Chapter 248: Mantuo's Dual Personality

He followed the example of those scholars, set up a stall, wrote letters to others, and earned a meager amount of silver.

Life has become lonely again.

And the nightmares of the time with the old grandmother have dissipated, and now that she is gone, those nightmares in the medicine valley torment him every night and night.

Whenever he sits in front of the stall, looking at the crowd coming and going, as well as the happy family of three, and the three or five friends talking and laughing, he always feels that his life is boring.

It's torture to live alone in this world.

After a few days of setting up a stall, he closed it and wanted to leave Kyoto, but when he left, he accidentally came to Mo Ling's shop and saw her face.

She had a heartfelt smile on her face, as well as her love and expectation for life, which was the smile he was looking for, but he didn't have it.

He has been through a lot, he has met a lot of people, and they will complain more or less, complain about the unsatisfactory life, all kinds of things.

But for the first time, he saw a smile without any burden, and the smile was pure, as if she had lived a full life and had a wonderful life.

At that moment, he was very envious of her, envious of her unreserved love for life.

When she saw him, she didn't say anything, but left him, and they had only met for the first time, but she trusted him unreservedly.

At that time, my grandmother's words echoed in my mind, people will not be lonely forever in the world, and they will always meet friends who trust you.

He originally wanted to leave, but he stayed and became a husband in her shop, which seemed to be a good choice.

He was used to being lonely, and he didn't want to be lonely, and he was glad he had chosen to do so.

Every day in the roast duck restaurant is very fulfilling, the group of enthusiastic guys, and her who loves life, they are like life-saving straws, making his numb heart beat at once.

swept away his lonely and gray life and made his world brighter.

After Mu Qing finished telling his story, his eyes swept to Mo Ling, "To be honest, since my grandmother went, I feel that living in the world is torture every day, and the world is so big but alone, that feeling can make people crazy." If it weren't for you and the guys in the store, I think I would have gone looking for my grandmother. ”

Mo Ling was stunned after listening to his story, when he saw Mu Qing for the first time, he was cold and cold, but he didn't expect that he already had the idea of death at that time.

She understands that feeling, the world is so big that she is alone, abandoned by her relatives, cruel, living alone in the world, and finally meeting the grandmother who saved him, but she went soon after.

When people have warmth, they will covet warmth, and when warmth is gone, people will not be able to stand their world and be lonely again, and that feeling is really worse than death.

She's been there, so she can relate to it.

Can... I didn't expect Medicine Valley to be such a cruel place, with a beautiful appearance, but an extremely dirty heart!

His eyes looked at Mu Qing and patted him on the shoulder, "What do you need me to do, just say it." ”

Mu Qing smiled and shook his head, "I have met a friend who trusts me, I will not be as lonely as before, you can live a long life." ”

In that way, with the warmth from his friends, his life will always be bright.

To be honest, he was cowardly, cowardly enough to need friends to live, but he was lucky that he met the light that saved him.

The two looked at each other and smiled, and their faces showed yearning for life.

Mo Ling patted him on the shoulder again, Mu Qing has lived a purgatory-like life since he was a child, she was not alone in the world in her previous life, if it weren't for Xiao Miao and the dean, she thought she would become the same as Mu Qing.

It's just that Mu Qing has a family, but he was abandoned by his family, which makes his life cruel.

But life before lamenting and lamenting was useless, and now it is better.

Life will be better in the future.

"Hmm... Sorry, it wasn't my intention to lie to you before... I just don't want to mention the previous thing, I..." Mu Qing didn't finish speaking, and Chao was interrupted by Mo Ling.

"I don't talk about sorry between friends, I didn't know what was going on, and I was angry that you lied to me, so we evened out. ”

The corners of Mu Qing's mouth hooked, "Well, friends don't talk about the word sorry." ”

Mo Ling suddenly thought of something, and cautiously tentatively said, "That... I have a question, how can Mandala be kind to you if she is so ruthless?"

Mu Qing shook his head, "To be honest, I don't know, Mantuo has always ignored me, let the people in the valley beat and scold me, one night when I was three years old, she suddenly went to my room, as if she had changed person, and she was very gentle with me, at that time I was afraid of her, afraid that she would beat me and scold me, seeing that she left, but the next day she came again, brought me a lot of food and clothing, and saw that I was afraid of her, she did not come close to me, but just smiled at me from a distance and talked to me. ”

Mo Ling was stunned, "Are you sure it's Mantuo, could it be someone else?"

Mu Qing shook his head, "She is Mantuo, and no one in the Medicine Valley dares to pretend to be Mantuo." After a pause, he continued:

"Even if she is gentle with me, I don't dare to approach her, she doesn't beat me and scold me, she has always been gentle. Since then, Grandma Mando would come to me every day and ask me if anyone had bullied me today, if I was hurt, and if I was, she would bandage me. At that time, I thought that she was willing to be nice to me, so I took off my guard and waited for her to come over every day. She taught me to read and write, taught me martial arts, and Grandma Mantuo at night was like another person, gentle and good-natured, but she only came at night. ”

"One day I wanted to see her during the day, and I went to her happily, but then she was not as gentle as at night, and she became the cruel mandal again, and she scolded me, called me a scumbag, and then pushed me out. At that time, I cried outside the door and called her grandma, but in exchange for a sentence that the was not allowed to call her. Later, when the evening came, Grandma Mantuo went to my place, and I was curled up in fear, but she gently hugged me, bandaged my wounds, and said that I should not go to her during the day, because she was not the real her during the day. I didn't understand what she meant, but seeing that Grandma Mantuo had regained her tenderness, I made a note that I hadn't gone to her during the day. ”

Mo Ling touched his chin and was confused, how could the same person change so much?

