Ye Chen's mind was already empty, and his whole body was trembling violently. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

His eyes were red in pain, and tears were silently filling his eyes.

He still held the envelope in his hand that had not yet written a donation, and rushed into the broadcast hall in a daze and as if he was going crazy.

The stars in the studio who were still taking pictures together were busy focusing the camera, and no one noticed his trembling and leaving.

Ye Chen's eyes were red like this, and he rushed out of the Jiangsu and Zhejiang TV stations in a daze, and a group of reporters guarding the end of the party stopped him.

"Get out of here!"

"Get out of here!"

Ye Chen frantically pushed away those reporters, rushing frantically, his eyes red like a wounded lion.

That kind of look frightened those reporters, and they were all scattered, and Ye Chen rushed out frantically and ran down the street.

He flagged down a taxi, and at night, the neon lights of the city shattered like starlight falling on the mortal dust.

"Where to go?"

"Hey!"

"Boy, you snort. ”

Ye Chen seemed to have lost his soul, and the taxi driver asked several times.

"Airport," Ye Chen's lips trembled, and in the dimness, he seemed to be able to hear his heart trembling as well.

The car drove and wandered through the bustling city streets, the lights were bright and green, and the ground was shattered.

His eyes had lost their brightness, and he was still clutching the donation envelope in his hand.

Suddenly, as if enchanted, his eyes were filled with endless pain and hatred, he tore the envelope in his hand to pieces, and his expression gritted his teeth as if he were crazy, and opened the window, and the scraps of paper drifted in the wind on the busy street, like a broken soul.

"Ahh

What he had lost, what he had lost, he did not know, but his heart had already ached.

The middle-aged driver was startled by him, almost lost control of the rudder, and before he could make a sound, he was interrupted by his cry, which made the middle-aged man feel a little sad and stopped talking.

Suddenly with a sigh, the middle-aged driver shook his head, thinking that he was a lovelorn child, and drove quietly in silence.

Behind the carriage, a suppressed and heavy cry, as if it was overtaken for the loss of something precious, drifted through the window into the ethereal air.

…………

Changyun Village, a remote and poor village far away from the hustle and bustle of the red dust, has inconvenient transportation, and dozens of families live in a tight situation.

A few years ago, there were only a few black-and-white televisions in the entire village. For people in the city, perhaps they can comfort themselves with some of the poorest people who are just begging for food and always coming out if they don't die.

But many people wait for a week to actually spend a week in such a dilapidated village, and they know that the poorest is not necessarily the need for food. People here may have never been to a big hospital in their lives, minor illnesses and small disasters can only be carried head-on, and after decades of carrying it, if something goes wrong, they will be carried by their families or relatives in the village on a stretcher for dozens of minutes, before they have the opportunity to get on a tractor, and then go to a township that does not even have a decent street, take a bus to the county seat, if you are lucky, you can spend most of your life savings, you can get through, and if you are unlucky, you often buy some painkillers, carry them home and wait for death. Only when you are buried, can you have a beautiful time.

Everything here seems to be miserable and barren.

There was originally a school in the village, an old bungalow, dilapidated, leaking wind and rain, after the death of the old gentleman in the village, the dozens of children in the school were left unattended, and it was abandoned for nearly a year until the arrival of Teacher Su.

She was very young, very beautiful, she felt like a fairy, she could sing and play the piano, she was a very good teacher. People in the village said that they had never seen such a beautiful girl, and they were better looking than the stars on TV. She is very polite, likes children very much, and even naughty children become well-behaved and obedient in her hands. People in the village, young and old, call her Teacher Su from the bottom of their hearts, and at this time, she will always smile as bright as a handful of Gesang flowers.

In the beginning, as simple and poor as this village, the school facilities were poor, with papier-mâché windows, cracked lime walls, and leaky water and air. Teacher Su ate there and lived there, and she persevered for three years.

Teacher Ye, who made a lot of money outside two years ago, paid to build a primary school, with new desks, new benches, a concrete playground, and a towering flagpole.

Last year, I heard that Mr. Ye paid for the construction of roads in the village, and the roadbed was paved, which was much easier to walk than before.

The hard days of Changyun Village seem to be coming to an end, and the whole village is happy.

Every day, the sound of reading aloud from the school window is the biggest natural sound in the village, curling smoke, roosters and dogs barking, a quiet and peaceful place.

Half a year ago, the two urban teachers who came to teach couldn't stand the hard life of teaching in the village, and stayed for less than two weeks before leaving, which is already several batches. This burden fell on her shoulders alone.

At the end of the third period, she walked to the door of the classroom, pulled the clock, smiled and said that she would take a ten-minute break, and the children were excited and gathered around her.

The children said, "Teacher, let's play eagle and catch chickens together." ”

She agreed, took the children to the cement playground, played games with them, she was always a hen, every time she would try her best not to let the "eagle" catch a chicken, and the children were scrambling to be the chick that could pull Teacher Su's clothes, today Teacher Su was still very happy, but halfway through the game, her body shook, almost fell, and her face was pale.

