Ye Daiwan felt her tongue and teeth stick together, and it would take almost all of her strength to tear open a gap. She continued with difficulty. "What if a person kills someone in order to survive?

Please don't say stupid things like "put down the butcher's knife and become a Buddha on the spot", don't be perfunctory to me like that, please.

Ye Daiwan clenched the corners of her clothes, her palms were full of sweat. She needed an answer, one that wasn't something that even a fool like her couldn't perfunctory. Isn't it considered murder if a murderer throws away the murder weapon? The blood stains on the hands can be washed away by water, but the violent blood stains on the heart cannot be concealed.

She had looked at herself in the mirror, those eyes, she had killed people, and she couldn't deceive herself.

Ending a person's life is not a pleasure, nor is it a relief. It's the beginning of a nightmare. As soon as she breathes, she feels a complete pain. It was the guilt of being a living human being, for a dead being.

The creepy feeling of the sword piercing into the flesh and slashing at the human bone was something she could never forget. Sometimes even when she laughs, she feels guilty. She was alive and so happy, and those who died in her place could no longer feel all that was in the world.

Whether it is the people they love or the people who love them, the world where they once lived can no longer find their breath. And when they died as Assassins, they probably didn't even have a tombstone to pay their respects to. Ye Daiwan dreamed more than once that those corpses were buried with the people she loved.

It was a moment of pain that suffocated her.

She sometimes wondered if there would be those she loved in the fate she had killed, the fate she had lost. Will it be her fate to kill her?

This possibility made her dare not close her eyes in the dark, for fear of being devoured by herself.

"Murder?" Master Yun Xuan didn't get angry or feel embarrassed, just looked at her calmly and said. "Naturally, there is a great sin. ”

Ye Daiwan should be angry, she should be sad, she should be unbelievable, but when she heard Master Yun Xuan's judgment, she breathed a sigh of relief.

Yes, of course it is a sin to kill, at any time, for any purpose. For the sake of oneself, for the sake of the common people in the world, and for the sake of so-called justice, it is never taken for granted to take away other people's things.

That's the right thing to do.

"Murder is paid for life. Master Yun Xuan looked at her and continued. "One man, one life. How many more people did the donor kill?"

"It's too much. Losing my life is not enough to repay. At this point, Ye Daiwan unexpectedly relaxed, frank and straightforward. "Even if it is reincarnated for several lifetimes, it may not be enough. ”

"Then why did they die?" asked Master Yun Xuan.

"They did evil and died. They had to die to keep me alive. But ...... "Ye Daidui's unfinished meaning, everyone here can understand." Do the wicked deserve to die?

"Vajra is angry, so he subdues the four demons, and the Bodhisattva lowers his eyebrows, so he has six paths of compassion. Wei Zhen, the Buddha still has angry eyes, let alone people?" Master Yun Xuan gently persuaded.

Seeing that Ye Daiwan was puzzled, he continued. "Wei Zhen, have you ever thought that if you are alive, how many people can you save?"

Save people? Ye Daiwan hesitated for a moment, but still shook her head. "I haven't saved anyone. ”

It's the truth. She lived so long that she didn't save anyone. If she could do it all over again, she would definitely do everything she could to save her brother, her mother, and Meow, but it was too late.

After all, she couldn't save anyone.

This time, it was Master Yun's turn to be surprised. His brow grew kinder. "But what you've done now is enough to save thousands of lives, don't you count this into account?"

Ye Daiwan turned her head stupidly to look at Xie Xuan. "Did I do anything? ”

"Fool. Xie Xuan was amused by her stupidity. He only felt very warm in his heart, he fell in love with a silly girl, a great silly girl who wanted to save the common people but didn't realize himself at all. "Didn't you work hard to crack the plague? ”

Ye Daiwan was completely stunned.

Does that count?

Xie Xuan sat down and continued. "Master doesn't know a lot of things, but I do. You've done a lot of things, you've saved a lot of lives. You are not afraid of the assassins, you have protected your maids, you have saved them, you are not afraid of the queen mother, you have protected the queen mother, you have saved your teacher, you are not afraid of rumors and worldly eyes, you have taken the money of the inner treasury to establish a stronghold in Bianzhou, you have saved countless people of Bianzhou who will starve to death......"

"Have I done so many things?" Ye Daidu's eyes only left Xie Xuan. When he speaks, it seems to glow. In other words, is the person he portrayed who saved the country and the people really her?

"Not really. Master Yun Xuan's words made Ye Daiwan feel shocked, and he immediately smiled and continued. "So what's the point?"

Mage, you're a little too naughty, you're panting. Ye Daiwan almost couldn't get up in one breath.

"Master, you have ruined your image again. Xie Xuan complained speechlessly. "Don't look back and say it's all my fault, I'm sorry for you. ”

"This sentence is too long, of course it needs to be paused. Right, Your Majesty. Master Yun Yu winked at her.

Ye Daiwan was immediately choked. "Ahem, ahem...... Y-Do you know who I really am?"

"The Buddha said that all beings are equal. So whether you are Wei Zhen or Your Majesty, the door here is always open for you. Master Yun Xuan stood up, ready to leave, but suddenly stopped again, turned around, and added with a smile. "I am stubborn, and in the future, I hope that Weizhen will teach me more. ”

Ye Daiwan felt like a cat that was caught by the tail, and she panicked all of a sudden. Since entering the mountain gate, she has been restrained from pulling You'an's hand. How could it be exposed? Could it be that a mage really has a mind-reading skill or something!

"It's not that exaggerated. I told the master that I would bring my daughter-in-law to his old man's house to see......" Xie Xuan didn't finish his sentence, so he called Ye Daiwan a good beating.

"Hey, why are you beating people! I'm going to provoke you again. Pain, Ye Weizhen, let me tell you, if you hit me again, I will turn my face...... Okay, okay, I was wrong, what do you say about me?" Xie Xuan hugged his head and ran away, and he could only catch his breath when he got on the beam.

Ye Daiwan picked up a long stick and was about to poke him. "You bastard, why didn't you tell me? ”

"No, oh, it hurts. Where did you get the stick? No, there can't be a stick in this place. Xie Xuan was beaten like a flea, jumping up and down on the narrow beams. Suddenly, he remembered the smile that Master Yun Miao had on his departure.

"Master, you put this stick on purpose!!"