Chapter 263: How Far Is Forever (3)
Originally, Chu Linghan had always turned a blind eye to Bai Guangmei's dream. Pen, fun, and www.biquge.info
But now, he can't be like that before, and for twenty-three years, what has he done to her but ignore her? It seems like there's really nothing else.
I remember that day that year, it was his birthday......
"Ling Han, this is my birthday present to you."
"Birthday presents? Am I short of gifts? Tang Chao! ”
"Bone Spirit, come, give me a gift! I took it for him and saw if it was what I wanted. ”
……
In front of Chu Linghan, she had never even given a birthday gift, so you can imagine how neglected she had been by him for so many years?
He took out his phone, found the phone number from it, and dialed it......
"Why didn't you tell me when you were so sick?" Chu Linghan asked into the phone.
"How do you know?" Bai Guangmei's stunned and panicked voice came from the phone.
"Never mind how I know, why didn't you tell me about such a serious matter?" Chu Linghan asked in an aggravated tone again.
"Ling Han, I have already conceived your child, I don't want any of you to make it difficult, I don't want me to bear any charges, and I don't want you to be troubled in any way because of my illness." Bai Guangmei on the phone said softly.
Chu Linghan said into the phone again: "Do you think that if you do this, you won't cause me any trouble, right?" I've called experts in the U.S. and said there is still a chance of a cure for your disease. ”
Although Chu Linghan said this, Bai Guangmei was still very stubborn.
"Ling Han, my own body, I know it myself, the doctor has already let me undergo chemotherapy, but I want to choose conservative treatment, I don't want to lose all my hair, and I don't want to die so quickly, so I didn't accept the doctor's advice."
Chu Linghan showed 100% patience and said to Bai Guangmei on the other end of the phone: "Some leukemias have been treated and live for more than 10 years, and it is not uncommon for them to live for more than 20 years, and I have already asked experts in the United States, and he said that if the bone marrow transplant is successful, it can survive for a long time." ”
Bai Guangmei's voice on the other end of the phone became trembling.
"Ling Han, but do you know? It is also possible for a bone marrow transplant to fail, if it fails, I may not even be able to get off the operating table, I don't want to take such a big risk, I just want to live for a while longer, and realize my unfulfilled wishes, and now time is the most precious thing for me. ”
Of course he knew what she had been wishing for all these years, and although he already had his own plans in his heart, he choked up.
Seeing that Chu Linghan on the other end of the phone didn't say anything, Bai Guangmei immediately smiled and said: "Mom and Dad have raised me for so many years, I want to spend more days with them and do my filial piety, because I know that my days will not be too long, and I don't want to leave this world with regrets." ”
"Ami, I won't let you leave with regrets, listen to me, go to the United States for treatment, and I will accompany you throughout the treatment period."
"No, Ling Han, you don't have to persuade me, I will never accept any treatment, in fact, I don't have much nostalgia in this world, except for my parents, and then you, in fact, I don't have anything to worry about you, you have to take care of yourself, in a few months, you will be upgraded to become a father, I am really happy for you, but I don't know if I can still drink the child's full moon wine by then."
Her words made Chu Linghan, who had always been ruthless, suddenly soften.
"Ami, where are you now?"
Bai Guangmei immediately sobbed and said: "You don't have to come over, I want to be alone for the time being, don't worry, I won't do stupid things, my time is running out, how can I not cherish it?" ”
"That's good, don't forget to come back later." Chu Linghan said.
"No, Ling Han, I won't go back to the Chu family again, because I don't want to face you in pain every day, because I have too much reluctance......"
Before she could finish her sentence, she hung up the phone.
He knew that she must not be able to control her emotions, even if she was a resolute person, she would not be able to stand it knowing that fate had pronounced a death sentence on her.
Even if Chu Linghan encountered such a cruel reality, it would be difficult for him to undergo surgery, because he didn't want to be pushed into the operating room and never see the sun tomorrow.
Since she refused the operation, he had no choice but to respect her opinion and do his best to accompany her through the last leg of her life.
In the past twenty-three years, he has never been so unbearable as he is now, and he has never thought about Bai Guangmei's goodness.
For all these years, he never felt that he was wrong for ignoring her.
But at this time, he regretted it in his heart, there is no love and hate in this world for no reason.
Being nice to a person is not what she should do.
Over the years, his attitude towards her has always been one of love and ignorance.
It's like whoever likes him and treats him well has nothing to do with him, and those things are like other people's business.
He was never grateful for her kindness, and even thought she was very annoying, always pestering him like this, she was like a fart, which annoyed him.
But now, he couldn't help but worry.
If a person with a physique like Bai Guangmei does not receive any treatment, he will only be able to live for another year at most, and he may not even be able to last for three or four months.
Thinking of this, Chu Linghan's heart couldn't help but start to panic, it seemed that he was going to hurry up......
In the next few days, Hua Zikai didn't find any trace of Chu Linghan, and she didn't know what he was busy with, she even thought that he must have been on a business trip.
She wanted to call him, but she was afraid that he would misunderstand, so she dismissed the idea of calling.
In fact, in the past few days, he has prepared a house for Bai Guangmei very close to the sea.
Bai Guangmei has been very fond of feeling the sea since she was a child, so he fulfilled this wish for her.
Bai Guangmei was led into the house by him.
"Ling Han, why did you bring me here?"
Chu Linghan looked at her and asked, "Do you like it?" ”
From the outside, it looks like a very ordinary house, but inside it is very neat and clean.
He took her around every corner of the room.
This house is not newly renovated, but it has been cleaned up by the workers that Chu Linghan has found in the past few days and is even more beautiful than the newly renovated one.
Although the house is not big, it feels very warm.
Bedrooms, dining rooms, kitchens, toilets, ......, there should be, there is no shortage of them, from household appliances to oil, salt, sauce and vinegar.
There was no one else in the room except him and her, and she was really a little unaccustomed to it.