Zhang Jianqiang is a person who is not short of money.

Whenever he went to the bank to make a deposit, every time he got into a taxi, every time he walked down the pedestrian street, he was afraid that a sentence would come out of his mouth: "I robbed" This consciousness has been circling in Zhang's strong mind lately, tormenting him bitterly.

Could this be a sick reaction of the brain?

He was in pain for several days, until one day, when he remembered that he had a cerebral hemorrhage and was in a coma for seven days before being revived by the doctor, he thought of Nana, whose smile was as kind as his mother's, and of Yingge, whose every move shook in front of his eyes. Thinking of a sentence that I don't know who said in my ear, "You, now is not the past you, the past you have died, God didn't let you die, live, do more good deeds...... these memories make these distracting thoughts in the brain disappear and restore long-term peace. He knows that people have distracting thoughts, and those who are in prison do not control their distracting thoughts, or else, there are 55% good intentions and 45% malice in people's minds, depending on how you should apply them. If you hold on, you're a good person, and if you can't hold on, you're a bad person. It depends on the environment you are in and the people you are in contact with. This is important.

This kind of distraction of his is when he left Nana and left his cousin, couldn't sleep in the dark night, and missed Nana, he used to look at people, they were all kind, he died red, he died a little fairy, he died a song, he died...... These people destroyed the good view of his surroundings in his heart. He was chased by Shasha from the ground, and he felt some fear, and he felt sadness when he missed his wife and children. Fear and sorrow must have shaken everything good in his heart, and in his anger some problems appeared in his mind, and selfish thoughts ran through his mind every day.

He met Du Juan, saw her, remembered Lie Hong, remembered Nana and the scene when he was in the hospital. I remember: "You are no longer the ...... you used to be" this classic quote.

He felt that he was really saved, not physically, but spiritually, Nana was his hope, she left him, and he felt lost.

Why did he see Du Juan like seeing a saint. It's his nostalgia for his past friends, it's his hope to recapture it when he is free from the shackles of demons (beautiful thoughts). Whenever he is with Du Juan, Du Juan is the beautiful hope in his heart.

Lost the original lover in his heart, he tried his best to look for it in the sea of people, brilliant is not, cousin is not, the only thing they can solve is their own physiological requirements, he feels that Du Juan is, he does not possess her, his heart loves her, in this way, let her keep her chaste!

He felt that his current life could only go on like this, and he asked Du Juan beside him: "Do we have true love?" Du Juan said easily: "Yes, you are a man, I am a woman, you have me in your eyes, you have you in my eyes, this is true love." Zhang Jianqiang asked her again, "It's as simple as that, even if there is love in your eyes, do you have me in your heart?" Du Juan quickly responded, "Without you in my heart, how can my eyes look at you."

At that time, the two of them had just returned from the airport, Zhang Jianqiang sent Du Juan home, Du Juan's mother was not at home, and in the bedroom where Du Juan lived alone, the two of them said what they had just asked.

"How can I know the truth of what you say?" Zhang Jianqiang's question was a little meaningful, it was useless to say anything, Du Juan simply took off all the clothes she was wearing, revealing her snow-white body, Zhang Jianqiang looked at her in a daze, she pointed to her chest with her finger, and said to Zhang Jianqiang, "You come and listen, I have you here." ”

For Du Juan's disclosure, he saw a girl's sincerity, he didn't need her to show it like this, as long as she could accept herself. I don't care about her heart, with her, I feel dependent. He hurriedly said, "Hurry up and get dressed, it's cold." After saying that, he picked up the clothes she took off and handed them to her, she didn't answer, her eyes kept looking at her, and said softly: "You put ...... on me" She stepped forward and hugged him tightly, he felt panicked, because he had never hugged her so much when she was half-naked, she murmured: "Hold me tight, be strong, hold me tight......"

Zhang Jianqiang had hugged many Mayan girls, but today he felt embarrassed and timid, because, a pure her, today in front of her naked clothes, let herself hug, beautiful her, her chest is so plump! He seems to see her heart beating violently in it.

