Chapter 44: Old Dreams Are Unbearable

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"Ji Bao!"

The familiar voice and unfamiliar tone were like a thunderbolt in the clear sky, and Li Mu seemed to be lost and depressed, calling for the name that he had in mind, but he seemed to suffer the pain of his heart and his heart was like a knife.

His sudden change made Chen He, who was sitting opposite, a little dazed, and asked tentatively, "Brother Mu, what's wrong?"

Li Mu waved his hand, signaling him not to speak for the time being, Chen He didn't care, and immediately shifted his attention to the snacks on the table;

"I know you're in the Magic City right now, and I want to talk to you. ”

"Where are you?" he stood up suddenly, his sharp eyes looked around, looking for a shadow in the depths of his memory, and his voice was as gentle as the warm winter sun, "You are here, come out to see me, okay?"

"Give up, Li Mu. The girl's voice on the other side was still as cold as ice, "You need to calm down now." ”

"But I only want you now!" Li Mu's voice was raised, and he tried his best to suppress his restless emotions, like an angry and roaring lion.

"Do you think you're still qualified to say that?"

Li Mu's heart sank suddenly, he maintained the posture of holding the mobile phone to his ear, and the whole person was stunned, and even time seemed to stop passing on him.

Since he left the magic capital, he has been avoiding everything about her, because after all, he has lost her, and she is now changing dramatically, and it is not an exaggeration to say that I have given it.

Li Mu always felt that he was lucky, when he was just down the mountain, he was able to meet Yang Rong to save him from fire and water;

A deception incident on the streets of Kyoto, so that the justice of the boy and the girl who went to Beijing to play chance encounter, perhaps fate favored them again, after knowing each other, the two naturally began to fall in love, and after having many adventurous experiences, their relationship became deeper and deeper.

On the major holidays after the start of school, Li Mu rushed to the magic capital to meet his lover without exception, it was his first time to visit the play, if it weren't for the lack of art examination foundation, he would choose to apply for the same college with Zhao Fei, and the distance between the two would be reduced to nothingness, in order to solve the pain of lovesickness.

At that time, Li Mu did not have the consciousness of being a Taoist priest with a pure heart and few desires, and he had recovered some of the memories of his previous life, so he completely fit into the image of his warm boyfriend, took care of Zhao Fei meticulously, and spoiled this pure and gentle girl into a princess who belonged to him alone.

Maybe God is really a single dog, and he can't see the two of them sprinkling dog food all day long, so he wants to come out to do something, and one of them accidentally plays big.

Just like those eight-o'clock soap opera routines, when Li Mu followed Zhao Fei back to see his parents, everything was quite smooth, but then he was asked out alone, and was bombarded by a large number of relatives such as seven aunts and eight aunts;

Life is always indispensable, even if his original intention is unswerving, it can't withstand the other party's bottomless madness, and when the two sides reach a stalemate, Zhao Fei is put on the table as a bargaining chip to threaten him to retreat.

In the face of this unscrupulous filth, Li Mu understood on the spot what it meant to be sinister. But his anger was of no avail, in order not to involve his beloved, he chose to compromise and let go, and portrayed himself as a coward, a soft egg, and fled away from his lover, without even leaving her with the slightest possibility of illusion.

Zhao Fei's attitude towards love is very serious, she longs for a pure, pure love, the emotion that only exists in the dream, seems to be out of reach; only Li Mu can weave this fairy tale with her, and only the last step can be realized, but they themselves discarded and destroyed!

Love, the emotion she cherished all her life, in the best years of her life, ended with the unforgettable decision of her lover to leave, and died from the gossip of those so-called relatives and friends.

Perhaps, if it weren't for the influence of those secular people, they would still be fairy couples who only envy mandarin ducks and not immortals, instead of being lonely and traveling alone.