And what does Mantuo mean when he says that she is not the real her during the day?

Confused, Mu Qing continued: "For three years since then, I have been with Grandma Mantuo every night, enjoying family affection. I love her so much, I love that gentle grandma. But for some reason, when I was six years old, the gentle grandmother Mantuo suddenly stopped going to my place, and I thought she was in trouble, so I waited for her, but she didn't come for several nights. I was frightened, thinking that something had happened to her, and despite her advice, I went to her during the day, and during the day she turned into a cruel mandal again, and she beat me and threw me out. I couldn't figure out why Grandma Mantuo didn't love me anymore, she was so loving at that time. ”

There was a sour feeling in Mu Qing's eyes, he still remembered the hard-won family affection in those three years, but the gentle Grandma Mantuo was no longer there.

Mo Ling's eyes narrowed, so there are two mandals?

Two mandols...

Suddenly, I thought of something, my pupils shrank, and I said anxiously: "What happened later?

"Later, Grandma Mantuo never went to me again at night, until I was fourteen years old, when I was tortured by Mu Xue'er every day, life was worse than death, and one night the gentle Grandma Mantuo reappeared in front of me, and she cried and said that she was sorry for me for making me suffer so much, and that one day she would save me out, and she just said a few words and left. ”

Mu Qing laughed at herself after speaking, obviously she was not good to him, so how could she save her.

She obviously watched him being tortured by Mu Xue'er but was indifferent, but she did let him go soon after.

At that time, he hated Mantuo, hated Mu Xue'er, obviously hated Mantuo so much, but he couldn't hate that gentle Mantuo no matter what.

Mo Ling took a few deep breaths and swallowed his saliva, thinking about it, Mantuo has a dual personality!

Otherwise, it wouldn't have changed so much!

But this dual personality is different from the ordinary dual personality, and the two personalities in Mantuo's body seem to know each other's existence.

And the gentle personality no longer appeared, she felt that Mantuo knew her symptoms and had been suppressing them with drugs, and the gentle personality watched Mu Qing suffer in Mantuo's body, broke through the suppression and ran out.

What she wants to let go of Mu Qing should be that gentle personality, not the main body.

But there is one thing she can't understand, since the gentle personality has not appeared for so many years, and only appears at night, how did she appear during the day?

Seeing the pain in Mu Qing's eyes, Mo Ling sighed, "Mu Qing, don't hate that gentle mantuo, she is indeed kind to you from the bottom of her heart, she is your grandmother." ”

Mu Qing's fists couldn't help clenching, and his tone was mixed with a hint of anger, "Then why do you keep being cold to me, if you are good to me, then why did you suddenly become so cruel?" But he just complained, and after all, he couldn't hate the gentle Mantuo.

Mo Ling scratched his head and organized the language, "How to say it, Mantuo has a dual personality, well... It is a disease, like there are two souls in one body, the mandal in the day is the main soul and she is cruel, and the mandal in the night is the other soul, she is gentle and kind to you. And she didn't show up because Mantuo used medicine to suppress another soul and didn't let her appear. And it was the gentle mandala who let you go, another soul, not the main soul. ”

I have to say that the medical skills of this time and space are really superb, piercing the heart can be saved, and there are drugs to suppress personality.

Mu Qing was stunned on the spot after hearing this, and looked at Mo Ling in disbelief, two souls!

Leaned back in his chair in shock, trying to digest this news, this is only possible, otherwise how could Grandma Mantuo change so much.

However, he breathed a sigh of relief in his heart, it turned out that Grandma Mantuo did not abandon him, but could not come out.

"How do you know that?"

Mo Ling choked, how to say it, everyone told her the story of pressing the bottom of the box, did she want her to lie to Mu Qing about what others told her?

No, she can't, she doesn't want to lie to this young man who has a miserable life, and she doesn't want to lie to him.

"Mu Qing, as for why I know this, and the decorations that I have never seen in this store, because I am not from this world, so I know those. I died once, and then I was resurrected, and my soul was attached to the lord of Leping. ”

Mu Qing's eyes appeared surprised, but they disappeared in a moment, nodded, and said lightly: "Oh." ”

Mo Ling's face was forced, oh, just one, she thought of a lot of words, to comfort this young man, just one word?

"Hmm... You... Not surprised?"

Mu Qing shook his head, "Grandma Mantuo told me that there are people in the world who have come back from the dead, so there is nothing surprising about it. ”

His focus was obviously not in this world, and he pulled Mo Ling's tone with anticipation, "You know those things, is there a way to make grandma sick and let that gentle soul survive." ”

Mo Ling is a little messy, this young man accepts it quickly, well, very powerful!

Can... Let the personality survive, she had never heard of it in her previous life, personality is an accessory born of the human body, how can it defeat the subject.

Besides, Mantuo also uses drugs to suppress his personality, and the possibility of survival is very small.

She looked embarrassed, Mu Qing knew what she meant, lowered her head and showed loss in her eyes, thinking that she could enjoy family affection again.

Mo Ling didn't want to see the young man sad, patted him on the shoulder, and comforted: "Maybe there will be a miracle, like this time your gentle grandmother won't come out, I can't bear you to suffer and let you go." ”