Chapter 4047
Shang Jia quietly looked at the food in front of him, "It's just a war, victory or defeat is a common thing in soldiers." She picked up her chopsticks and took a bite of the food. "Isn't it the same if you lose?"
Shao Dongwei looked at her coldly, and Shang Jia involuntarily raised his head, just in time for his dark eyes.
When he heard Shang Jia say this, he should be happy, indeed, the moment he heard it, he was indeed happy in his heart.
Shang Jia will care about him, Shang Jia will finally care about him, it's really good.
"Are you comforting me?" Shao Dongwei raised his eyebrows slightly, "It's becoming more and more like my wife." ”
Shang Jia was stunned for a moment, and felt like he picked up a stone but hit his feet, "I am your concubine, and Wu Baoxiu is your wife." When she said this, she wanted to raise her hand and give herself two big mouths.
Which pot is not opened, which pot is mentioned.
It looked like she was jealous, even though she knew it wasn't like that.
"If you wish, I'll go back and leave her off. Shao Dongwei smiled lightly.
is really a selfish person, doing whatever he wants, doing everything he wants, and not caring about the feelings of others at all.
"This time to Pingcheng ......" Shang Jia took a breath, the reason why she said this topic was that she had said so much to Shao Dongwei before, this was what she really wanted to ask, so this was what she thought was the point. "Pingcheng is the territory of the Ping army, you know what the result will be when you are found by the Ping army, why do you take such a big risk to come to Pingcheng? Why don't you just go to other places, go to a place that you can't find by the Ping army, everywhere is good, all places are safer than Pingcheng. Shang Jia said seriously.
"I thought you would be happy. Shao Dongwei seemed to be smiling.
"What reason do I have to be happy?" Shang Jia took a sip of porridge.
She didn't plan to slip away from him again? Shao Dongwei's heart sank, but at the same time, he had a feeling that even he couldn't explain.
"Whatever you came to Heicheng for, whether you plan to take advantage of the opportunity to enter or use the defeat to make the Ping army relax their vigilance and delay the army. Shang Jia looked at the table of dishes in front of him. "You are a good man, although you are cold and ruthless to everyone, you are very hateful, you have made me hate you so many times that I can't count the number of times. ”
Shao Dongwei's straight nose cast a burst of dark light, his eyes were as dark as a bottomless pit, and his angular face couldn't tell that he was a man over thirty years old.
In this era, thirty years old is in the prime of life.
Broad shoulders seem to carry a thousand pounds.
Before this, Shang Jia had always believed that only the children of large families would be more tired than others, but in fact this was not the case.
There is also such a kind of person, they have put more pressure on themselves than everything, this pressure makes them have to work hard, so they have to work harder than others, so they always have that kind of domineering attitude that is different from the young master of the family or the second generation of the official family.
He will know what you need most, more practically than anything else, without any illusions.
"Well, I guessed it. For what Shang Jia said, he was not angry at all, and he had no other emotions other than indifference.
What he said and what he showed was the same as eating.
"It was Mo Jinlan who covered your entry into Pingcheng?" Shang Jia asked.
"Let's eat something, I haven't eaten for two days, people are thinner than yellow flowers. Shao Dongwei took a piece of vegetable and fed it to her mouth, and Shang Jia took it and ate it.
It is tasteless, and I can only feel that I am eating, and I am a little unclear about what I eat.
"Answer me, is it Mo Jinlan, didn't you say that as long as you can answer, you will tell me? Shang Jia said lightly.
Shao Dongwei hesitated for a moment, then only got up and glanced at the narrow streets of Pingcheng, "This is not like me, so what is like me? Do you know me very well? Shang Jia." ”
"I don't know much about it, but I don't know much about it. Shang Jia squeezed out a smile, "Why attack Pingcheng again, defeat is defeat, life is not all about chasing fame and fortune." Shang Jia looked up at him.
Shao Dongwei's back burst out of a faint light in front of the halo, he was standing by the window at the moment, looking at the street outside with complicated eyes, "If there is nothing in a person's life that can support him to persevere, then what will be the meaning of life?"
Shao Dongwei's sudden rhetorical question made Shang Jia suddenly stunned.
What supports Shao Dongwei's perseverance is these ethereal utilitarianism, so what is his perseverance?
For peace of mind?
"Do you love me?" Shang Jia asked suddenly, then stood up.
"What?" Shao Dongwei turned his head, with a little surprise in his eyes, this kind of question is not like Shang Jia would ask, he said that he didn't know what kind of mood he was in, flattered?
"I said, do you love me?" Shang Jia took a breath and slowly walked in front of him, "If you love me, don't be at war, the common people are innocent, everyone is innocent, and you shouldn't be a victim of your pursuit of fame and fortune, Shao Dongwei, do you know why I rejected you so much at the beginning, even if I said a word to you, I didn't have a good face?" she smiled bitterly, " Maybe you should have known that I am very understanding and gentle even to a subordinate, and you have always taken care of me, tolerated me everywhere, and thought about me everywhere, but because you have forced me and felt sorry for me, I have no way to make a good face to you, everything is involuntary. ”
"What the hell are you trying to say?" Shao Dongwei frowned.
"I want to put it very simply, let you go. Shang Jia smiled lightly, "No one should pay for your own selfish interests, and no one should make others sacrifice for you." Shang Jia's eyes were dark, and a small mole in the corner of his eye carried infinite charm.
"You can be at ease, but can you be at peace for the rest of your life?" Shang Jia exhaled, "It's up to you what you think." She clutched her stomach, "I like Gu Nan, I admit it, I haven't been able to forget him until now, I admit it." ”
Shao Dongwei sneered, "You came down from Xiaolong Mountain, just to level the army?"
"yes. Shang Jia raised his head to meet his gaze, "You are my husband, I should help you, but...... I'm a person who knows a rational word. ”
"Gu Nan is reasonable?"
"It's not that he's reasonable, it's the Ping Army. Shang Jia squinted slightly, "I hope you ......"
"Enough. Shao Dongwei stretched out his hand, his face pale. "Enough, don't say it. ”
Shang Jia was stunned, "I understand what you mean." Shao Dongwei said, "I understand, don't say it again." ”