It is precisely because of Li Mu's love for Zhao Fei that he regarded his behavior of running away from the desert as a betrayal, and used it as a thorn and a prison to draw the ground, and forcibly put a heavy shackle on his soul;

However, as the so-called water is difficult to recover, it is already too late. Li Mu, who was imprisoned in his heart, already hated himself for cowardice, and this kind of hatred caused by anger, which was almost extreme, was immediately ingrained once it germinated, making Li Mu at that time like a dry powder keg, which could be detonated with a little spark.

But now, this girl, who is destined to feel guilty for the rest of her life, wants to take the initiative to meet herself?

What should come is still coming after all, and more than two months seem to be enough for two people to make up their minds.

It's time to wrap it up.

"Are you okay?"

With a good mind, Li Mu couldn't help but sigh secretly, his mind couldn't help but float out of his lover's eyes that were entangled in pain, and the emotions of self-blame and pain gradually transformed into warmth on Jun's face, he tried his best to show a warm smile, and did not answer the girl's question head-on, but shouted in a soft tone, as if they had never separated, she was still a girl he regarded as a treasure, and the true love was still there, as before.

The person on the other side of the phone was slightly stunned, and then fell into a long silence.

On the other side, Zhao Fei's emotions at this time can be described as mixed, Li Mu's reaction was unexpected, but it was expected, that daily greeting seemed to be a word, but it was like a hammer hitting her heart, instantly shattering the cold heart wall she had built in more than 400 days.

She held the mobile phone receiver to her chest, covered her mouth tightly with her other hand, and stared at the figure in the distance with her back to her, hot tears slid down her delicate face, dripping on the placket of her clothes, and instantly blurred, leaving only a trace of wriggling and wetness.

If she didn't do this, she knew that she would cry silently, and Li Mu would definitely be able to find herself with her voice, and at that time, she wouldn't be able to escape if she wanted to.

From the beginning to the present, Li Mu attributed all the faults to himself, but he didn't know that this girl with a blue heart, although she didn't understand the truth of Li Mu's withdrawal, but when facing her parents who didn't know anything about it, she didn't hesitate to make the same choice as her lover, take all the responsibility to herself, take the initiative to take all the gossip, and give him a piece of the sky.

Two people who are crazy about love, at the same time choose to let go, and the mistakes caused by passing by can only be said to be providential, and there is no end in one step.

"Ji Bao, are you still there, don't scare me!"

It seems that the silence has been too long, Li Mu noticed that something was wrong, and hurriedly asked, he frowned, his anxious mood was overflowing, where is the calm appearance of the light breeze on weekdays?

"In an hour, in front of Goethe's statue, let's meet. ”

After reining in his emotions, Zhao Fei quietly wiped away the tears, put on the appearance of not entering the living before, tried his best to make his voice sound flat as usual, and then hung up the phone in a little panic.

“……”

Listening to the busy sound from the mobile phone, Li Mu sat back on the rattan chair with a sinking face, Zhao Fei was not good at disguising his emotions, and the changes in her breath could not hide from him;

"Uh... Brother Mu, do you want to go here?"

Li Mu's mobile phone sound muffling performance is not very good, but Chen He quietly leaned aside to listen to it, he looked at the idol with an increasingly gloomy expression, and asked cautiously.

"Go, why not?"

The soft and soothing music, accompanied by the loud words, slammed on the eardrums, looking at the smile on the corner of Li Mu's mouth, Chen He felt that it seemed that it was not only the corners of his forehead that were dripping with cold sweat that were faintly painful, and he couldn't help but shiver.

The green belt of the opera is not only planted with flowers and plants, but also dotted with bust monuments of ancient and modern Chinese and foreign opera celebrities, and the statue of Goethe is the place where they agreed to meet, which was their former paradise, should it be said that it is providence?

He stood in front of the huge floor-to-ceiling window with his hands behind his back, overlooking the gradually yellowing lawn below, watching the students continue to work hard to achieve themselves, but his mood calmed down at this time, and the spiritual platform was clear for a while.

"I can't escape. ”