Chapter 21: Restlessness

Ma Yuping was immersed in grief and couldn't extricate herself, the factory approved her for a week off to recuperate, Wu's Cai and the good sisters in the factory often came to sit, she was like Xianglin's sister-in-law, repeating Hao Jianbing's more sensible and well-behaved, how much she regretted not taking him to the hospital earlier, and put dishes and chopsticks for him at every meal, shouting: "Jianbing, eat." ”

When the child came back from school, she asked, "Why hasn't Jianbing come back yet?"

Hao Jianjun and Hao Lihua were extra careful, for fear of making their mother angry, Hao Qinghong looked distressed, he persuaded Ma Yuping to go to work, he was afraid that he would become a nervous disorder at home all day long.

Ma Yuping returned to work in the factory in a trance, and the colleagues in the workshop silently cared about her, no longer facing her about the child, hoping that she would slowly get out of the pain in her heart caused by the loss of her son.

Especially Wu and Cai, who work in a workshop, go to the machine guarded by Ma Yuping when they have time, hug her and hold her hand, and walk with her after work.

Hao Jianbing left, Hao Lihua took her younger brother the most, she was so heartbroken that she didn't dare to sleep alone, she ran to squeeze the big bed with her parents, and it didn't take long for Hao Liqiu to pick up from Wu's house, she didn't want to squeeze with her sister, so she went back to sleep on the top bunk.

Losing their youngest son, Hao Qinghong and Ma Yuping were not in the mood to make love for a long time. Hao Qinghong didn't dare to act rashly, for fear of touching his wife's fragile nerves.

Suddenly, one night, after the children were asleep, Ma Yuping took the initiative to throw himself into Hao Qinghong's arms to show his love and said, "Let's have another child." ”

Hao Qinghong was taken aback, Ma Yuping must have been confused, he didn't even know that he had been ligated, he didn't say it directly, but persuaded her euphemistically: "We have three children, and we are relatively old, don't think about it anymore, just train them well." ”

Ma Yuping was noncommittal, in fact, she knew that she couldn't regenerate, but she felt uncomfortable, and wanted to hear Hao Qinghong's opinion to test whether he had any other ideas, if she noticed that he had a little bit of heart, she would be polite to him.

Since the youngest son Hao Jianbing left, Ma Yuping took special care of the three children, and asked them several times a day if they were uncomfortable, and if they were a little painful and feverish, she immediately took them to the health center in the factory to see a doctor and take injections and medicines, and the two medicines did not get better, or the fever did not go away, so she urged Hao Qinghong to take them to the hospital.

Hao Qinghong sometimes said that Ma Yuping made a big fuss, so she was sad and noisy, and carried out Hao Jianbing's affairs over and over again, and said that she could not give birth, and if the child had any mistakes, Hao Qinghong could find someone else to give birth, what should she do? Hao Qinghong was afraid of her reluctance, so she had to take the child to the hospital, and if the child really didn't have to seek medical treatment and take medicine, he would walk around the hospital and come back, so as to make Ma Yu feel at ease.

Ma Yuping used to annoy her when the children were noisy, so she asked Hao Jianjun to take them out to play, and never worried about them when they came back late from school, and left them in the pot when they didn't see anyone during dinner, anyway, they would go home by themselves.

Now Ma Yuping is always worried about them, and the string in her head is always tight, for fear that the children will have an accident, and when it is time to get home, she will start to worry, the children are playing with their classmates downstairs, and she also goes to the staircase from time to time to look. Because there are many children in the factory, quarrels and fights are common, and there are often children who are beaten to the point that their noses are blue, their faces are swollen, their heads are broken, and they are bleeding, which makes conflicts between parents inevitable.

Ma Yuping is not worried that Hao Jianjun will cause trouble, but is worried that he will be bullied, he has a gentle temperament with his father, when he was a child, Hao Qinghong was strict, always taught him not to beat and scold people, and developed the habit that he would rather suffer losses than fight back, when he went to the nursery, many times he came back with a bruise and a purple face and a scratched mark, and the thin youngest son was even worse than Hao Jianjun when he was there.

Girls will be more disciplined, they won't fight like boys, they just love to be angry with each other, and they don't play together if they're not happy, but after a while, it's okay. So Ma Yuping's main mind was on Hao Jianjun, who was their only son, which made Hao Jianjun very uncomfortable.

In the past, Hao Jianjun was most trusted by his mother, no matter what Ma Yuping did, he was very dependent on him, but now he is not at ease about what he does, stipulating that he can't go to the river with his friends to play, let alone go down to the river to swim, and he must go home immediately after school.

Hao Jianjun told his father that he didn't want his mother to treat him as a child, and he was not allowed to participate in any group activities, and his classmates laughed at him for alienating him and laughing at him for being a coward.

Hao Qinghong persuaded Ma Yuping not to be overly disciplined, Hao Jianjun is getting bigger and bigger, Ma Yuping said that she can't lose her children again, otherwise she won't be able to live. During the summer vacation, Hao Jianjun was locked up at home by Ma Yuping all day, and he was very uncomfortable, only when Ma Yuping was not at work and at home, he agreed to go downstairs to play, and there was a time limit

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