He didn't hug her in the end because she was too pure.

She only put on her clothes silently, without looking at him, as if deliberately forgetting his existence.

He turned her head, she closed her eyes, her face was obviously angry, and ignored her, "My Du Juan, please don't do this, okay?" Zhang Jianqiang said distressedly, she was still full of sadness, "I'm angry, did I do something wrong today" Du Juan said angrily, "No, you are a human being, a girl who has just fallen in love, what you do, I understand" Zhang Jianqiang patiently said to her, "I did the right thing, why don't you ignore me", Du Juan said, "In my heart, you are a saint, what am I?" I can't defile you, in my heart you are a blooming azalea, you are splendid, in this period, I can't destroy you, and I also destroy the only pure image in my heart, this, you don't understand". Zhang Jianqiang said with feeling, at this time, maybe she doesn't understand, but Zhang Jianqiang understands that a pure girl should keep her pure. Zhang Jianqiang loves her, it is a kind of love that loves flowers but does not pick flowers, no matter what Du Juan thinks or how anxious, Zhang Jianqiang always feels that when their love has not yet come to fruition, he can only maintain their love to this extent.

It was raining outside in the spring rain, and the two of them began to remain silent, a kind of silence where no one paid attention to anyone, and this short silence was the first silence for two people together.

At that moment, there was a knock on the door.

Du Juan's mother and Du Juan's eldest brother-in-law are back.

It turned out that Du Juan's former eldest brother-in-law and the original sock sister got along again, and the two participated in the beautiful brainwashing meeting, and happened to meet Du Juan's mother who was still attending the class.

Socks sister, go back first, she is afraid of meeting Sister Du Juan. Du Juan's former eldest brother-in-law sent Du Juan's mother home.

"Tomorrow, Xiaodao and Xiaoya will have a wedding, and she and I have also received a notice, thinking about being strong, let's sit together and talk about it well", he said.

"Brother-in-law, we are so happy to see you like this," Du Juan said.

"I reconciled with her again, but she was too strong at the beginning." Du Juan's eldest brother-in-law said.

Yes, every beautiful student, their nerves are brainwashed. Their brains are all stretched high, and there is a classic quote echoing: A successful beautiful student will take three years, and he will definitely succeed in the end.

Zhang Jianqiang wants to tell her that the road she is taking now, she has already walked it, don't use the energy of inaction on this, if so, you will pay too much money, this, Zhang Jianqiang felt that Du Juan's former brother-in-law had experienced, and in the end, he would lose nothing, so he still swallowed the words that came to his mouth, he didn't say it, he felt that he had experienced it, besides, Du Juan's mother is a hardcore beauty supporter, and her mind has already been "washed" by beauty , The blood in the veins has become the blood of the beautiful spirit, he will not offend the only supporter of this beauty, and he has to leave the admirer of their family to the beauty.

He knew it would be difficult.

He thought that he had done beauty before, and he knew what deception was, and the deceived person left beauty, and his own money, his youth, all left to beauty. Killing himself, he will not return to beauty, rejecting the beautiful pyramid scheme, refusing to live with beautiful people, is the last bottom line in his heart.

But, no matter what, a beautiful shadow always hung over him.

He didn't expect that he sat at a table with beautiful people again, not one, two people but seven people, at Xiaoya's wedding banquet, a few glasses of wine down, beautiful people and Daxian people began to fight wine, "I represent this beautiful table, ask us how to drink", the beautiful representative said, "Okay, I represent this table Daxian, we both drink three cups, the first cup is beautiful, the second cup is our Daxian, the third cup is your beauty and our Daxian, I wish Xiaodao and Xiaoya a happy marriage, we both drink the first cup...... A young man who did a great immortal stood up first, he said loudly, a glass of white wine, is two halves, two people, three glasses of wine down, not long, the representative of the dry beauty, couldn't help it, all squirted out,

Zhang Jianqiang and all the people sitting at this table all left the table.

Zhang Jianqiang didn't expect that this representative of beauty really discredited the beautiful image, and the beauty did a pyramid scheme, how could drinking be so thick.