The children were all frightened, and gathered around her, staring at a pair of clear, clean eyes, full of worry.

She gently comforted a group of frightened bunnies, smiled and said It's okay, I'll sit for a while, let's talk about our respective ideals in the last class today, okay?

Some young children don't know what their ideals are, but they all say yes out loud.

She walked slowly back to the classroom, quietly clutching her chest, a sickly flush on her face, and slowly sat down with her hands on the lectern.

Looking out the window, the children were bouncing on the playground, her eyes were as gentle as water, and the flush was particularly vivid.

Today, she let the children play outside for a few more minutes, rang the bell with a little difficulty, walked back to the classroom first, picked up chalk, and trembled to write the four big words "my ideal" on the blackboard.

"Mr. Su, I want to be an athlete when I grow up and win glory for the country. A big kid who is usually the most naughty and active in the class immediately raised his hand and spoke proudly.

She nodded and smiled, "Well, that's good." Sande, when you really become an athlete one day, win glory for the country, but also win glory for your hometown, don't forget this land that gave birth to you and raised you, you know, your roots are here, you can't look down on it.

Sande seemed to understand and nodded vigorously.

"Teacher Su, I want to be a good-looking big star on TV, is that okay?" said a delicate little girl with a ponytail and a goose egg face.

Some students laughed at her, and the little girl's head was lowered, and her eyes were red and she was about to cry.

Su Yue smiled and said softly, "Yes, the teacher supports you." When we grow up studying, we will all have our own goals, and it is very good to win glory for the country like Sande, and being a star is also a life goal. But the teacher told you, swallow, when you grow up, no matter which way you go, you can't retreat, you have to be strong, the teacher knows that you love to cry, you have to learn to be strong in the future, you have to remember the teacher's words. ”

Yanzi seemed to be affirmed, and her tears retracted, and she smiled sweetly, and said Teacher Su, I will write this sentence into my diary.

"Teacher Su, I want to make a lot of money, and I want the teacher to be my daughter-in-law. A chubby and humble child raised his hand and stood up, blushing and said.

"Haha" The children laughed loudly, and they all made embarrassing gestures to this little fat man.

She clutched her chest and chuckled softly, of course this is an ideal. But the teacher has someone he likes, and I hope you can find a better girl than the teacher in the future.

When she said this, the sickly flush on her face became more intense, and there was a complex and indescribable light in her eyes.

The little boy sat down in a daze.

"Teacher Su, where is the person you like, I haven't come to see you once. ”

She leaned against the blackboard, looked at the green mountains and green waters outside the classroom window, and said softly, "He will come, and one day he will come again." ”

Su Yue muttered softly, and the flush on her face became redder and redder.

"Teacher Su, isn't Teacher Ye we haven't met? The swallow, who likes to cry, asked with her eyes fluttering.

Her eyes twitched slightly, leaned against the blackboard, panted slightly, and smiled slightly: "Students, sing a class song, the teacher wants to hear it." ”

Her voice was a little weak, and the children didn't hear it,

I don't know who took the lead, but the children sang their class song in unison, their voices were immature, but they were the most innocent voices in the world.

"Who gently patted me on the shoulder when I needed it most

Who is willing to share with me when they are happiest

The days are so long

I'm there for you

It makes me feel empowered to witness your growth

Who can forget the injuries that have accompanied you along the way

Who can predict where you will be in the future

A smile on the face

Same with you

Sing it out loud

Give yourself a round of applause

I'm just like you

Just as strong

The same all-out pursuit of my dreams

Even if it hurts

Even if there are wind and waves

The wind and rain will be followed by a charming fragrance

………”

The singing voice is immature and clear, a pair of smart and clear eyes are flashing, the song floats out of the classroom, echoing in the sky, and the bright five-star red flag is still fluttering on the flagpole.

Su Yue's panting became more and more severe, the flush on her face climbed to her neck, she put down the hand covering her chest, and opened the handbook on the podium, which contained a shiny photo with a slightly dim corner.

In the photo, dozens of children are innocently standing in several rows, smiling innocently, she is holding a little girl, smiling gently, and the man next to her is holding a little boy with snot, smiling brightly like a big boy.

When the children sang to the end.

She smiled and closed her eyes, slumping to the ground.

Never woke up again.

God, can a good person really live a safe life!

(ps: Hey, it was doomed from the beginning, Su Yue, a woman who appeared from the fourth chapter, was a misty woman at the beginning, and felt that it was an inexplicable woman, some readers even hated her, no one could solve it, she couldn't solve her identity, she couldn't solve her mind, she missed silently, it was lovely, and those who didn't know didn't know the ending, I hope readers don't scold me for abusing the master.) Two more in one, this is equivalent to the fourth one!) (To be continued.) )