Once shrouded in complete darkness, it will be cherished especially after meeting the light. In the same way, after encountering the darkness, it will be extraordinarily clear.

Ah, this abyss again.

"Your Majesty!" Lu Shushen hurriedly dispersed the terrified maids and made way for Yu Yan.

Yu Yan didn't say a word, but took the pulse first. After a while, it was decided. "Your Majesty, I'm just angry. Just take two Pingqi pills. ”

"Your diagnosis is correct? This is the third time His Majesty has vomited blood. Qingzhan didn't mean it, she just had palpitations, and she couldn't help but question her.

Yu Yan retorted unceremoniously. "Imperial Physician Chang also often comes to check His Majesty's pulse. If he was seriously ill, how could he not be diagnosed. I'm just a doctor, if you don't believe me. Just call the Imperial Doctor. ”

"What are you arguing about. Be quiet. Lu Shushen scolded softly. "Is it time to quarrel now? Yu Yan's medical skills are good, and besides, she is also used to seeing His Majesty, so let's do what she said first, go and get the Pingqi Pill. In addition, Qingzhan is not bad, His Majesty has been vomiting blood a lot recently, and he must also need to call Doctor Chang to diagnose it. ”

"Yes. Qingzhan immediately stood up and went out to call the imperial doctor.

Yu Yan called the little maid to get the calming pills in the medicine box.

Ye Dai lay there groggily, only to feel a heavy chest and a severe headache. She could hear the words, but she couldn't move a finger, as if she was being crushed under a huge invisible stone.

At this time, she knew how it felt to be crushed under the Five Fingers Mountain. It's also uncomfortable. But she was more pitiful than the monkey, because she carried the mountain on her own willingly.

I'm not willing. She shouldn't be such a stupid woman. But Ye Daiwan couldn't help but laugh at herself. No matter how reluctant you are, don't you still be that stupid idiot?

The plans made by You'an, Xie Zhang, and Liu Ci were only straightened out by Ye Daiwan at this time.

What they want is the military power of the entire Great Wei. The most important part of the Great Wei's army was the one stationed in Xijing. And this army, without nominal generals, directly belonged to the emperor.

That being said, in fact, it's meat that everyone can tear off a bite of. Who called their immediate master this useless empress. The Lu family of the Ministry of War, the Fei family of the Criminal Department, the Xie family of Zhongshu Province, and the Xu family of the Ministry of Officials...... Almost a person with a bit of power can lick a bite of this piece of meat and dip it in some oil stars.

Only the real master, Ye Daidui can't touch his hands. The family would not want her to get involved in the affairs of the army, and now it was beyond their expectation that she could have a thousand cows in her pocket.

It is not surprising that Jiang Ying will take refuge in the empress, after all, he is just a side branch of the Jiang family. But Xu Jingming, who is obviously a member of the Xu family, bows her head to the empress, which is really strange. Now it's back on the right track.

The empress can't get her hands on military power, which is the bottom line of everyone's default.

Xie Xuan is different, first, he is a member of the Xie family, and second, he is the widow of the world-famous Duke Xie. Everyone in the world owes him six lives, his father, and his five brothers. If he wants to get his hands on military power, even if he wants to dominate the power and refuses to let go, he will have to retreat.

This is the other path that Ye Daiwan thinks. As long as Xie Xuan follows the direction of the family, he just wants to worship the general, and it is not a problem to be the next British duke. But if this is the case, he can only be tied to the family's ship, and he will never be able to return to Ye Daidu's side.

But he gave up, this road to heaven, and chose the most difficult road. Exile to join the army means that he only fights for this glory and power as Xie Xuan.

At present, only the huge fat of Xijing is left. However, it was impossible for Xie Xuan to use other methods to enter Xijing's army. There is only one kind of person who can enter this army, and that is exile.

If you want to enter the army in Xijing openly, there is only one way. And only those who really have no way to retreat are willing to take this road, this dangerous road of death and life.

He wants the wind to get the wind, the rain to get the rain, and the power in the world is in his hands, why would he do such a stupid and reckless thing?

Because he just wanted to stay by Ye Daidu's side from beginning to end.

What he wants to follow is the promise of Ye Daidu, and it has nothing to do with the world.

In the spring of that year, who paid the water by mistake?

Now that I think about it, it shouldn't be her.

"I was wrong. Ye Daiwan opened her eyes and muttered.

What she says wants the world to be peaceful, what she wants to be a prosperous Da Wei, in the final analysis, is just her daydreaming and extravagant self. All she cared about was herself.

She wants to be an empress with the world in her heart and a righteous spirit, she wants to be the person in her dreams, and she wants to be a great man praised by everyone, but in the end, she is just a fool. She's stupid.

"Your Majesty?" Lu Shushen carefully wiped her forehead with a wet towel, motioned to the maids to hand over warm water, mixed it with golden honey, stirred, and then handed it to Ye Daiwan's mouth. "Your Majesty, drink some honey. ”

"What's wrong with me?" Ye Daiwan took a few sips and then turned her head. Her mouth was bitter, and even honey could not make her feel the slightest sweetness.

"Your Majesty, it's just that the liver fire is a little strong. Lu Shushen pretended to smile, so that Ye Daiwan could see through it at once. She didn't demolish her.

They all knew the reason why Ye Daiwan vomited blood - Xie Xuan.

She's just a fool who has fallen in love and is too stupid to see the way forward. She knew that Xie Xuan's choice was good for her, the world, and herself. But she couldn't be happier.

She was reluctant to make that choice. She would rather lose the world than leave him. She said that she was righteous and cold, saying that she was willing to give everything for the sake of the world. But all this must not include Xie Xuan.

Only him, she didn't want to lose.

It's like walking in the night and meeting the bright moon. When there is no moonlight, it is like that, and when there is moonlight, it is also like that. But after having that light, the darkness that plunged into it again was a loneliness beyond the past, which was unbearable.

"Shushen, you said that I am the only one in the world. But I didn't think I could do it. Ye Daiwan leaned back on the cushion and smiled miserably. "If I have to choose, I'd better be a faint king. ”

"Your Majesty, what a stupid thing to say. Lu Shushen knew that she was depressed. First Xu Jingming, then Xie Xuan. The departure of the people she trusted one after another hit His Majesty.

She bit her lower lip, a little unable to hold back the secret in her heart. She wanted to tell His Majesty, but when she thought of the man's request, she couldn't help but stop.

Don't tell Your Majesty.

But you are loyal to Your Majesty, why can't you let Your Majesty know?

Because I'm a dark chessman. Only when even His Majesty can't think of it, those enemies will not think of this at a critical moment. Your Majesty is at a disadvantage, and without this last guarantee, Your Majesty is too dangerous.

Ansan, you are loyal to Your Majesty, aren't you?

Yes. My Xu Anshan's loyalty will always belong to only one person, my majesty.

"Your Majesty, he will be back. "They'll all be back.

"Yes. I know. Ye Daiwan looked away, she couldn't bear to look directly at Lu Shushen's gaze. There is too much expectation, too much burden, and too much light in these eyes. All of this is something she can't have by herself.

She was always unreasonably disgusted with herself, past, present, and future.