Chapter 990: The Tall Man's Thoughts
When this tragedy happened, the high-level officials of Donghai City all found out that it seemed that things might be more serious than they imagined, so when they united the reinforcements from around them to rescue, they found that the people on the Kyushu continent could also be so united, but it was this kind of unity that made the people here once again know that the war and disaster were so severe, and outsiders couldn't understand this feeling, just like the people here also knew how undesirable the unnecessary quarrels were before.
People always know how beautiful it is when they lose it, so so many regrets and regrets linger like ghosts.
And Li Lianlong also seemed to be a different person after this disaster, and he didn't know what happened to him. I don't eat or drink all day long, except for cultivation, cultivation is cultivation, and the hill behind him was flattened because of his violent Five Elements Sword Technique. Li Lianlong has never been more eager to be strong than at this time, and he just needs to improve his strength now to be able to change something in this world.
But Li Lianlong seems to have forgotten one point, that is, mentality. It is difficult for him to improve in such a mentality, and it is also very dangerous, maybe he will go crazy at any time. This was also what the dog was worried about, but what he was worried about finally happened, and now he directly stabbed a sword deep into the ground and spat out a mouthful of blood.
The dog was nervous, and forcibly carried Li Lianlong to the room to rest, just at this time, Lord Gao came, and he came up to give Li Lianlong an internal force Li Lianlong only relieved himself a little. As soon as he opened his eyes, Master Gao said: "Fortunately, I arrived in time, otherwise your dantian will collapse, and when the time comes, your cultivation will be completely ruined, and I will see that you will have no place to cry when you cry!"
"Destroy it, destroy it, I don't want to be a monk anymore. ”
Li Lianlong's words also surprised the dog and the tall people. The two looked at each other, and Master Gao said, "Why do you think so? Your cultivation is not easy to come by, this is more of a responsibility, do you think that if your cultivation is gone, you are willing to be an ordinary person?"
Since this has already been said here, Li Lianlong simply sat up and said: "Let me ask you, what is the difference between being a monk and an ordinary person? Aren't they all ordinary people? Aren't they all people with joys, angers, sorrows, and seven emotions and six desires? Don't tell me any abilities or responsibilities, I just can't figure out whether the ordinary people I want to save so desperately are worth saving! I ...... it."
Li Lianlong was a little speechless at this time, and Master Gao patted him on the shoulder and said, "I know what you have done, whether you succeed or not, you are the hero of Donghai City." Just like you said, it's not wrong for people to have joys, sorrows, emotions and six desires, but have you ever thought that we don't pay more attention to the word honor than ordinary people in addition to more ability and responsibility? ”
Suddenly, at this time, the little girl came over, she was holding this bottle in her hand and looked at the man with a full face and beard in front of her with big watery eyes, and the tall man seemed to see some treasure, and involuntarily stretched out two hands to the little girl, and the little girl hesitated for a while and threw herself into his arms. There was that kind of love in the eyes of the tall man that could not be concealed. Li Lianlong looked at this scene as if he had suddenly figured out something, he was quite amused, and it was a little unexpected to see that Gao Daren loved this little girl so much.
"This little girl was picked up by us on the side of the road, but not on the side of the bridge. ”
Li Lianlong had goosebumps all over his body when Goudan coldly came out with this sentence, and he was embarrassed that Goudan said such a thing. Master Gao put down the little girl and said, "My sister can't be replaced by anyone, and so are you." ”
Then Master Gao turned to Li Lianlong and said, "I came to you today to discuss important matters, but I see that your state today is not very good, so let's go in two days." ”
Li Lianlong immediately got up and said: "It's okay, please say something, hurry up and keep me busy, I'm really ...... now"
Master Gao smiled and said: "Okay, since that's the case, then I'll say it, in fact, it's my idea to let you take over the prison, I didn't expect it to be so soon, and what I didn't expect was that you went to the bottom prison and came back safely, which really didn't make me expect, but since that's the case, it's better, then I don't need to teach you step by step." ”
Master Gao didn't speak, he was now waiting for Li Lianlong's confession, maybe Li Lianlong himself knew that nothing could escape Lord Gao's eyes. He simply said, "Indeed, if I really make this warden today, it may indeed be of great help to me." But I think more about whether this ability and responsibility can give me hope when I feel overwhelmed.
Li Lianlong continued: " But now it seems that this ability has not brought me such benefits, on the contrary, it has made me see more clearly the ugliness and unbearable parts of this world, the most important thing, even this ability has not brought us anything or glory, etc., this is where I feel unbearable about such things now, I am tired, really, I have never felt that as a person who is so much more powerful than ordinary people, I feel more disappointed in the world than those people. ”
Master Gao said: "If you really think like this, then in your previous cultivation and realm, it was because of your talent that you achieved your current cultivation. If you think about it, even if we know that such a world is so unbearable, this is why we exist for the purpose of existence. Isn't the existence of all things a necessity that people gradually understand and tolerate? Of course, if I say this for a while, I still can't untie the knot in your heart, indeed, think about it from another perspective, after all, after the failure to save thousands of lives, there will always be some emotions in it, just like me and him, don't you want the powerful thing of time to balance?"
He glanced at the dog again and said, "In comparison, it can be said that I have also gone through a lot of pain in my life. It's not like I haven't experienced it. ”
(End of chapter)