Chapter 84: Loss of Self-Esteem

Watching her tears drop by drop, he kept wiping them, but he had no idea in his heart. Pen Fun Pavilion www.biquge.info if she was so angry that he threw him under the bed, he also knew how to deal with it, but he didn't expect her to do this.

She lay quietly on the bed, like a broken doll, as if the one he loved was gone.

Qing Lan was different from all the women he knew, if he could only have one woman in this world, he only needed Qing Lu. That feeling was even many times stronger than Zheng Rou back then, it was Zheng Rou who went to withdraw from the marriage back then, and it was she who wanted to marry him.

But he did everything to snatch Qingxuan back, just wanting her to be his wife.

"Why? You like me too, why do you resist so painfully? I don't understand, Tell me, Clar. ”

Qing Xuan wanted him to leave quickly, and wanted to be quiet by herself, but she couldn't resist him, and even at this moment, her body was still longing for him because of the power of the medicine.

"I didn't have a choice, you didn't give me a choice. Without the right to choose, I am like a doll without a soul. She finally confronted him and spoke out of her pain.

Helan Qiyou felt like he was split in half, half of him felt her pain, he felt that he had really taken away her most important thing. The other half of him screamed that she belonged to him, that her chastity belonged to him, that she was married to him, and that she had to accept him.

In the end, he was willing to try to understand her, and he hated that he took away her right to choose, taking advantage of her when she was at her most vulnerable. Although in his thoughts, Qingxuan is his wife, and it is only a matter of time before he gets her. But she clearly wanted to have the timing of her choice, and he did promise her.

Qing Xuan turned to run away from him again, not daring him to see that her body was still burning, she could feel the strength of the medicine, and she desperately wanted him.

How is she going to survive tonight, how is she going to survive every night? Does she want him to come to her room, or does she never want to?

She couldn't help crying again, and she didn't remember that she had cried after she was sensible, but she didn't care anymore, and it was useless to hold on in front of him.

As if hearing her inner cry, he cautiously approached her, put his big hand on her waist, and then hugged her.

"Lu'er, it's me who is wrong. It's that I want you so much that I take everything for granted. I didn't know you would be so upset, looking at me. Okay?"

His voice was more gentle than ever, but Qing Lu was still sobbing.

"I can't do it, I can't stop! You've got what you want, let's go!"

"How can I walk away if you keep crying like this? And your medicine is not over yet, your body needs me. ”

He reached out and gently stroked her long hair, which was as black as the night, and he kissed the hair behind her ear, and then the kiss slid down the back of her neck to her beautiful back.

"Lu'er, let me take care of you. ”

"I can't see you again, and I never want to see you again after tonight. ”

Qing Xuan finally turned around, her face was full of tears, but her words were very hard. "Seriously, I can't face you anymore. ”

Helan Qiyou knew that the tougher she spoke, the more she was protecting herself. He felt sorry for her and leaned over to gently kiss away her tears.

She gave up struggling, thinking that once was no different from twice, and that her body was too sad for her to resist him.

"Lu'er, give me a chance and let me make it up to you, as long as you want. ”

She looked sad, and he felt sorry for her, and he wouldn't force her again unless he knew she agreed.