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Li Qingchen looked at her, his gaze softened more and more.

He suddenly wanted to "live" with her like this. Every day he went to "make a living" while she waited for him at home. After that, they will have their children and will go through life together.

Li Qingchen's gaze made Su Jinxi feel "scorching"

, I really "can't avoid it", and suddenly opened my eyes and "glared" at him.

"Hey, how long are you going to poke here!"

"I'm thinking about what your children will be like if they look like you. ”

The "joke" words blurted out by Li Qingchen made Su Jinxi tremble again.

Child?

"Does it matter if you look alike?"

Su Jinxi didn't look at him, but muttered.

She suddenly remembered the incident of returning home in her previous life.

From the first day she returned to Su Mansion, she saw her shadow on her father Su Yenan's face.

And Su Yenan looks the most similar to her grandfather Su Monian, and Su Jinxi can't even tell whether she looks like Su Yenan or Su Monian more.

But what's the use?

……

"Fourth Miss, Uncle wants to see you. ”

It was the first time in nearly fourteen years old that someone had called her that.

"As a child, you can't live up to the family's upbringing, and you must be ready to pay for the interests of the family at any time. Especially a concubine like you, always remember your responsibilities. ”

At that time, not long after she returned home, she was called to the study by her father Su Yenan to tell her in person.

The sun was shining brightly on that day.

Su Yenan's voice was cold and almost indifferent, and her words were very clear, nothing more than asking her to pay for the interests of the family at all times. As a concubine who was raised by a housekeeper in a mountain village since she was a child and has never had relatives close to her, she has no objection. In fact, she did the same in the future.

After the marriage with Yue Haohan was decided, she asked for "convenience" for the people of Sufu again and again in Princess Yan. For the sake of Su Mansion, she even turned her back on her grandfather's family.

She has been silently paying for her cherished family, and believes that her family is also affectionate to her.

However, after she was taken away by Feng Tusheng, these so-called closest relatives ruthlessly threw her to the Prime Minister's Mansion; she pointed out that when she poisoned Prince Shun, none of these familiar family members who could no longer be familiar with her did not clear their relationship and fall into the ground.

"Your Majesty, it is difficult to convince the hearts of the people without capital punishment for this woman. Although Lao Chen is her grandfather, he is willing to kill his relatives for the sake of the court and society. ”

"Weichen is ashamed of the emperor's kindness, and there is such an unkind and unrighteous niece. Weichen asked the emperor to punish her strictly. ”

"Your Majesty, although the concubine is her cousin, she didn't expect her to kill the Fifth Emperor Uncle. She is not worthy of being a person from Su Mansion, let alone a person of the emperor. The emperor just cut off her hands and gouged out her eyes, and the concubines would not complain. ”

"That's enough! Spread my will, drag Su Jinxi out and cut it in half!"

Hearing the final "ending", she raised her emaciated face slightly, and her clear eyes looked at the air in a daze. The cloudless blue sky was a sight to behold, and although the strong light was sore to the eyes, it was warm anyway. ......

Thinking of this, she suddenly once again put her thoughts on the word "child" again.

The left hand unconsciously touched his lower abdomen.

Her ears rang again, her worst words.

She also had children in the past.

In her flat belly, there was the most precious blood in her life, and she could even feel his kick now. But now......

The bitter mockery explained all her moods. What kind of flesh and blood affection, she is just a chess piece from beginning to end.

And Li Haohan, who was favored by her first impression, didn't expect it to be just a calculation in the mirror.

For a while, the vision was blurred, and the chill was even stronger.

Li Qingchen saw that Su Jinxi's expression was suddenly in a trance, and he just hesitated to call her.

Another scene was already in front of her eyes.

"Chongshan, Jinxi is Wei'er's only child, I must come up and take a look. Jinxi, Jinxi, my poor Jinxi ......"

It was the second day after her accident, and because of a stab wound in the abdomen, the plan to send it to the Prime Minister's Mansion was stranded. After being negotiated with Feng Tusheng, the second master was temporarily locked up in an abandoned small temple in the north of the city.

Suddenly, a female voice came, and the voice was sad and did not look like a fake. Su Jinxi's heart trembled, and he couldn't help but feel a little grief. For a while, she missed the biological mother she had never met.

If her biological mother did not die, what would her life be like?

Soon, the only cry for her was forcibly suppressed by a deep male voice, and then the voice became farther and farther away.

Su Jinxi tried to take a look, but unfortunately she didn't even have the strength to raise her eyelids at the moment. The passage she heard in a trance had exhausted her last bit of strength.

That's it, even if you watch it. No one cares for you all your life, so let's go like this until you die.

……

A few fragments, one after another in front of me and in my heart.

Su Jinxi's expression became more and more "low" by the "belt"

Li Qingchen suspected that she had remembered something bad again, and just wanted to change the topic, Su Jinxi suddenly got up and got out of bed and walked towards the courtyard alone.

"I'm going to go outside. ”

Outside the wooden house.

The autumn wind rises suddenly, and everything is bleak.

Between the mountains, a few dead leaves swayed in search of their fate. The cold silk rain ruthlessly touched the branches, as if to completely cleanse the traces left by the residual flowers and leaves.

Li Qingchen wanted to accompany her, but because of her "mood" at this time, she didn't follow, and she didn't feel at ease, so she had to take two steps, and he secretly followed one step at a time

Su Jinxi, who was gradually sobering up in the cold wind, immediately felt the "abnormality" behind him, walked a few steps quickly, paused suddenly, turned around and walked back. The man behind her almost hit her.

"You ......"

The seductive contact lenses looked at him coldly, and just wanted to ask him, but felt that the two of them should be "entangled", and finally stopped talking.

Li Qingchen knew it well, and was not surprised by her "interruption".

"Is it cold? You forgot that. ”

Speaking, the "heavy" pressure, the warmth of warming,

Once again, Su Jinxi was "surrounded".

smiled at Li Qingchen, and tightened his cloak.

Then he turned his head and continued to look into the distance.

Li Qingchen gently "pulled" out a few traces of her hair caught by the cloak and stood beside her.

So for a long time after that, they have been relatively silent "viewing".

I don't know how long it was, until the sky began to turn white, Su Jinxi suddenly realized that she had been out with him for so long.

"Send me back. ”

After not being there for such a long time, Chanyi and they must be crazy, plus the matter of Jicui and Yi Yun, I can't guarantee that the eldest lady will ask, and the entire Su Mansion will know about her "disappearance"!

Oh my God, what the hell did she get dizzy about, she forgot to go back.

Li Qingchen saw that she was suddenly anxious, and he knew the reason.

It felt like it was getting late, so I didn't tell him what he had arranged for her in advance.

Take her back the way she came, as she wanted.

Not far from Su Jinxi's bedroom, a man was standing sideways looking at her window in a daze.

A sudden noise caught his attention.

Then I looked, and I saw Li Qingchen carrying Su Jinxi into the room, randomly, Li Qingchen quickly came out and left.

Su Jinxi recalled the joyful and resentful little eyes that she had just laid on the bed, pretending to be her, and helping her "top", and wanted to laugh. Suddenly, a voice came from beside him.

"You're having a great time every day. ”