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On the small stage, a woman holding a guitar is softly singing a song called "Leaves".

Looking at the woman on the stage, Wang Meng felt like a world away.

Cursing the damned fate in her heart, why does she still exist in this life, why is she still singing this song here.

The river of time quickly pulls back.

Wang Meng was nineteen years old that year, and the woman was twenty-six years old. Shortly after Wang Meng graduated from the pheasant family that year, Wang Meng embarked on a journey to find his dream, and Wang Meng came to Hengdian that year.

That year seems to be a long time, and Wang Meng, who has been thinking about it for a long time, is struggling. In a trance, it turned out that there was a time and space between that year and now.

"It does seem like a long time. Thinking of this, Wang Meng muttered.

I remember the woman talking to herself. In the summer of '08, she came to Hengdian, and since then she has been singing in this bar called 'Luminous'.

Her name is Qin Xiaohua, a name that Wang Meng felt very earthy after hearing it at that time.

Later, I learned that Qin Xiaohua was also raised in an orphanage, and the two seemed to have the same fate and the same ups and downs, so they comforted each other.

Qin Xiaohua is seven years older than Wang Meng, and they have been together for more than a year, and the two have 'once been beautiful'.

I remember that Wang Meng just came to Hengdian, like a child, a stubborn young man, Qin Xiaohua taught Wang Meng a lot.

Such as forbearance, compromise, and low-key.

It seems that these good 'faults' are all taught by this woman, and Wang Meng is born with rebellion and recklessness.

Later, I remember that it was 2014, and Qin Xiaohua left. He walked without hesitation and was so reluctant.

I remember Wang Meng once asked: "Have you given up your dream? Isn't it your dream to be a singer?"

Qin Xiaohua's answer was: "It's been almost ten years, and I can't hold on anymore." ”

Actually, Wang Mengduo wanted to ask if you would give up on me like this? I never asked, but asked her dream.

The two were confused together, and they were equally confused when they were separated. It seems that there has never been any oath, more like two people who have been hurt in their hearts, getting together to keep each other warm.

She couldn't hold on anymore, so she left, wondering if her dream was buried in Hengdian.

Wang Meng tried to find it, but he didn't find Qin Xiaohua's dream for a long time, and at the same time, he also lost an extravagant hope.

From where to start, Wang Meng went with the flow even more, as I said before, just have a line, just show your face, just eat and drink.

I thought that I would be like Qin Xiaohua, who lived in a daze for nearly ten years, and then lost my last dream and went home...... Where is home?

Fate seemed to play a joke, and Wang Meng came to this time and space.

I thought we wouldn't see each other, and we wouldn't meet. But......

With the filming of "The True Story of A Niu", after stopping in Hengdian, Wang Meng had a thorn in his heart.

I always want to come and see, I always want to come and see......

I remember the Hengdian where Qin Xiaohua came in the summer of 08, and now it's the winter of 08, although a season has passed, but I found it, and I didn't want to see it.

"First, it's better not to see each other, so that you don't fall in love. Second, it's better not to know each other, so that you don't love each other. Thirdly, it is better not to be accompanied, so that you do not owe each other. Fourth, it is better not to cherish each other, so that you can not remember each other. Fifth, it is better not to love each other, so that you can not abandon each other. Sixth, it is better not to be relative, so that we can not meet. Seventh, it is better not to be wrong, so that there is no loss. Eighth, it is better not to allow each other, so that there can be no continuity. Ninth, it is better not to depend on each other, so that they can not be together. Tenth, it is better not to meet, so that we can not meet. But if you have seen each other, you will know each other, and when you have not seen each other. Ande and Jun are absolutely anon, and they are exempt from teaching life and death to be lovesick. ”

"What, do you feel anything?" Huang Bo suddenly heard Wang Meng recite the poem and asked.

Maybe I'm scared alone, right? Wang Meng found Huang Bo and came along.

The reason is very suffocating, saying that I will go to the bar again to relax.

"......No," Wang Meng replied, "I just like this poem of the Ten Commandments by Master Cangyang Gyatso." I think it's very well written, but I don't want to see it, I don't know each other, and I don't want to accompany it. In order not to fall in love, not to love, not to owe each other. ”

"Then do you believe in reincarnation?"

