Chapter 41: Don't Confess to Yourself
"Let's talk about it specifically, what was the matter between you and Fan Zhi at the beginning?" Tang Li gestured to Gan Wenlin, and after Gan Wenlin's attitude softened, he also relaxed a little and was not so tense. Pen | fun | pavilion www. biquge。 info
Gan Wenlin was obviously reluctant to mention the matter between himself and Fan Zhi, but now that he was asked about this, he had just expressed his stance and said that he wanted to be honest, so it was naturally difficult to deny it at this time, so he could only reluctantly speak: "Don't you already know about my situation, then I won't say more, in short, Fan Zhi accidentally heard my secret, and he also knew that I was afraid that my affairs would be known by my family and outsiders, so he came to me to knock on the bamboo, saying that his mouth was not solid. He also likes to talk to others, and if no one reminds him, he can easily talk away. Then he told me that he had always wanted to go to the seafood restaurant to eat seafood, but he was reluctant, he was very greedy, and if anyone could satisfy his wish, he would be very happy. As soon as I heard it, I understood what it meant, so I quickly invited him to eat, and ate it several times, spending a lot of money. ”
"And did he keep his word?" He Ning asked.
Although it has been a while since the incident, Gan Wenlin will still be a little angry when he mentions this: "If he complied, would I still think he was a scumbag?" Yes, yes, no matter what, he threatened me with this, and it was wrong for me to ask for this and that, but isn't there such a word called theft, if Fan Zhi can do this, I can count him as a good person, but his person is really rotten, every time he tells me what he wants to eat and drink, I satisfy him, and I want to smoke, I also bought it for him, but then he opened his mouth and told me that he wanted to buy a second-hand car, but he was short of money, let me think of a way for him, He also said that the second-hand car that is too broken is garbage when he buys it, and he plans to buy a brand-name second-hand car of about 100,000 yuan, even if he doesn't do it as a substitute driver in the future, he can also drive that kind of car to pull customers and make money. ”
"Yo, this knife is ruthless!" He Ning was also slightly taken aback, she originally thought that Fan Zhi was going to eat and drink, but it was also a big deal to extort Gan Wenlin's eighteen thousand yuan, but she never thought that Fan Zhi's greed and boldness were even more than she expected.
"Isn't he just sure I'm afraid he'll poke my secret out!" Gan Wenlin looked resentful, "I was really angry at the time, and told him that I couldn't take out 100,000 yuan at all, so it didn't matter to me whether he bought a second-hand car or not, I had done my best to do everything I could, and let him stop saying those words in front of me in the future." When Fan Zhi heard me say this, he turned his face at that time, he didn't say how greedy he was, but also said that I was shameless and asked me to wait, saying that I would definitely have no good fruit to eat. You must have heard about what happened after that, he wrote an anonymous letter to my parents, yes, anonymous letter, it definitely didn't say who the whistleblower was, and I don't know Fan Zhi's words, but who else can do this kind of thing that hurts others and is not beneficial to himself? ”
"That letter had a big impact on your life, didn't it?" In fact, the answer to this question, of course, He Ning has heard it from others, but she still asked Gan Wenlin like this, hoping to get some explanations from him, in addition to specific facts, including some subjective emotions.
Gan Wenlin smiled bitterly: "Yes, my dad was not in good health, because of this incident, he was hit very hard, he couldn't stand it all of a sudden, he fell ill, and this disease never recovered, my mother was also very sad because my dad died, my body was not as good as a day, and I was sick for more than a year in the middle, and I finally couldn't do it a while ago, and I also followed my dad, and when I left, I also told me that the most regrettable thing in this life is that I couldn't watch me have a home of my own, she went with my dad, I'm the only one left in this world. The old lady didn't even close her eyes, listening to what she said, I didn't know how to respond to her, I still can't figure out, is this my fault, or Fan Zhi's fault, or everyone's fault. ”
Speaking of this, his eyes were slightly red, so he had to stop for a while to stabilize his emotions, and neither He Ning nor Tang Li urged, just waited patiently on the side.
