Chapter 147: Self-doubt
"Hey, what are you doing!?"
Jiuxin looked at the cat Jiuxin squatting in front of her sketch in surprise, and jumped. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. biquge。 info How did she get to this table when she wasn't typing or playing games?!
As the system said, the painting skills she learned, Mao Jiuxin can only get one-tenth of the utility, at most, even if it is an ordinary level that can just draw well, she doesn't understand these, why are you drawing!?
"I think Wang Yun gave birth to them. It seemed that some dry voices were remembered in his mind, and Jiuxin felt the emotions of the cat Jiuxin, and suddenly fell silent.
Even if it is a person, but the soul is divided into two different bodies, it already belongs to two different individuals, but the two of them still have a unique connection, if they don't deliberately think in their minds, deliberately feel, in fact, they can't fully feel each other's consciousness, but as long as they think about it, they can feel it.
In fact, some of the scenes of getting along with her "She and Her Cat" she painted also borrowed from her previous relationship with Wang Yunsheng, and "Yue Nu Sword" also subconsciously used the looks of Wang Yunsheng and Wang Yunai.
But what's weird is that she only occasionally seems to remember that someone adopted her when she was in the most difficult time, and she can be regarded as her friend.
But it doesn't matter if you have the opportunity to see you again another day, or if you don't have the opportunity to see you again, after all, there are not many friends who know each other, and there are not many in a lifetime, and she longs for a lifelong friend, she no longer thinks about it when she was in high school in her last life.
And they don't seem to miss Wang Yunsheng in particular, they just saw his entertainment news on the Internet, and they didn't feel much when they saw her filming "My Pet is a Cat" with him, but they just sighed that they were very photogenic even if they were cats.........
She thought it was her nature that she was so emotional. But feeling the sentimental emotions of longing and sentimentality in Mao Jiuxin's mind at this moment, her body was not affected at all, she was still indifferent, and she couldn't understand how she could have such a sad emotion, after all, the doppelganger was also herself?!
Mao Jiuxin glanced at her, and seemed to be a little interested.
"Forget it, I'm going to code words. ”
"Mom and sister, they're about to get off work, and you can't use the computer. Jiuxin replied weakly, a little embarrassed, this feeling of being so weak to yourself is so weird!
"Give me the phone, I code the word on the phone. ”
Jiuxin looked at the cat Jiuxin's blue and bright cat eyes at herself, inexplicably a little strange.
"You know how to play games or something, don't be too tired, there are enough yards today. ”
Jiuxin handed the phone to the cat Jiuxin smiled a little embarrassed and persuaded.
However, when Mao Jiuxin took the mobile phone and went directly into the cabinet to start coding, Jiuxin's smiling face gradually faded until it was a little gloomy.
She was silent for a moment, seemingly hesitant, but finally asked in her mind.
"System, will the clone one one become two people who are completely different from me one day?"
Just like what is written in the novel, the doppelganger finally becomes conscious, and even regurgitates the subject or something, Jiuxin now feels that he has this kind of thought in his mind, if the two of them are the same consciousness, how can they feel different emotions!
"Host, you do read too many novels, you are a person, but you think so, when you are not alone, do you often have two emotions in your head, one sad and one calm, one rational and one emotional, and in the end, the decision you make is actually determined which emotion you have the upper hand, and now you just embody this two-sided nature of people into two bodies. In essence, there is no difference at all, and there is no such thing as backlash. ”
"But it's normal for you to have this kind of doubt, human nature often has a side of self-doubt, doubt whether you should have this kind of emotion, doubt whether you can do something well, doubt whether your brain is sick, host you doubt yourself is really a normal thing, host do you understand?! If you don't understand it, I can't help it, I said it so clearly, of course, this is a philosophical question, if you can't understand this kind of problem with the host's IQ, I won't say anything......
"I understand!" interrupted the system's words with a black line at the head of the nine hearts. However, after listening to the system's answers, I was really relieved.
"Hey. The cabinet was opened, and the cat poked its head out.
"I can hear what you're talking in your head, and I'm speechless about the system. But the question you asked is also what I want to ask, thank you for the answer, and I am relieved. ”
A person and a cat looked at each other and suddenly smiled, they are all the same person, how can there be so many things?!
The system also sighed secretly, but fortunately he was clever and untied one of the host's knots in time, he was really a smart system......... Hey, it seems that something has messed in, how does he feel that he has become more and more like the host, and he often makes mistakes, it is not such an improper system.........
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As soon as I was thinking about what to draw next, I heard the door open, and the old lady came back.
So Jiuxin also stopped the idea of continuing to paint, and he happened to be a little tired anyway. There are still two days, and at my current pace, two days are more than enough.
"What are you doing at home all day, still drawing. Yin Yuege saw a large pile of drawings that Jiuxin had placed on the table that he hadn't had time to receive, and asked.
"Well, yes, I'm drawing comics. ”
Yin Yuege glanced at the painting on the table when she heard her say this, and on top was "She and Her Cat" painted by Jiuxin, and she vaguely saw that a simple person and cat were drawn on the painting, so she didn't say anything.
I guess it's just drawing and playing.,How can the comics be drawn so much.,But my sister likes to play.,It's okay to be idle at home anyway.。
She stretched and lay lazily on the bed.
"Whew, I'm tired. ”
Seeing her lying there resting, Jiuxin sorted out the sketches by herself, put them in the drawer, and began to clean up the paintbrushes again.
"How was your audition today? ”
Yin Yuege flipped into the bed, and seemed to helplessly pick up the pillow and cover it on her face.
"Oh, don't mention it, I acted in three scenes, two corpses, a beggar, all of them, and I still didn't have a single line. Yin Yuege seemed a little depressed.
Jiuxin paused for a moment, and then comforted, "You should exercise your acting skills now, it's good to play the trick well, precipitate it, maybe you can play the heroine once!"
"Hmm..."The faint nasal voice remembered, and Jiuxin looked back to see that Yin Yuege had already fallen asleep.
Jiuxin smiled, maybe he should write a novel that can make TV or movies, or write a script directly, and it would be good to appoint his sister to act at that time. (To be continued.) )