Chapter 50: Unforgivable

At this moment, the blood in Xu Bing's body seemed to be frozen, and the flesh and blood in his body were completely stiff, and even moving his fingers seemed to bring a burst of heart-rending pain.

But even so, she had to take the initiative to tear her body, endure the pain, and try her best to treat the teenager.

The blue light in her palm is blooming and dazzling, even if the existence of the ability is exposed in front of Uncle Lin and Xu Chun, she can't care about it, and there is only one thought in her heart:

We must wake up the young man, we must wake him up......

But as early as when Xu Chun became ill several years ago, she already knew that her abilities had no effect on this strange disease.

Whether it was during the onset of the disease or at the end of the disease, it was difficult for her to effectively bring much help to Xu Chun at that time.

And now, Su Yan, who has endured too much pain caused by this disease, is obviously in the same situation.

The boy was close at hand, but it seemed so far away that it seemed like it would dissipate at any moment......

She couldn't save him, she couldn't save him......

The teenager's heart was beating weaker and weaker, and it seemed that it would stop beating in the next moment.

The huge fear completely enveloped Xu Bing, making her body tremble violently.

No, how could she watch the teenager die like this!

If the boy died like this, Xu Chun would not forgive himself, Uncle Lin would not forgive himself, and even herself...... I can't forgive myself either......

Seeing Xu Bing, who was pale and his eyes were full of panic, Uncle Lin's heart was instantly filled with coldness.

His words were a little hoarse, almost squeezing out a few words from between his teeth: "Can't you save it?"

Xu Bing was stunned, came back to his senses after a while, picked up Su Yan and walked to her room.

No, there is salvation, the boy must still be saved!

Uncle Lin had the heart to stop it, but for the sake of Su Yan's life, he still let Xu Bing go with the boy in his arms.

Back in the room, Xu Bing directly put Su Yan on his bed, and then without stopping for a moment, a trace of blue light appeared on his fingertips, and he made a cut on his and the young man's wrists.

Maybe it was because he was in a hurry, or maybe Xu Bing was just trying to punish himself, the wound on his wrist was cut deep to the bone, and blood was about to gush out almost instantly.

But under her ability's control, the blood could only form a small line of blood, slowly burrowing into a shallow wound on Su Yan's wrist.

This is not that she wants to transfuse blood to Su Yan, but that her blood contains special ability energy, which is the most important and precious thing for everyone who has special ability.

But for Xu Bing now, everything is not as important as a teenager, even if she loses this ability, she has to save him!

Her abilities can be used not only to heal others, but also to heal herself.

So after giving her ability to the boy, will he also have the ability to restore himself?

This is just Xu Bing's guess, but even if it is an ethereal thing, as long as it can save the young man's life, she has to give it a try.

The energy of the ability continued to flow into Su Yan's body along the bloodline, and Xu Bing's complexion was already like a dying person, directly pale, and there was no trace of blood.

But she is still persistent, and if she holds on for a second, the boy may have more hope of waking up.

A huge feeling of weakness spread throughout the body, and even more pain sprung up, making Xu Bing's face full of cold sweat.

This time it wasn't 'as if', but the real pain struck, caused by too much loss of ability, and it was the body that warned her to stop doing this!

But Xu Bing didn't care about it, but raised his hand tremblingly and stroked the young man's face stained with blood and tears, with a trace of incomparable pity and deep remorse in his eyes.

I'm sorry, I shouldn't have doubted your ......

I know I was wrong now, I really know I was wrong......

Can you open your eyes? Look at my confession.

How can you sleep like this before you even see my confession?

[Xu Bing's remorse value +50,815/1000.] 】

Time passed, and under a strong sense of weakness, Xu Bing could no longer use his ability, and the blood line was directly broken.

But instead of passing out, she bit the tip of her tongue to keep her awake, first restoring the scars on the boy's hands, and then treating the deep bony scars on her wrists.

However, perhaps due to the excessive loss of ability, the injury on her wrist recovered unusually slowly, and the blood could no longer be suppressed, and it continued to flow out.

Her face was full of pain, but she was always staring at the boy deeply, and the love in her eyes was so strong.

You know, if my death makes up for the sins of these days, even if I die right now, it's not a big deal.

But I didn't get to see you wake up, so I can't die yet.

As long as you wake up, even if you want my life, I will give it to you with my own hands.

As long as...... You can wake up.

Xu Bing's vision gradually blurred, but he still raised his hand and put it on Su Yan's chest, feeling that the latter's heartbeat was gradually recovering, so he breathed a sigh of relief, and was about to call Uncle Lin to come over to take care of the young man, and then he fell down directly.

Before the endless darkness came, what was left in Xu Bing's heart was remorse......

There is only remorse.

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Xu Bing woke up earlier than Su Yan, and when he learned that the boy had not woken up after more than ten days, he asked Uncle Lin to leave and stayed by his side alone.

During this period, she didn't eat or drink, and only relied on her abilities to support herself, just like she once treated Su Yan.

She was trying to endure all the pain that the teenager had endured.

But even so, she still doesn't get much comfort, and as long as the boy doesn't wake up, she will never be able to forgive herself......

Suddenly, the eyelashes of the young man lying on the bed suddenly fluttered slightly, Xu Bing's breathing slowed down suddenly, and even his heart was raised.

She watched for several minutes, and under her gaze, the young man finally slowly opened his eyes, revealing a pair of confused and hazy eyes.

In an instant, indescribable surprises filled Xu Bing's heart, and her extremely tired heart seemed to be nourished.

She subconsciously wanted to raise her hand to touch the young man, but after the latter came to his senses, the moment he saw her movements, his eyes showed a look of horror, his body instinctively curled up, and a hoarse scream came out of his mouth: "No...... Don't hit me!"

In a word, it pierced Xu Bing's heart like a sharp sword, making it difficult for her to even breathe.

It was as if she had choked the young man's neck, and now she was clutched by the throat.

She was so painful that she couldn't breathe, and she opened her mouth to say something, but she couldn't open her mouth at all.

How is she going to explain it? How is she going to explain it?

Because, the harm she did to the teenager is real, and it is the fault she once turned over, and it is impossible to deny it.

Looking at the deep fear in the young man's eyes, Xu Bing's raised hand still trembled and took it back, and then stood up and planned to leave here.

Since the boy did not want to see her, she left his sight and did not appear in front of him for a while.

But suddenly, a young man's hoarse voice came from behind him: "Wait......"

Xu Bing was stunned, even though she knew that the young man could not forgive herself, she still turned around and looked at her with a hint of hope.

Seeing that the young man was already kneeling on the bed, he looked flustered and unbuttoned his pajamas in a hurry, revealing his smooth and perfect body underneath, and then said with a trembling voice: "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to do that." Please...... Please come and use me, just like before. But, please, don't tell Shen Xing that, please......"

In an instant, Xu Bing fell directly into the bottomless abyss with that hopeful heart.