Chapter 1884: You, Let's Keep Sleeping
Although the fear of just escaping from the eyes in the dream and waking up to see the same pair of eyes as in the nightmare is nothing, it is still like a heavy stone on my heart, and it seems so difficult for me to breathe and heartbeat. Fastest update access: щщщ.79XS.сОΜ.
I was silent for a moment, tilting my head away from his gaze.
"Can I not listen?"
He took a deep breath, as if he hadn't heard me, and said, "When the time comes, you will be my queen." ”
In this barren, dreary wasteland, the thunder that had been brewing for an unknown amount of time finally broke through the dark clouds of the sky, tore the dark sky, and struck me hard.
As if sensing the silent struggle between me and him, the already faint candle flame on the side of the candlestick finally could not hold on, and slowly fell down, and the flame finally extinguished with a thud after the last struggle, leaving a pillar of light smoke that rose in a curling voice.
Everything around me went dark.
My breathing and my heartbeat stopped at this point.
I don't know if it was because of what he said just now, or because of the eyes that always followed me and refused to give up, I was silent for a long time before I gritted my teeth and said slowly: "Can I say no?" ”
“……”
He still didn't answer my question right away.
But at this time, he didn't seem to be able to treat my words as completely inaudible, and after being silent for an unknown amount of time, he slowly said: "Light, what I am waiting for is this day." ”
“……”
"I ascended the throne as the emperor and became the supreme of the world, and you are the 'woman' beside me."
“……”
"No one can stop us from being together, no one can hurt you, we can be the happiest couple in the world, we can live the happiest days in the world......"
“……”
"I'll give you the best of everything in the world."
When he said these words, his tone was still calm, even with pleasure.
But because of the close relationship, I can still clearly feel that his breath is 'disordered', his heartbeat is increasing, he says "happiness" and "happy", but the whole person is tense, so cautious, and a little myriad, even painful.
I looked at him for a moment, then said, "I don't want to." ”
He was shaken.
Perhaps, he thought that I would say a lot of words of rejection, maybe I would be sincere, and even heartbroken, but he never thought that my rejection was only these three most ordinary and simple words.
I don't want to.
All the emotions, all the feelings, are in these three words.
I heard his breathing and heartbeat pause, and he froze in the darkness like a stone statue that had been stripped of his soul — even an ice sculpture — because he had lost his temperature. I don't know how long it took for me to see the pitch-black figure slowly falling down, as if the 'jade' mountain was falling.
However, when he leaned down, he didn't press me, but just gently hugged me, picked me up, and put me softly into his arms.
He whispered in my ear, "You want it." ”
“……”
"You can't help it."
I was like a doll without consciousness, just held in his arms, and when I heard these words, I smiled hopelessly.
He continued: "My biggest dream is to share everything I have with you. When you're by my side, we don't care about anything, and we spend those years peacefully, you'll know that it's worth it. ”
His words, like a drop of water, fell into the stagnant water that had been so calm that there was no ripple, and it also made my heart feel a slight wave.
I leaned on his shoulder and stared at the darkness in front of me with wide eyes: "You told everyone, will you make me queen?" ”
His breath sank slightly.
I immediately understood and said, "No." ”
“……”
"No, right?"
“……”
"You can't tell them now, but even if you don't tell them now, don't you think it's okay to delay until the day you ascend the throne and let them know?"
“……”
"Even if Han Zitong loves you, he can endure anything; Even if Han Ruoshi can't make any 'waves' now...... But what about Geldy? And her brother, her father, the Iron Whip King, can they accept me as queen calmly? ”
He said slowly, "They will." ”
“……”
"Lightness, I said, everything I do is for the future of the two of us, and then you will understand that everything is worth it."
"All this?" These three words came back and forth in his mouth, and I felt a little uneasy, although I still don't know where that uneasiness came from, but the heavy feeling in my heart was so real that I couldn't breathe.
"You have entered the capital, and this throne is already in your pocket, do you still have to do anything?"
“……”
"What else did you do?"
He probably didn't expect me to be so sensitive, and his breathing sank again, but I calmly and slowly whispered in his ear: "You want me to be the queen, you are hiding it from them, but you came to tell me; Then what are you hiding from me? ”
“……”
He was silent for a long time, in fact, I knew that I couldn't get an answer from him, so when he slowly let go of his hands and slowly put me back on the 'bed', and even had a hand under my neck to prevent me from lying down, I just looked at his eyes flashing in the dark very calmly, and didn't ask any more questions.
His breathing also returned to calm and long.
He said softly: "You don't care about the outside world." ”
“……”
"I didn't want to disturb you, I didn't want to wake you up."
“……”
"You, let's go back to sleep."
He said softly, with the smell of wine blowing on his face, almost as if he was drunk, and even so, he still seemed uneasy, and said softly, "You go to sleep." ”
After saying that, he even used one hand to gently 'blindfold' my eyes.
I still opened my eyes wide, and the flickering eyelashes trembled in his palm, but he didn't let go of his hand, the two of them were silent like a confrontation, and I don't know how long it took, I finally said softly: "Pei Yuanxiu, one day, I will wake up." Everything you don't let me see, will come into my eyes. ”
“……”
"When that day comes, will you still be able to 'blindfold' me?"
I couldn't see anything, I could only feel him slowly leaning down, leaning into my ear and whispering, "When that day comes, you can only stay with me." ”