Park Suyan now fully knew the ins and outs of this matter, although it was still the "castrated" version of Li Chengjie, she also looked a little scared after listening to it, patted her chest and said: "Fortunately, you arrived in time, nothing happened, otherwise we would not forgive ourselves, even if we knew it earlier, it was useless to persuade her." Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info”

Li Chengjie nodded approvingly, and suddenly asked again: "I have been talking about sisters, what about yourself?"

"Me?"

"Yes, you said so much, thought so much, didn't you think about yourself?"

Park Suyan smiled bitterly: "I'm old, idols originally ate youth, I was relatively old when I debuted, and then I encountered something like that when I hit the top, I myself have lost hope, but because of this, I feel even more sorry for them, and I ......"

Li Chengjie stopped suddenly, "No, it's not your fault, is it?"

Park Suyan also stopped, but looked at him in some surprise, he had just gotten up, how could he seem to know what he was talking about, even if he knew about it, he might not be able to think about it so quickly, unless he had figured out his thoughts.

Li Chengjie said lightly: "There are some things, you can see it as fate, since this is the case, what's the point of regretting, it can't be changed anyway." As for blame, whether it is to blame others or yourself, it is even more meaningless, and it has no effect except to make people suffer from self-blame in their hearts. ”

Park So-yeon bit her lip and suddenly chuckled, "According to what you say, if it's really fate, then why change it?"

Lee Seung-suke blinked, "Because if you don't change, your fate will change." ”

Park Suyan was stunned for a moment, and then couldn't help laughing again, "It sounds like a very interesting theory, where did you hear it?"

"It was a philosopher named Lee Seung-suke who told me that I would only tell you one person, don't leak it, this is the secret of success. ”

Park So-yeon smiled even more happily, but Lee Seung-suk looked at her and whispered, "Yes, if you look so good when you laugh, you should smile more." ”

Park Suyan's smiling face froze for a moment, and then turned her face away a little unnaturally, feeling some strange emotions that began to permeate in her heart and between the two.

Li Chengjie also realized something, and quickly changed the topic: "Actually, if you say so, there are two more above you, what do they say?"

Park So-yeon shook her head, thought for a while and said:

"It's different, although it's not fair to Sapphire Oni and Cyglioni, but the truth is that we not only regard this as our dream, but also rely on this profession to get a better life, and on this basis, we pursue a better realization of our dreams. But for them, it was just an interest at first. ”

"Sapphire Oni because of family reasons, in fact, I have always wanted to prove myself, but it is not easy to really get out of the family relationship, to be an idol, not so much to realize the dream, but to prove to the family, to prove that she can do it without them, not to mention that she also likes to sing, but in fact, the existence of her parents has never been far away from her, which even makes her sometimes have to reduce her sense of existence, so that others do not perceive herself, which can reduce a lot of criticism, whether it is for herself, or for the group, it is a good thing。 But on the other hand, as a member of the group with a low sense of presence, there is not enough popularity, and of course it is not a good thing for individuals, and some remarks that Ernie is holding us back almost because of this, they don't see her dedication and sacrifice for us. ”

"And Cyglioni, you must not know that she used to rock 'n' roll, did you?"

Li Chengjie was stunned, thinking of the woman's appearance just now, even when she was arguing with Park Suyan, in fact, there was nothing too wrong with her manners, tone, etc., maybe the language was sometimes a little sharper, there may be an element of family education, but that woman was born with that kind of temperament, and others can't learn it.

However, such a woman plays rock and roll, and when Lee Seung-suk first learned to integrate into modern society, he came into contact with music, a part that is gradually inseparable from human life, and of course he also heard rock music, which is really two kinds of incompatible.

Park Suyan smiled and continued: "Cyglioni is simpler, although she is sometimes a little dark-bellied and likes to play tricks on people, but she is a very simple person, like is like, dislike is not like, at first it was purely for fun, I wanted to try something new, so I joined, but I didn't expect that slowly, I had such a deep bond with us, and then I couldn't get out of it again." ”

"Actually, I know very well that if it weren't for us, the two of them wouldn't have stayed in this circle at all, what's so good here? Idols live in a halo, but the public can comment and even criticize us at will, and we often have to cater to them, for the company, it is more like a commodity than a person, they only care about what the public and fans want to see, it should be like that, and they don't think about what we are like......"

"Although there are many fans chasing likes, in the circle, everyone knows that the status of idols is not high, because of this, Cyglioni has quarreled with the family many times, but on the surface, she is still the Ernie who likes to play tricks on people, likes to tell bad jokes and laughs herself, and has never shown her troubles in front of us. ”

"So not only the three younger sisters, but also to the Ernies, I sometimes feel indebted, I feel like I can't do anything, it's so useless......"

Lee Seungsuke was silent for a moment, and suddenly said: "Before at the hotel, after Park Hyo-min woke up, I told her that you asked me to go, and then in the car on the way here, she told me about your ......" Then he recalled for a while, and began to imitate Park Hyo-min's tone at the time and said: "Actually, I know that Ernie also thought of our group, although she is not the biggest in the group, but she has always regarded herself as our role model, so when doing things, she always thinks more about what will happen to us." ”

Park So-yeon blinked, and Lee Seung-suke also winked at her, and said with a smile: "So, you really have a tacit understanding, don't you? ”

Park So-yeon smiled, although her eyes were a little moist, her smile was sincere and beautiful.

Li Chengjie curled the corners of his mouth, suddenly sighed, and said, "It's a pity, if only there was a camera now......"

"What do you mean......

"That way, I can hold you in the palm of my hand (sorry for the strings, start over)...... That way, I can record your smile and hang the picture on the head of my bed, and I can see it first thing every morning when I wake up, and then I have a good mood for the day......"

"You're talking nonsense again......" Although she said this, Park Suyeon's eyebrows and eyes were full of smiles.