Since Xuewen and left, Qiaolan has never had a good chat with Xuewen, and after listening to Xuewen's words today, I realized that he had already thought about it thoroughly, and he really let go of the past and that person. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info

"We have nothing to do with others, at that time we were in love because we were all on the same level, and we were all about the same family and wealth; Later, the quarrel and separation were because the environment had changed, but I didn't realize that I was still standing still and refusing to move, I liked to farm and guard the land, I felt very happy and satisfied, as long as I could deal with the land, I could do anything.

But Zhang's stubbornly thinks that I sacrificed my opportunity to give it to my younger brother, and the whole family is serving my younger brother, thus forgetting that I am a great benefactor, and you are also desperately trying to make up for me, buying land to renovate and expand the old house, always feeling that I have suffered a great grievance, Xuewu even told me that he would not compete with me for the family's property, as long as I want, all these land and houses are mine, he only needs the house in the city. ”

Xuewen paused, his eyes were far away, his breath was calm, he was not happy or sad, as if he was talking about other people's family affairs, and his attitude was relaxed and calm.

"But I know that there is no sacrifice and no grievances, I can't understand the changes and differences in the pulse at all, I can't hear it at all, I did a test on the first day I went, let us listen to several people, ask us what changes there are, are they the same, Lao Zhao has tested us, I can't answer one, two, three, I think their pulses are the same, aren't they all knocking sounds, what's the difference. I didn't understand it, but I learned martial arts at that time, although I didn't have any contact with it at that time, but he just heard the difference, and he learned it again with the drums, which was not bad at all. He has talent, I don't have talent at all, Lao Zhao left me for that bit of silver, and then I went home and Lao Zhao didn't return my silver.

Looking back now, maybe everyone thinks that maybe they didn't do well enough, or did something wrong, but I was the only one who was the most wrong, the matter between husband and wife is our own problem, it was my failure to communicate well with her, in fact, it was the problem of the two of us, no matter how I explained that I was not wronged, I had no talent and I didn't sacrifice anything, she refused to listen, stubbornly thought that our husband and wife were greatly wronged, and it just so happened that your embroidery made money, this money was not earned in our lifetime, and it was different at that time, I'm still immersed in the same dream as before, and if I have money, I have to work in the fields, what's the difference? But she's changed unconsciously, and I'm stubbornly stuck to the spot that nothing has changed, so stop blaming yourself, I'll let it go. Xuewen smiled self-deprecatingly after speaking.

The disadvantages of arranged marriages are here, and the hidden problems will not disappear with the passage of time, but will become more and more prominent.

Qiao Lan sighed, "Brother, will you find a daughter-in-law in the future?" Will you still try to love? ”

Xuewen smiled, Qingjun's face showed yearning and longing eyes, and he looked warm and handsome, Qiaolan was not only pleasing to the eye, it was really strange, Xuewen culture was not high, but he was born with a warm and warm male temperament.

"Yes, I still want to find someone who knows the cold and the hot, but if you can have the same hobbies and goals with me, that is, you won't dislike me, I can only farm, I really like to farm and serve the land, I feel very happy, I like this. I hope the two of us can really go through the aisle from our hearts, I don't care about family wealth or anything, I will give her happiness with my hands and give Qingyuan Qinggang protection. If you can be like you and Xuewu, two people can think of going together, can live together, can talk about going together, I don't like to chirp crookedly for money all day long, we are brothers and sisters, and we will get along for a long time in the future, I also have skills and farming, I can afford to raise my wife and children.

I don't want to be old and stare at how much money others make, why don't you give it to me, what does it have to do with me, I make the brotherly relationship so embarrassing, why can't I get along with my father and second uncle, my father and my second uncle have the opportunity to get rich and never forget each other, my mother and aunt have never fought for a little money, why can't I do this, I haven't calculated like this when I was poor, how can I have money and live a better life but I have to be so calculating, Lanzi, can you understand my thoughts, I want to live a life that is not like that. ”

"I understand, what we like is the same life, a small courtyard, a few acres of land rich and safe, children and grandchildren are motivated and sensible, and the sisters and brothers can help each other, right?" Qiao Lan finally understood that Xuewen was a person who truly loved rural life from the bottom of her heart.

Many people like the pastoral life in order to escape the world, but Xuewen likes this kind of life from the bones, loves to respect all the stable and rich life brought to him by the land, he is very grateful, he is a very ordinary peasant man, with his own ideals and hobbies.

"Yes, yes, that's it." Xuewen nodded frequently, and a smile appeared on his face.

"I'm relieved that you can figure it out, and when the opportunity comes, you will definitely meet your own happiness."

Qiaolan knew that her brother had really let go, and she also understood that he and the Zhang family were actually not suitable from the beginning, the Zhang family was too motivated, and what she wanted was to be more rich and majestic, but Xuewen liked the land and guarded the yard, that's all, and even had little expectation for her son's fame, and never persuaded or strictly asked them to study more and not waste time or anything, he had no intention of fame and fortune, the two of them went farther and farther, and the contradictions became deeper and deeper, everything was wrong, everything was wronged, and the way of doing things was biased.

"Well, yes, although I am not suitable for him, I think I can find the right woman for me, and I will not let Qingyuan Qinggang be wronged." Xuewen smiled and nodded, full of expectations and yearning for his future life, and his state was better than before.

"Brother, you are awesome, you have always been the best in my heart, you are more stable than me and my second brother, the family always needs a Dinghai God Needle, there is a person who has been guarding the house and guarding the yard, we are tired of fighting outside, there can be a lamp waiting for us all the time, brother, I hope you can be happy." Qiaolan now understands more and more that she can learn literature.

When I first came here, I felt that Xuewen was too dull, and he was slow to do many things, but now I look at his temperament and have a good side, he can keep it, and when he is in the capital, he misses home, misses his relatives, and misses everything at home, even if it's a bite of pickles.

At that time, she moved, there must be such a person in the family like Dinghaishen needle, and when my father and mother are old for a hundred years, the lamp will still not go out, he guards the house instead of my father, waiting for us to return, that feeling is a fetters and a sense of belonging.

It's the peace and tranquility she's been looking for!