Chapter 153: Tonggu

Su Jinxi smiled and bowed his head. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info

"Miss Bizhu, please."

Bizhu smiled in return, holding the hibiscus and turning to leave.

Seeing that she was far away, Su Jinxi walked inside.

She naturally knew that it was the most suitable flower for her, and she had a difficult life by Feng Tusheng's side in her previous life, and making dried flowers was a kind of time for her to pass the time.

Chanyi left the hall and immediately found a place to write down the matter of the Seventh Prince's invitation to Su Jinxi to the banquet the day after tomorrow.

walked to the corner of the back of the courtyard, took advantage of the time when there was no one around, called the carrier pigeon, and spread the news.

After everything was in order, he was just about to turn around and leave, but he saw Su Jinxi's shadow in the distance.

At this time, Su Jinxi, who was facing her with her back, was leaning against the tree and didn't know what to look up, full of loneliness from head to toe.

Chan Yi just wanted to take a detour to leave, and Su Jinxi's voice came from behind her.

"Chanyi."

The deep voice made Chan Yi have to stop, and walked over after stiffening.

"Yes." Bow your head and stand aside.

Su Jinxi didn't look back at her, still looking at the sky.

"Today's innocent blue."

"Yes." Chanyi didn't know what she was talking about, and she didn't know if she saw her send a message, so she had to pretend to be ignorant.

"Although a few 'obscured' clouds drift from time to time, they only add to its scenery."

Su Jinxi still looked at it like that, his tone became more and more relaxed, but the expression on his face became more and more depressed.

“.....”

Chanyi didn't know what to say, and she was sure that Su Jinxi saw her sending the letter, although both parties knew it, she still was speechless for a while.

But then it turned out that she was "too worried".

Su Jinxi didn't mention those at all, looked at the sky silently, and didn't say anything again.

And Chan Yi has been accompanying her like this, obviously two people are together with each other, but they both feel lonely and cold.

After a long time, it was not until the sun was crooked that Su Jinxi spoke again.

"Do you know why I have to go to the garden?"

"Huh?" Chanyi thought about her thoughts, but she didn't hear Su Jinxi's cold words, and just wanted to ask, but was interrupted by Su Jinxi's next words.

"In addition to the two of them, we will have to watch Donghui in the future." As he spoke, he turned his head to look at Chanyi.

From her reaction just now, she knew she hadn't heard. But it's okay, she blurted it out unconsciously, and if she really asked, she didn't know how to answer.

It can't be said that the dying Liuqing in the previous life was discovered somewhere.

It stands to reason that Liuqing in this world has never been like this, and she should have forgotten it, but she just wanted to see that place inexplicably.

Even if she was willing to say such things, no one would listen to them. Therefore, she is destined to be lonely in this life. There will never be anyone close to her heart.

"Yes."

Seeing Chanyi nodding, Su Jinxi bowed slightly towards her, and her gaze continued to fall to the front.

"What a happy person, smiling so sweetly."

Chanyi glanced at Su Jinxi and followed her gaze. Under the ethereal smoke, the busy figure of the green festival was clearly imprinted in her eyes.

I saw her in and out of her spirits, her slightly upturned lips on both sides opened and closed, and she seemed to be humming some song, even if she was so far away, she could still infect her pleasure.

Chanyi looked at the sky, and then looked back at the green festival, only to feel that today's young lady has a lot of unusual, and when she turned to look at her, she had already stood up straight and walked in the direction of the main house.

"Let Green Festival prepare two plates of vegetarian food for me at will, and then tell Liuqing, saying that I am in a hurry to copy for the old lady, and I will not go to the hall for dinner."

Because of Su Jinxi's words, Chanyi was inconvenient to follow, so she had to watch her figure disappear into the corridor alone.

Back in the empty house, Su Jinxi didn't care about the messy things that Liuqing littered, nor did he have the intention to check what else was in the basket, so he was wrapped in his coat and fell directly on the bed.

Since she was reborn, she has been living very tired, facing it alone, holding on alone, burying all her thoughts deeply.

She can bear the physical suffering, but she can only taste the pain that she can't tell others.

In this lonely struggle without allies, if it weren't for the belief in protecting her relatives and friends, she really couldn't go on.

Gradually, her eyelids became heavier and heavier, and her dizziness became more and more unconscious.

When I opened my eyes again, it was already dark outside the window.

By the dazzling candlelight, Su Jinxi could clearly see the dishes placed on the table. Unfortunately, she didn't have an appetite at all.

Just like on weekdays, if it weren't for pretending in front of others, she wouldn't have been able to eat anything at all.

The past life was a tragedy, and this life is just a continuation of suffering.

Rolled over and lay back in bed, but could not sleep again. With a sigh, he got up and got out of bed.

I took an ink strip and gently pushed it into the research pool, slowly grinding it back and forth, and then, I took a pen, dipped it in the ink a few times, and silently wrote on the flattened rice paper.

Contemplating the bodhisattva of freedom, when he walks in the deep prajnaparamita, he sees that the five aggregates are empty......

I don't know how many times I copied it, but my heart was still not calm.

The people outside the window looked at the lonely shadow printed on the window sash, and somehow felt distressed.

I want to come in, but I hesitate.

After much hesitation, he finally held up the flute.

The familiar tune 'seeped' into the room, which made Su Jinxi's heart tremble.

Like the sound of the wind, like the chirping of cicadas, like the rustling of leaves, like everything that others mistook for her, she could recognize him at the first time.

She didn't stop writing, still copying Buddhist scriptures, but her heart gradually calmed down.

Two people, one refused to come in, the other refused to probe, but they each did their own tacit understanding, and before she knew it, a stack of paper had been used by her for more than half.

The late autumn night is cold and windy, and Li Qingchen feels that it is warmer than the middle of summer, although it has been blown on weekdays, but it can't withstand the comfort when it blows to her.

It seems that the thousand days of blowing habits are for her alone at this time.

The man in the window stopped his pen in vain, pressed the paperweight, twisted towards the window, and slammed the sash open.

The coolness that hit her face made her feel uplifted. The sound of the wind blowing the paper feet gradually obscured the sound of the flute, and became the only 'movement' between the inky shimmer.

"The clouds and the sky are far away, and the eternal night and the moon are lonely."

The sentence that she spit out without knowing it made her heart flutter, and the depression in her heart immediately rolled up again.

He raised his hand to close the window, but the sash was tripped by a hand that poked down.

"Since it is 'lonely', it is better to let it be 'lonely' thoroughly."

As he spoke, a slender hand reached out.

"Come, I'll take you somewhere."

Su Jinxi knew who it was, so he simply threw away the window sash and hid sideways.

"Messing around again!"

Although the tone is tough, it is less hostile than before.

The people above were not annoyed, and flew through the window and fell into the house.

"Do you care about those nursing homes?"