Chapter Eighty-Six: Resoluteness

Suddenly, Li Qingchen only felt a dazzling brightness appear in front of him, as if he would no longer be "cold" as soon as he grabbed it, but when he wanted to grasp it, it became like a departure. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info

The bang broke Li Qingchen's mind, and Su Jinxi pushed open the window and pointed out.

"Have you finished eating? This is the boudoir, and it is inconvenient for you to appear. ”

The tone slowed down significantly, but the indifference in his eyes was cold.

As early as in her previous life, her life was destined to be a cold silence.

If it weren't for her, Uncle Zhang, Liuqing, and even Hanyu wouldn't have ended up in such a situation.

In the face of them, she will always be a sinner.

Therefore, whether it is cold or lonely, she doesn't care anymore.

If she could, she would rather die in this shackle. At least it can make her feel better in the 'retribution' she deserves.

Li Qingchen's movements in his hands froze, and he didn't get up. On the lonely face, a smile was squeezed out.

"Is it really good to live like this backwater? ”

yes, is it really good to live like this backwater?

Just like him, he seems to be the most comfortable living every day......

Is it really good?

Perhaps, the rest is alive.

Like a rhetorical question, and like a self-muttering word, he ruthlessly tore open the thin scab that Su Jinxi had been using to cover his wounds.

The bloody scene was abruptly pushed to the surface, decisively and completely cutting off her last strong nerve.

"To live is to live, how can there be any reason! Enough is enough? Leave as soon as you say enough!"

The cramping pain in her chest suddenly began, and her whole body was confused after being tortured.

For a while, the sky was dim, as if all his strength had been drained by something, and he sat directly on the edge of the bed.

What do you think you are? What kind of savior do you think you are? What qualifications do people who grow up in fine clothes and jade food without any turmoil have to guide others!

Li Qingchen didn't move his body, and still sat quietly with his back to her. It's just that the usual frivolous tone is put aside, and it's all low.

"Am I right?"

I think of her sorrow on the porch, of her crying in the woods, of her self-deprecation when she talks about her family.......

Suddenly, he felt like they.

The same mask of joy shows people, the same loneliness, the same vain attempt to lick the wound alone when no one is around, but because of the scar, there is no way to speak.

He didn't know why she was like this, but he really didn't want her to be like this all the time, at least, better than he was.

"Actually, you could have lived some warm days, but in fact ....... ”

A soft murmur was interrupted again by a merciless voice of hatred.

"Enough, do you know what it means to live, what qualifications do you have to dictate my life?!"

In an instant, Su Jinxi only felt that a long-suppressed pain in his body seemed to have finally found an outlet for catharsis, and the storm struck.

"Have you ever had the experience of having all your relatives killed and still having to laugh and promise to your enemies? Have you spent the night without peace in your soul and dripping with blood?

If not, don't be ashamed to mention the most ridiculous things like warm days!"

Before he finished speaking, Su Jinxi couldn't support it anymore, his chest seemed to be torn, he clutched it tightly, and gasped for breath.

Li Qingchen subconsciously turned around and rushed to her bed eagerly. The anxious eyes revealed concern, and the impulse that had surged before was instantly shattered into pieces.

The inexplicable distress made him almost unable to control himself.

"Xi'er ......"

Just one sentence, and I can't say anything else anxiously. The fingers that held her arm, clamped tightly, seemed to be the only way to feel her pain.

It's a pity that in exchange for Su Jinxi's cold light and gritted teeth, he gritted his teeth and hated tone.

"Last time, call me Miss Su, I'm not familiar with you!"

After that, she gasped a few more times, barely stood up with the door fence, and after shaking off Li Qingchen who was dragging her arm with all her might, she resolutely pointed to the window leaf again.

"Also, get out, get out of my room at once!

After speaking, as if he had been hollowed out, he turned his back and leaned completely against the door fence.

Li Qingchen wanted to step forward to support her, but stopped at the resoluteness in her eyes.

"Xi'er, no, Miss Su......" twitched the corners of her mouth and stopped talking, and finally the window sash flickered, and the figure disappeared into the window.

Hearing the sound, Su Jinxi suddenly turned around and took a few steps forward. Seeing that Li Qingchen was really gone, Fang couldn't hold on anymore and sat down on the stool.

The surging emotions "hit" her chest again and again, and she tried her best to calm her excitement, and poured a few glasses of water to suppress it. The brain is chaotic, like it is covered with cobwebs, and it can't be unraveled.

What's wrong with her, the person she has always hated has finally gone, shouldn't she be happy, why is her heart blocked, and all she turns up is sad?

"Miss has already eaten, slave maid will clean it up. ”

Su Jinxi was still distracted, and she didn't pay attention, Chanyi walked in.

The young lady's reflection just now made her feel very abnormal, and after thinking about it, she was not at ease after all. Seeing it like this, I was even more uneasy.

It's been a long time since I've seen her like this, it seems to be ordinary, but it's actually depressed.

I don't feel that I was also fluctuating by her, and my voice became even more silent.

"Hmm. ”

Su Jinxi didn't notice the subtle changes in Chanyi, glanced at the dishes and chopsticks on the table, and unconsciously remembered the conversation just now.

finally spit out the words in my heart, but I felt a little annoyed.

With a sigh, she got up and walked outside the house, where the cold wind suddenly sobered her up a lot.

It is so easy to come and go alone, or because there are too few people in the yard. If someone like Wu Yongan comes, the consequences will ....... Ya Po's affairs must be grasped.

Thinking of this, he turned his back and said to Chanyi.

"Keep it and let them clean it up, and you and I will go to the eldest lady's place. ”

With that, he walked out first.

"Yes. ”

Chanyi didn't say no, put down the dishes and chopsticks in her hand, followed and hurried out of the bedroom, and chased after her.

The pavilions and water pavilions along the way did not arouse Su Jinxi's interest. With light steps, I went straight to the eldest lady's Yayi Garden.

"Spread the news, the fourth lady came to ask Mrs. Anda. Without waiting for Su Jinxi to speak, Chanyi stepped forward and said to the little guy guarding the door.

"Yes!"

The cold expression made his back cold, and he didn't dare to ask more, so he hurriedly ran in.

He had already heard about Ma San, and now seeing Chanyi's appearance made him tremble, and the fourth lady was really not easy to mess with as he heard it.

Soon, the little guy had an answer. He bent down and made a gesture of please.

"The eldest lady is now in the main room, the fourth lady, please. ”