It's not the hands of the maids.

She turned around, and the person in front of her was long and jade, and the moon-white brocade shirt was elegant. The eyes are full of light, implying thousands of rivers and mountains.

After a pause, she stood up.

He put his hand on her shoulder and asked her to sit back, and he sat down on one side as well.

There was only one cup on the table, and he paused slightly, and raised his voice, "Bring another cup." ”

neat and decisive, in a trance, he was still the young general who led his troops from the northwest to triumph that year.

The guards hurriedly brought the cup in, took it from nowhere, put it down and hurried away again.

Shen Xi's eyes kept falling on him, she didn't expect him to come, and thought that they already had a tacit understanding not to pierce this layer of window paper.

He poured the tea, held the handle of the teapot in his hand, and did not move again.

The breeze whipped up two flying flowers and landed in front of them.

In the end, he opened his mouth first: "Let me tell you what is good." ”

Shen Xi folded his hands and said nothing, letting his heart turn over the river and the sea.

The breeze blew the scent of the earthy wetness of the rain, and she sniffed and smiled softly.

What do you say about her? How can she know?

"Then don't say anything. ”

"Ah Ying ......"

The corners of her mouth cracked again: "Xu Jing, when I saw you on the execution ground, you were the noble palace leader, and I was the unfavored Miss Shen family."

"I chased you through the crowd like crazy that day, and it may not matter so much if I take revenge at that time, I only have one thought in my heart, how good it would be if it was you.

"I have never given up any opportunity to recognize you, whether it is before or after the world, my affection for you is unique, perhaps it will be surpassed by other emotions, but it will never be replaced.

"Xu Jing, I know your heart, but do you know my heart?

"Is it that I don't love you enough that I don't have the qualifications to recognize you?

"If I can't renew my relationship with you, I can only continue to be an executioner who sticks a knife in your heart?

She looked at it fixedly, and her expression was quite calm.

She's not questioning, though it sounds a lot like questioning.

Helan was silent.

He turned his head to look at the scenery outside the fence, and after a while, said, "I have not set foot in this garden for twenty-one years. The sixteen years of this life, plus the five years when I left Beijing for Yunnan.

"Without you, I wouldn't dare to set foot in all the places we've been. So even if I had nothing to do, I would pass by this door, and I would never come in.

"I've outlived you twenty-one years," he said, "and twenty-one years is enough time for me to learn to think more thoughtfully about the world—

"Let me ask you, what would you do if I let you know that I am Xu Jing in the Xu family's cemetery?"

Shen Xi pursed his lips.

"If you don't say it, I'll answer it for you, and you won't want anyone in the end. Wait until you take revenge, and then leave Jingshi. The tombs of all the people in the Zhang family are in the south, and you will definitely choose to go south. ”

He looked at it quietly: "The biggest purpose of your rebirth is to kill Wen Chan to take revenge, and you don't want to hurt anyone except the enemy."

"You may think that since the conflict between me and him comes from you, then without you, I would have another destiny with him.

"And if you stay in my presence for one more day, it will only be one more day of pain for me.

"Indeed, I still love Zhang Ying deeply, and every time I dream back, my heart is like a hundred ants gnawing.

"I've sat in front of you and my grave countless times late at night, fantasizing that you're still my minx.

"I was almost unrestrained in my desire to take you back, and I frantically hoped that when you looked at me, you would have half the enthusiasm with which you looked at him.

"But I have you, I get what I want, will you be happy?

"At most, you treat me as a good partner as before, and be my wife plainly and dutifully.

"You won't lose your temper with me, and you won't be obsessed with whether I only have you in my heart, but what you won't do to me is exactly what I desire.

"I, as a man, if I can't make you fall in love with me with all my heart, let you love what you love.

"At least, I can admire all the brilliance you have bloomed with him.

"So why do you cling to my feelings?

"Zi Fei Fish, the joy of knowing fish, maybe I am as happy as I am? At least my heart is extremely full when I miss you.

"God is a great surprise and comfort to me to see you again after twenty years of silence in my heart.

"My loss, my pain, my joy, my sorrow, and the honor of being able to watch you live this life in peace and happiness, all of them make me never be lonely for the rest of my life.

"The boundless loneliness of the twenty years without you is the real knife that pierces the heart. Therefore, although I am sad, I am by no means unwilling. ”

He raised his lips sideways, and from top to bottom, there was no place that was not free and easy, and he was not romantic.

Shen Xi lowered his eyes and looked at the five fingers holding the cup, and suddenly smiled again after holding his breath.

Xu Jing, who was always caught by her when he was young and instilled all kinds of big truths, is now so calm and wise.

But he became so good, but it was made by these years.

She held the teapot in a trembling voice: "Drink tea." ”

In the end, I couldn't lift it.

Xu Xiaoqi ...... I'm sorry. She looked into the sky ahead and muttered.

If only the colors in the world were black or white, and there were only right and wrong in the world.

So love words or something, it won't be so disturbing.

He didn't move.

Then he reached out and pulled her into her solid chest.

"If you really feel sorry for me, let me hug me. ”

Qing Yue's voice suddenly became hoarse, and his chin rested on top of her head, his eyes bloodshot.

The blood in the limbs seemed to be out of control, and it was all pouring into the heart.

A move like never before, a closeness like never before.

There is no unwillingness, it is true, but where are the seven emotions and six desires that surround the Yiren so easy to be overcome by reason?

His doting and affection are all still there, and they have not disappeared with the passage of time, but they are like wine buried deep in the ground, and the older they get, the more mellow they become.

The most tragic battlefield in his two lifetimes was in front of her.

"Girl, you remember, you owe me two lifetimes.

"With your embrace today, I will let go of my love for the rest of my life, but in a hundred years, I will go to heaven and earth to find you, if you leave me again, try it!"

The disguise that he thought was perfect suddenly collapsed, if he was not calm, where did he come from?

In the face of the pain of cutting his heart, he is just a reckless man with teeth and claws.

He kissed her lightly at the top of her hair, then let her go neatly.

smiled: "From now on, Xiao Qi has no regrets."

"When you go back, you will be fine, ready to be the princess.

"You will be the most beautiful bride in the Great Zhou world so far, even if I can't marry you, I will do my best to make my Ah Ying the best. ”