"Why do you ask?"

"My feeling in this poem is that it is using reincarnation to set off love. "Huang Bo.

"Maybe believe it!"

"I also think there should be reincarnation in the world. Huang Bo said.

……

Maybe it was due to the environment, or maybe the topic was a little sad, and the two were silent for a long time.

Suddenly......

"What would you do if you had such a reincarnation experience?" asked Huang Bo.

Wang Meng, who asked, looked surprised, and almost used his hands to kill this Qingdao noblewoman.

"Why are you asking such a strange question?" Wang Meng was a little nervous.

"You directors, don't you like to study such things? Many of your works also seem to be about things related to the fate of reincarnation, haven't you studied this?" Huang Bo asked, seeing that Wang Meng didn't speak, "I don't believe you haven't studied it?"

"Is this this?" Wang Meng breathed a sigh of relief when he heard this, and he didn't know what he was nervous about. "My research is to add the expansion of science fiction, this kind of chaotic metaphysics, I have always only regarded it as the core, do not express any opinions, good or bad and depth are all up to the fans' own perception. ”

"I'll just ask you, what will you do......" Huang Bo waved his hand and asked, "I didn't ask you to give any profound answers, you ...... Are you serious!?"

"Do I have it?" Wang Meng said subconsciously.

Trying to think, deliberately thinking? It seems to be a replay of the purpose, so he said: "I will be like in the poem, I will not know, I will not touch." ”

"Then what if the fate of the previous life is a very good memory?" Huang Bo obviously didn't give up, "I found that it seems that we humans like to add their ideas to this kind of mysterious things. And this kind of thinking is all miserable. Can't you be happy and happy in the last life, and see it again in this life?"

"This question?" Wang Menggui knew what Huang Bo was thinking, and said: "Don't ask me this question, it seems that it is really as you said, it is a tragic story before there is a reincarnation." ”

After saying that, neither of them spoke.

After a while, Huang Bo asked again: "You seem to know the girl who sings?"

"I said maybe I know you and believe it?" Wang Meng asked boldly, a little worried after asking.

"Go, go, go......" Huang Bo waved his hand.

"I don't see it, you're a decent person, and you would use this kind of suffocating reason to talk to a girl?!" After speaking, he felt that it was wrong, and hurriedly said: "Don't talk to me even if you talk to me, what's the use of talking to me......?"

"Get out of the way, didn't you ask? Wang Meng breathed a sigh of relief in his heart. A little bit of a feeling of weakness.

But it's OK! I don't want to know Qin Xiaohua, I don't want to, maybe I'm tired, or maybe I feel that this is not bad.

"Leaves" was sung on stage.

Wang Meng heard Qin Xiaohua say that she would sing the song "Leaves" once a week.

She said: This song is written by her, she is as lonely and depressed as Yezi.

I remember that Wang Meng once said naively: "You are not lonely and depressed, don't you have me?"

Qin Xiaohua smiled faintly after hearing this.

At that time, Wang Meng thought that he had moved her, but now that he thinks about it, it was Qin Xiaohua who coaxed him.

"I've been naïve too, hehe......" Wang Meng, who was talking to himself, smiled.

"What are you talking to yourself?" Huang Bo took a sip of wine, and when he saw Wang Meng's smirk talking to himself, he suddenly felt that Wang Meng had something on his mind.

"Ah!" Wang Meng was startled.

Just as he was about to think about how to answer, suddenly a middle-aged man's voice was a little angry from behind: "Miss Guo, you have to think clearly? This is not your Taiwan, you better think about it!"

"I don't have to think about it, I don't agree, huh!" said a girl, her voice was nice and a little familiar.

"I said......" Huang Bo asked again.

"Shhhh

Huang Bo was stunned, didn't speak, and listened!

……

[PS: I've been looking forward to a day and still haven't recommended.] I've been running naked for a month. The editors of this grade have given up on me, I really don't know what to insist on? patting the chest The man doesn't cry, he still has to hold on in October. Add a new chapter, in order to thank the four book friends who voted for the monthly vote today: -- Ma Gutian Great Heavenly King, Hong Huang Shengzun, Hi Oh La Fear, OK One Night. (To be continued.) )