Who's new swallow pecks spring mud (11)
If you have to choose one for the left leg and the right leg, of course, choose the one that can still limp after being cut.
"I see. The old gentleman spoke slowly. "The more people have, the harder the choices they face. Mingci, do you regret it in your heart?"
He looked at it, and his gaze was deep, as if he was going through his ten-year campaign, until he saw him who served as a thousand households in Cangzhou Weili in the past.
He couldn't answer.
Do you regret it? Of course you will.
If he hadn't taken this path, he wouldn't have had to do such a cruel thing to her at all.
There is no need for the Wei family, who has so much kindness with him, to raise the butcher's knife, and there is no need to go through so many joys and sorrows with her, but to follow her wishes, guard the small family and small business, give birth to several children of him, watch them get married, and then grow old safely.
However, the situation is like this, he does not swim against the current, he, her and her children may have died in the war a long time ago, or they may still be struggling in fear in the war and hunger and cold.
Let him be helpless in the face of the pain of his wife and children, he can't do it.
He only felt that with them, he should do his best to give her a prosperous life.
From this point of view, he can't talk about regrets.
With the military power in this world, he owns half of this country, and he can at least protect her.
"The Wei family wants to die, no problem. The old gentleman's voice rang out after a long silence. "To be clear, the Wei family also owes you a life, it was you who recovered Xi'er's mother's body for our Wei family, and it was you who avenged the Wei family.
"Xi'er insisted on marrying you, it wasn't for you who worked hard to protect her back, she died halfway, and you have nothing to do with us.
"Your two uncles and I are both old, even if we don't kill them, we won't live long. I'll have an explanation for you later.
"As a man, as a war-torn people, I can understand you.
"But Xi'er is your wife, you killed her family, you hurt her, she will hate you. You have to bear her hatred for you.
"Our Wei family has no place to be sorry for you, and I can understand that you have great righteousness, but she is my daughter, and she is not willing to give up anything for you. It's just you who hurt her, she can't bear it at all, and we can't bear it either. As a husband, if you break her heart, you have to pay for it!"
He poked his fingers in his chest, not a sword, but better than a sword.
He was the only one who hurt her, and she couldn't bear it at all.
Why doesn't he know?
From the moment he made this decision, he no longer had the luxury of expecting her to forgive him.
His belief in her has changed from growing old with her to watching her die from afar.
He sat in his study until nearly dawn.
He didn't know when the old gentleman left, but when he left the study, Brother Huai'er called his grandfather affectionately in the morning light, saying, "My father will come to pick me up and my mother to Beijing today, and my grandfather will go with us, right?"
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He had forgotten what the old gentleman had answered, perhaps because he simply did not have the courage to listen.
He's a mortal, he's not a god.
Sometimes he gets scared too.
The tears of the lover and the expectations of the childish are all gentle knives.
The next day, he arrived in Cangzhou with his entourage, and then they set off to the southern suburbs to celebrate Brother Huai'er's life, and the old man who was before leaving secretly handed him a piece of paper.
It was written on the paper that the people who would be tortured, and these people would die at the hands of those sent by Li Indging, so as to clear Li Indging's suspicions.
And those people from the Wei family who pretended to be would die under the knife of his Yan Wang's subordinates.
On that day, he was like carrying a charcoal in his arms.
At first, she didn't realize it, she didn't think that he would attack the Wei family, or that his emotions had been controlled to the point of being superimposed over the years, in short, she happily got into the carriage, drove her son to another car with Helan and Huo Jiu, and then hugged his arm and tired of him, and kept talking to him and coquettishly.
He hadn't seen her for four months, and he missed her too.
He hugged her and kissed her fingers one by one in his arms.
She naughtily put the tips of her fingers into his mouth to tease him, and pretended to be fierce and asked him if he had hooked up with other girls in the past four months in Beijing?
She's crazy. From a simple and persistent little girl back then, to a beautiful young woman today, all her actions in front of her husband still do not lose the coquettishness of a girl.
He was still crazy about her.
He is willing to spoil her to the tip of his heart, so that she is absolutely qualified to do whatever she wants.
But he also sadly knew that such time was running out.
They soon reached the southern suburbs, and he took them both for a walk in the village, and went to the town to buy many things.
Brother Huai was very happy, Helan was very calm, and studied the mystery behind the street juggling team with Huo Ji.
No one knew that a catastrophe was about to happen.
At night, when he was wiping his sword in the room, she suddenly broke in with her long hair untied: "What happened to the Wei family? Why did someone just say that so many officers and soldiers surrounded the house!"
He looked at the blade that lit up with cold light and didn't move.
Her eagerness made him feel the urge to run back to stop them.
"Why are they surrounding the Wei family?!"
She was so anxious that she stamped her feet, perhaps when she was removing her makeup, she heard the news, her robe was scattered, her long hair was scattered, and she had no shoes on her feet.
"Are you in danger? What does Li Ingot want to do to you?"
Her perception was always so acute.
He didn't know how to talk to her.
Said that these people did come to the Wei family, and he brought them to kill her father, aunts, nephews, and children?
Said that she had waited for him for ten years, and what she was waiting for was his killing?
At that moment, he suddenly felt that he was even breathing with a sense of guilt.
"Speak!" she cried out.
He came back to his senses, bent down and carried her to the chair and sat down: "Put your shoes on first." ”
"My Wei family is surrounded, do you still care if I wear shoes or not?!"
Her voice was sharp, and he guessed she was aware of something.
He stared at the ground for a moment, then looked at her: "They are here to kill the Wei family." The court has a will, let me set an example, kill the wife of pure blood, and think that it is a model for the people of the world. ”
Her body froze instantly.
"I heard you right, you're going to kill our Wei family?" her voice was soft, as if a serious question would lead to an answer that she didn't want to hear.
He was silent, then nodded at the end.
"I can only keep one of the military power and the Wei family. ”
He never thought that there would be a conflict between military power and the defense of the family.
The two were supposed to coexist peacefully.
Now, no matter what, he also has the blood of the Wei family on his hands, and he allowed all this to happen.
He is the murderer, there is no doubt about it.
"Xiao Fang! Xiao Mingci! You are an ungrateful brute!"
She tore her throat and grabbed him by the hem of his shirt and shook him, cursing him with all her strength!
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