Chapter 1852: I know, Yuan Hao is different
I don't know how long it took, his eyelashes that had been lowered slowly raised, and the flames that had become more and more abundant reflected in those eyes, and he said softly: "He is for his son, so, he is personally involved in danger, knowing that he may die, but he still wants to come back and come to such a dangerous place. ΡΡΡ.(vii) (ix) x.S.ΡΠΎΠΌ The update is so fast. β
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"I never knew he was such a father. β
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"He has always been very good to us, but that kind of goodness has never made people feel at ease. β
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"He's obviously very good to me, but I'm just scared, since I was a child, I've been scared. β
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"I always felt that everything I had in my hands, everything he gave me, seemed to be gone one day. β
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"So, I'm trying my best to do a good job, no matter how good Yuan Hao and Yuan Chen do, I will definitely do better than them. I wish he had treated me a little differently, and that he would have complimented me more, or scolded me more. As long as it's different from them, it's fine. β
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"But never. He always praised us the same way, scolded us the same. β
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"But I know that Yuan Hao is different. β
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"He gave him the least praise and the most suppression, even I have been canonized as the crown prince, Yuanchen, Yuanfeng have also been crowned kings, only him, not even a small reward, he can't even open a mansion outside, and has been living in Shangyang Palace. All the people told me I could sit back and relax, not worry, but I knew it wasn't. I know that he must not be ordinary emotions for Yuan Hao, and I know that he is different from Yuan Hao as he is to usβbut I have never 'figured' it any different. β
At this, he suddenly smiled.
I didn't expect him to say these words suddenly, let alone laugh, but, I don't know if it was because he had experienced too much this night, and he was already a little numb, or because he had stood in this cold snow for too long, and his face was frozen, and the smile just now was a bit like crying.
Crying silently, without tears.
He slowly turned his head to look at me and said, "I have been learning to spy on people's hearts since I was a child, and I can see and see through anyone's heart. β
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"I can't see through him. β
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"I didn't understand until just nowβ"
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"He's protecting him. β
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"It's like just now, I've been protected. β
My heart suddenly felt a dull pain, and I remembered that just now, he was holding Nangong Jinhong who was pierced in the chest, listening to Nangong Jinhong's words before he died, he was obviously calm, there was no heart-rending pain, no howling and crying, but at this moment, I clearly felt the pain that penetrated deep into the bone marrow from his every word and every breath.
That kind of thing, he can't call for help, let alone get rid of it, he can only bear the torment of his soul being torn apart.
However, he smiled again.
It turns out that he doesn't know how to be a father, to do the most ordinary, the most ordinary thing a father can do, he has been doing it, but we haven't understood it all the time. β
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He was silent for a while, the smile in his eyes deepened, and he muttered, "It turns out that I didn't just see it, I just let myself understand." β
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"This is the father. β
He slowly lowered his head and looked at his hand, his palm was still blood-red, and the blood 'color' that had just been stained from Nangong Jinhong's body had already dyed his entire hand red at this time.
That kind of red, at this moment, is only more dazzling than any light.
He muttered, "This is my father'......"
At this moment, I felt an unprecedented pain, I don't know if it was for Nangong Jinhong, who had just protected him, or for the person who was in danger, and now it was even more so, or for the "father" in his mouth, all of which not only made me feel painful, but also made me feel frightened.
When Pei Yuanxiu said this, he seemed to have dug out the deepest pain in his heart.
Now he is afraid that it will be the same as this place, bloody, and he will not know it.
At this time, on the other side of the mountain, there was another sound of horses' hooves, because the sky had become brighter, and we clearly saw the group of people and horses galloping over, and the two leaders were Xie Feng, and the other was ...... When he approached, I saw at a glance that it was the person who had appeared in the Ubun Mansion before, the one from Shengjing!
He's here?!
It turned out that the one who appeared behind the mountain and intercepted Pei Ji turned out to be Shengjing's person!
No wonder, when they laid out at the bottom of the mountain before, they reduced the number of people and horses there because of the unfrozen river behind the mountain, and then Yan Wu 'desire' appeared, and Song Xuan deliberately called all the people and horses over, obviously he saw through Yan Wu's intention of 'desire', just to evacuate the people over there so that Pei Ji and them had a chance, but they didn't expect that the people here were all withdrawn, and there was actually a team of Shengjing coming from the north and intercepting them!
Is this providential?
Seeing that they were coming, I walked forward quickly and walked in front of Pei Yuanxiu, and he also looked down at me, seeing my pale and frightened appearance, those eyes seemed to have frost condensed, and said, "What's wrong?"
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"Is there anything else you want to tell me?"
My lips trembled, my throat gurgled, and after a long while, I said in a hoarse voice, "Are you really going to kill him?"
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His lowered eyelashes dropped a little more, completely covering the eyes that were already not bright, and I couldn't see clearly what was still in his deep eyes.
I can't see through it, what will he do?
I could only ask him, "Are you really going to kill him?"
He was silent for a long time, and said in a deep voice: "Didn't you see that there was a person who died to protect me?"
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"Didn't you see, he's dead?"
His tone was originally extremely depressed and deliberately peaceful, but when he said the last four words, his voice still broke.
It was also at this time that I felt as if I had touched how much pain he felt in his heart.
Although Nangong Jinhong said that he had a grudge in his heart, he could also see that he was unfamiliar and contradictory to his biological father, but it was his father after all.
Besides, before he died, Nangong Jinhong kept telling him - he can't retreat, he can't retreat!
Kill everyone who knows and keep his background a secret forever!
No refund!
"Pei Yuanxiu!"
I almost burst into tears, and as I heard the sound of horses' hooves getting closer and closer behind me, I suddenly reached out and grabbed both of his arms, choked up and said, "If you kill him, the person in your body will also be killed by you!"