At half past six in the morning, Taixi Village, Fengshan Town.

"Xiaopeng, where's your dad?!" Uncle Tong's daughter-in-law stood in the kitchen and shouted, "Did you see him?" ”

"Nope!" Tong Peng shook his head while squatting in the yard to brush his teeth.

"Alas, I can't find anyone in the morning! Go, you hurry up and go to Old Hantou's house to see if he is nagging again! Uncle Tong's daughter-in-law took the brush and shouted: "I'm going to find him, you let him go and carry the bag of rice back, hurry up!" ”

"Okay, I'll go after brushing my teeth!" Tong Peng replied vaguely.

"Stomp!"

As soon as the two finished speaking, a middle-aged man staggered into the courtyard.

"Hey, Uncle Han, I just wanted to go to your house, did you see my dad in the morning?" Tong Peng asked with a smile.

“…… Pengzi, call your mom soon, your dad has an accident! Uncle Han shouted in a broken voice.

Tong Peng was stunned for a moment.

……

He's dead!

To be precise, Uncle Tong actually died last night, drinking medicine and dying on the observation platform in the planning area that was originally going to be used for factory observation!

At about 6:10 a.m., the villagers living near the planning area first found a flaming red banner hanging on the observation platform, and then found Uncle Tong's body. There were three things around him, one was a cowhide file bag full of documents, the second was a suicide note written to his family, and the third was a bottle of liquor mixed with highly toxic pesticides.

When Uncle Tong's daughter-in-law led their two sons to the scene, they were all stunned, because they couldn't imagine why Uncle Tong, who was fine two days ago, would leave home in the middle of the night when no one was around, and commit suicide in the planning area!

The heart-rending wail, after Uncle Tong's daughter-in-law came back to her senses, resounded throughout the planning area, she threw herself on Uncle Tong's stiff corpse, unable to say a word, completely collapsed and cried unable to face reality.

Tong Peng knelt straight on the ground, with tears in his eyes, motionless, while the younger Tong Yu was not only crying, but also stunned in his eyes, as if he was at a loss and didn't know how to accept the fact that his father was gone.

……

Open the family letter, let us go into Uncle Tong's heart before he died, and listen to his feelings.

Violin:

When I wrote this suicide note, it was the day when our family happily finished eating hot pot, because it was from that day that I decided to give myself such an ending.

When people live in the world, they really shouldn't bring the negative emotions they should bear to your dearest and closest people. Therefore, I really shouldn't leave such a suicide note for you and your children, because this will make you more uncomfortable, and it will also make me look like a man who doesn't walk freely at all.

But I still have to leave a few words, because I want to apologize to you and the child!

In my life, I have lived a very tough and competitive life! Because I've been thinking, don't care how many officials are or how small, it's all the responsibility on your shoulders! If I'm serious, the people below will be a little better! Therefore, I have been very persistent for so many years, and it is precisely because of this persistence that I have offended many people!

Of course, not all of these people I offended were bad people, they were all so-called corrupt officials! Sometimes, when I think about it, maybe it's really something that I insist on, which is too idealistic and difficult to achieve in today's society!

So, I was transferred from the city to the county, resigned from the county, and finally returned to Xingwang Village and became the village party secretary!

At that time, after I returned to Xingwang Village, I was holding my breath in my heart, I especially wanted to make some achievements and improve the living environment of the people, so that I could see those people I had offended, what I insisted on was right, there was a way out, and you were wrong, I was wrong!

After this breath was held in my heart, it never dissipated, and I have always been proud that I have such a breath in my heart, because my old boy is different from everyone else!

But after the accident in Fengshan Town, I suddenly woke up! But instead of waking up from a nightmare, I woke up from a sweet dream and returned to a real life that I didn't want to accept!

Because I suddenly found that my persistence over the years is really selfish and self-defeating! I didn't be a good husband, and I didn't be a good father!

For a man, my family management is a failure, because because of my persistence, you have suffered a lot of sins and suffered a lot with me over the years......

Sometimes, I remember the phrase you often scolded me, "Don't pretend to be too great, aren't you tired?!" I agreed.

Because I am indeed too tired, and I am so tired to be such a person!

Therefore, if I want to have a chance to come back once, I must choose not to be a good person or a good official, but to be a good husband and father!

Unfortunately, sometimes people's mistakes can be remedied, but sometimes they can't. I can't afford to pay back the money my family owes, and after the villagers sue me, I have to bear a long prison sentence, but please believe me, I chose to go to a dead end, not because I didn't have the courage to bear my mistakes, but because I should really do something for you......

Believe me, my choice is for the sake of the children, for you.

Xiaoqin, you and I have been married for so many years, and we have long been accustomed to plain and true days, but when it came to separation, I found that I really didn't have enough time with you......

Okay, that's it, I'm going to go out with my son in a moment! Also, don't be too sad for me, at our age, it would be a bit exaggerated and self-exalting to say that life and death are downplayed, but the mentality of calmly facing the results and continuing to live well should still be had.

Good bye......

Tong Dehai is a masterpiece.

……

A suicide note, full of self-criticism and self-denial, yes, because Uncle Tong felt that what he had been insisting on for so many years was wrong!

Isn't that sad?

It's sad!

But that's what Uncle Tong has experienced, no one can change anything!

The high observation platform, facing the slowly rising sun, makes people look at it from a distance, and the inexplicable feeling is full of hope, but the corpse lying on the iron plate, how hard is it when it is alive? ! How broken does his heart have to be before he chooses to commit suicide?!

"Hula!

The breeze blew from afar, making the flaming red banner hanging on the observatory shake slightly, and the line of large characters written on it was also very clear in front of everyone's eyes.

"Respond to the call of the city, actively cooperate with Dingfeng Group to raise funds and build a new Fengshan Town!"

This banner was hung at the venue in the town when the market of Fengshan Town was launched, and it was specially read by the village party secretaries! And before Uncle Tong left, why did he hang such a banner?!

Whose face is he slapping?

Who are you satirizing?

……

City!

"Bang dang!"

The secretary pushed away Secretary Chen's office, opened his mouth and said, "Secretary, something happened in Fengshan Town!" ”

"What's the matter?"

"The village party secretary of Xingwang Village committed suicide because of the fund-raising matter, and he was in the planning area, and he also pulled a banner ......!" The secretary bent over and explained the cause and effect.

Secretary Chen frowned and listened to the words, and immediately said: "Deal with it immediately, to prevent the media from fermenting this matter!" Be fast! ”

"Okay."