After a while, Gan Wenlin gradually controlled his sudden sadness, and continued: "Yes, in my opinion, everything in my family is caused by Fan Zhi, and the culprit is him, and I should hate him." No, it's not accurate to say this, to be precise, I really hate him, if it weren't for him, maybe my parents are still alive now, and my life may be another way, not to mention anything else, at least no one who is a child, will really want to watch his parents be by himself! But after my parents were gone, I was also in a hurry to deal with things at home, and I didn't have the heart to think about so many other issues at once, it's not an exaggeration to say that my feeling is that I don't even hate Fan Zhi. If I say something from the heart, you may think that I am a bit unconscionable and a little impersonal, but in fact, this is how I feel. My parents are gone, I'm very uncomfortable, but from another aspect, I feel relieved, I haven't dared to be my true self before, I've always felt that I'm carrying a big burden on my back, that feeling is too tired, but now it's a lot easier, at least I don't have to worry about how to confess to my parents, whether they will scold me, whether they will be stimulated to those things. ”
Gan Wenlin's words, listening to He Ning and Tang Li's hearts are mixed, indeed, his last few words will easily make the listener feel a little cold-blooded and indifferent, but think about how Gan Wenlin hides his true orientation, keeps making excuses to prevaricate his parents and hide it from the family, and always has to worry about whether his secret will be found out by the family will hit and stimulate his elderly and poor father, and the feeling of eternal nervousness is probably not good for anyone. The death of parents is naturally sad and sad, but the feeling of being tense for a long time is probably the same pain, and it is really difficult to say which of these two pains is more tormenting.
Gan Wenlin's inner confession caused a short period of silence, Tonic was not strange, he never talked much, He Ning was because after listening to Gan Wenlin's words, the feelings in his heart were a little complicated for a while, and Gan Wenlin's emotions also became slightly excited because of the recollection of this old incident, so he simply did not speak, planning to give Gan Wenlin a little time to calm down, and just used this silent time to sort out his thoughts.
At that moment, the silence was broken by a series of hurried footsteps, and a figure hurried up the stairs, three steps and two steps, and soon rushed to the table where the three of them were in the corner.
"What's the matter you're coming at me! I do things by myself! I beat the person at the beginning, and now I accept how you want to pursue it, don't trouble Gan Wenlin, Gan Wenlin is an honest person, and he is timid, there is nothing wrong with him here, don't embarrass him! ”
The person who came spoke loudly, the voice was like a bell, and the three of them were stunned at once, He Ning slowed down for a moment before he saw the appearance of the person who came, it was a young man of the same age as Gan Wenlin, each of them was about the same height as Gan Wenlin, with a very strong figure, with a wide face and good facial features, but even if he didn't listen to his cannon-like tone, just looking at his eyebrows and eyes would also give people an impression of urgency.
"Why did you get here?" Gan Wenlin came back to his senses, and the person he looked at couldn't help but feel a little helpless, he sighed, stood up, and said to the man with a little reproach, "Didn't I tell you everything on the phone just now, I have something here, I'll tell you when I'm done, what are you doing here?" ”
The young man glared at him, "Why should I listen to you?" Have you ever heard a good thing? With your indecisive character, when you encounter something, you still coax and like to take responsibility for yourself, and it must be a mess if you are handed over to deal with it? Isn't that enough? Even if you eat a trench and grow wise, I can't let you deal with it again this time. It's still the same sentence, I beat the person, do you want to investigate, or ask what is going on, you all communicate with me, you don't need to ask Gan Wenlin, it's useless to ask him, he is a cowardly and cowardly person, he doesn't have the courage to fight with others, don't hold him responsible. ”
It is clear that these last few words were not said to Gan Wenlin, but to He Ning and Tang Li.
Tang Li looked at the young man who rushed over in a hurry, and said to Gan Wenlin, "Introduce me." ”
Gan Wenlin was a little helpless, but he sighed helplessly, and said to Tang Li: "He...... His name is Cheng Feiyue, and he is my ...... Friend. ”
"Boyfriend!" Cheng Feiyue glanced at Gan Wenlin with dissatisfaction and added.
Gan Wenlin's face turned a lot redder all of a sudden, as if blood was oozing from his pores at any moment, and he looked a little at a loss, but despite this, he did not refute what the young man named Cheng Feiyue said, but acquiesced.
He Ning looked at Cheng Feiyue for a moment, and recognized that he was indeed the person on the motorcycle who had been shopping with Gan Wenlin in the supermarket before, and couldn't help but feel a little happy.
The two of them got together at once, and Cheng Feiyue didn't say a little bit of information about beating people as soon as he opened his mouth, it seems that she and Tang Li are still lucky, don't worry about them not talking.