"In the past, I also worked hard to live a beautiful life and a new life, but again and again, I also failed in the process of such an effort. ”

"But I'm never discouraged, I try to get up when I fail, I get up and then fall, and so on. ”

"But even so, what can you do, life is not like this, it will not leave because of your falls, bad luck will leave, it can only make you fall farther and farther on the road of life. ”

"So when I think about it, I really understand myself very well at the beginning. ”

"And I, Yu Le, may really not be like others anymore, I have such qualifications. ”

"But it's just in their eyes. ”

"I am also a human being, I am also a living person, I never want to live that kind of life that is looked down upon, I am also qualified, living in my own cabin, living an ordinary life, feeling the happiness of ordinary people. ”

"Because all my efforts should be rewarded, and they should be achieved. ”

"Why is it because my talent and my personal strength are too low, so if I say it myself, I will definitely be looked down upon, and I will be completely looked down upon. ”

"If you think about it, you feel very angry. ”

Yu Le shook his head, although Yu Le's momentum and his personal aura here have not changed at all, but seriously, in fact, this is also because of the surrounding air, it is really still very dark and dark, so here, no one can see the expression on Yu Le's face.

In fact, at this moment, Yu Le, in her two eye sockets, tears kept rolling, for Yu Le, her heart, she was really wronged, very sad, don't go.

All kinds of things in the past, she just doesn't want to think about it, but it doesn't mean that Yu Le herself is here at this moment, in fact, she has forgotten about the past, Yu Le has had her own expectations, she has had her own dreams, but in the end, it seems that because of her strength and other problems, it has completely become the problem of today.

"But what can I do, if I am happy, although I am really not very hungry now, but in this organization, I am really a good master, even if it is impossible to be a strong person on my own, but what I know is that I am at least able to do it now, and I can protect the existence of others. ”

"Now that I'm a little bit older, I have a little bit of status, maybe for me, I think this kind of thing is really fulfilling, and it is completely honorable, but in the hearts of others, it may not be like this at all. ”

"I don't care anymore, it's not that my own words are really so noble, I don't think about such things, such problems. ”

"It's just that for me personally, I know, I really can't afford these things, and I can't think about it at all, if I think about it, I will really feel very tired, my life is so hard, if I am asked to bear these problems and troubles, I really think I will be exhausted. ”

"I just want to be relaxed and live a more stable life, so if I say it now, that's it, no matter what other people do, anyway, I'm in the organization with Hua Ruoli now, and it's really good to arrive, so it's enough, and there is a lot of happiness and a lot of good memories in my daily life. ”

Yu Le nodded, in fact, her words, although she felt that her side had improved, in fact, there were still a lot of places and shortcomings, and she needed more effort, but seriously, in fact, Yu Le here had never been dissatisfied with his life.

Because Yu Le clearly knows that his current self is really rare to be able to have such a life now, and it is completely hard to get it, so she cherishes it very much, and she feels very beautiful completely.

"But because I want to become stronger, catch up with Hua Ruoli's sister's footsteps, I can only put such a beauty, completely existing in my personal heart, anyway, for me, I think this is also the way to go, to really not care too much, let alone feel too embarrassed. ”

"However, if you really want to put aside the topic of strength, and think about some problems about my side now, then I think that I really like the current life here, although I also know very well, for me, I can live a better life. ”

"And I also know that there are better days and happy times waiting for me, but I don't want too much now, because I know that if I really think about it so much, I really will be a little dissatisfied. ”

"And if people are not satisfied, then in fact, there will be more and more problems and dangers, I think about it, this kind of thing really feels extremely terrible, I always feel that such a problem, it is really a little scary. ”

"My Yu Le's words here, in fact, at the beginning, I really didn't know the state, and it was also later, I heard that Hua Ruoli sister here told me like this, I know it completely. ”

"If you think about it, I don't dare to try, because if it's just such a good person, because there are some strange ideas, and there is a complete change, not the one I used to be, this situation is really a bit scary, and it makes me feel a little sad. ”

"Because once a person changes, then it is certain that it is not the same self as before, and at the same time, it will lose a lot of things because of this, and it is right to lose a lot of things, no matter what, I don't want to become such a person, I want to have my future, my memories, I also want to be able to be by my side at the beginning, and my sister Hua Ruoli has always been by my side and will not leave. ”

"Even after a long time, after a long time, I looked back here myself, and it was good that Hua Ruoli was still there for her sister. ”