the nothingness outside the door, she stared at the blank space for a long time, until Zhang Xingchen's back appeared in the world of the door frame clip, Zhang Xingchen turned his back to us, opened the door that belonged to him without saying a word, and walked towards the woman who belonged to him.

Lu Xiaochao stretched out his hand and closed the door.

She walked over to the edge of the bed and sat down, her head hanging down, her gaze still on her toes.

"Haha. I laughed stiffly, stretched out in a mock, and sat down beside her.

Seeing that she didn't react, I moved closer again, but Lu Xiaochao was still silent, I saw this, so I opened my arms and stretched out again, and put my hand on her shoulder.

"Uh-huh, uh-huh. I cleared my throat and coughed dryly.

Lu Xiaochao raised her head at this time, she glanced at my groping pig hand on her shoulder, and then turned her head to look at me, I thought she would stare at me, but no, she lifted her eyelids, glanced at me, and stared back at her feet.

Seeing this, I took her hand harder and let her body lean against mine.

"Lu Xiaochao, if I say I like you, it counts. "I licked my mouth, feeling clumsy.

Lu Xiaochao didn't speak, so I stubbornly said to myself: "I can wait for you, when you forget the past, I can also take back what I said, I can like you for a long time, not temporarily." ”

"Do I have to listen to you now?" Lu Xiaochao finally spoke, but she looked very bad, and her face was pale.

"It's better than imagining the spring in the room opposite, right?" I scoffed.

This sentence really worked, and Lu Xiaochao didn't reply again.

I let out a long sigh, "Lu Xiaochao, I won't be sad with you, I can give you if you need to hug me, but I won't lend your shoulder, if you want to come to me, you have to open your hands and hug me." ”

After waiting for a long time and not seeing Lu Xiaochao answer, she stared straight at her toes, and then asked me in a low voice, "Do you see my toes?"

I snorted, I was a little overwhelmed in the face of such a Lu Xiaochao.

Lu Xiaochao turned her head and smiled at me, but her eyes were full of loneliness, she said: "I used to think that only when I met someone who really loved me, didn't care about my flaws, and loved me more than himself, I could bravely present my unhappiness in front of him." She shook her head: "So I was wrong. ”

I looked at her and saw her faded smile at the corner of her mouth again, and there was a small dimple in the corner of her mouth, which was very cute.

Lu Xiaochao looked at me and said: "It turns out that this is not the case, it turns out, the person who can really make me disregard my self-esteem and give me the courage to show my flaws is not the person who loves me,...... Lu Xiaochao's eyes are so thick that she can't dissolve the sadness, she said: "It's the person I don't love." ”

She repeated with a cold face: "It's someone I don't love." Then she took away the hand I had placed on her shoulder.

I felt all my blood rush to the top of my head, I guess my face became ugly, Lu Xiaochao should have noticed it, she reached out and smoothed my frowning brows, and then asked me: "Don't you think I'm ugly? don't you feel disgusting?......" At the end, she asked herself: "It's okay if you feel disgusting, I don't care." ”

I stared at her, but she didn't take it seriously, she was more like a lost puppet doll at the moment, with a confused expression on her face, looking cold and pitiful.

But it seemed to me that she was demonstrating to me, that she was poking a knife in my heart, that she was taking revenge on me and herself, and even more, in my eyes, all of these were all bad and clumsy temptations she had used against me.

I stroked her cheek with one hand, my fingers instantly filled the hair behind her ear, I leaned closer to her, felt her breathing calmly, as if enchanted, and my other hand slid into her flat lower abdomen and reached for the button around her waist.

But even so, Lu Xiaochao still didn't have any resistance, her eyes were as quiet as stagnant water, not even a trace of panic.

"Very well, you are going to give yourself to me, someone you don't love, right? Very well!" The anger burning in my head wiped out all my reason at once, and I laughed out loud, "What else is there but your toes? thighs? or calves, how ugly will they be? How disgusting will they be? Will they be uglier than your heart? Since you can only have the courage to surrender yourself in the face of me you don't love, then I will take it all, don't worry, how ugly and terrible you are, I will tell you little by little, in detail." ”

I sneered, "Because you don't care!"

I think I'm like an enraged demon at the moment. But this is the punishment that Lu Xiaochao deserves, she provokes me, she should know the consequences.

No, it's not enough, it's not enough.

Lu Xiaochao stared at me, staring at me tightly, her eyes didn't blink, I guess she hated to kill me at the moment to vent her anger, but at the same time, the anger in my heart was no less than her. I rudely pressed her down on the bed, avoiding her cold lips, and sucked on her earlobe, down her delicate neckline, biting every inch of her skin.

I thought fiercely in my heart, no matter how scared Lu Xiaochao was, no matter how much she hated me, even if she would rebel against me next, I would not stop.

I will surely laugh at her fiercely after taking possession of her body, and return to her the pain of my heart a thousand times as she insulted me.

Obviously I was angry, but I became more and more greedy for Lu Xiaochao's body temperature, like walking in the snow for several days, and suddenly walked into a greenhouse, my whole senses were surrounded by a warm breath, and my breath was also warm, and that warmth flowed into the blood along the breath, warming my limbs, and even my numb fingertips became warm.

I closed my eyes, trying to think of Lu Xiaochao as the women next to me in the past, I reached out and lifted the corner of her clothes, followed the button that had been undone, and found the zipper.

I have made up my mind to hurt Lu Xiaochao, who doesn't know what to do. But she cried, there was no sound, I just felt the body trembling under me.

"Lu Xiaochao, I'm not Zhang Xingchen, do you think your tears can save you?" I sneered and reached out to wipe away the tears that slipped from the corners of Lu Xiaochao's eyes. (To be continued......)