The two men sat opposite each other at a small dining table, with no romantic candlelight, no fancy utensils, no violinist in evening gowns...... Now the beautiful girl who works in a Western restaurant and often proposes or dating, when others propose or dating, is sitting at the table, looking at Cheng Xiaoyu with a light smile, like a breeze on her face. (BGM - "It's a pity it's not you" Zhang Xinzhe version)

Pei Yanchen gave Cheng Xiaoyu a dish, Cheng Xiaoyu thanked her, she thought what a beautiful situation it would have been if there was no "thank you".

She looked at Cheng Xiaoyu's handsome face and thought to herself that if they were together, she would definitely not let Cheng Xiaoyu become so thin. She recalled the first meeting between the two, and if she counted it carefully, there may have been three first encounters between the two.

The first time was accidental blood, but at this moment, Pei Yanchen remembered that she didn't feel any pain, she only remembered that she was full of guilt for him at that time, suffering in her conscience, and lying on the hospital bed depressed.

Cheng Xiaoyu saw her that time, but she didn't see Cheng Xiaoyu, but she only learned some information about him through the media, can this be regarded as the first meeting, or something worth discussing, if it is the first meeting, then you have to see it, right?

The second time was in the school auditorium, she sat under the stage and saw that Cheng Xiaoyu on the stage needed someone to turn over the score, he was still very fat at that time, because the media publicity and his own sake made a bad impression, so no one wanted to. So she volunteered on stage to atone for her sins, that time she stood next to Cheng Xiaoyu, Cheng Xiaoyu, who was focused on playing the piano, didn't look at her more, and she stood next to him who was sweating, and she didn't have the courage to look at him more.

Two people meet silently, strictly counted, they only exist in each other's memories, maybe the impression of each other is a vague shadow, whether it is the first time to see each other, see each other's opinions.

As for the third time, Pei Yanchen felt that it was their first meeting, although it was far less thrilling than the first time, nor as romantic and charming as the second time, but she still felt that the third time was the best.

The evening breeze of the summer night, the dappled starlight, and the evening breeze that blew the straw hat up were so long that they became the memories of the longest time in her life.

If you can, you can never finish with him, they can play in the piano room day after day, no need to talk much, talk with music, piano and violin are the most suitable combination, it doesn't matter if he is weak, she will carry a bamboo sword with her to protect his safety, and occasionally when he looks at other girls, she can also use it to knock his head.

Just thinking about it, Pei Yanchen felt that it was still too fierce to knock his head, he was so smart, it would be a pity not to knock out his inspiration, besides, she should learn to be gentle, aren't all boys girls who like gentleness?

By the time he was in his junior year, he could apply to the school to live off-campus, and they could move out, even if he was rich, she wouldn't allow him to use it indiscriminately, renting a small one-room apartment was enough, two people lived in one room, and all his secrets were open to him to admire, leaving no room for him.

She still works to make money, she wants to take her home on a bicycle every day after work, and then they hold stones and walk hand in hand under the starlight, walking the dog alone always seems lonely; on a sunny afternoon, two people wash the sheets and quilt covers together, and bask in the smell of the sun on the balcony, it is always a difficult thing to dry the sheets alone; you don't have to worry about seeing ice cream when you go to McDonald's, how tempting is the second cup at half price, one person can't finish two cups, and it will always feel a pity to buy only one cup......

Pei Yanchen regretted that she was reserved and proud at that time, she wished that she could return to that period of time, if she could go back to the past, she would be desperate to completely hand over herself and him to spend the abandoned college time.

Even if you can't go to the end, as long as you have walked through a period of holding hands, at least you won't leave regrets.

Pei Yanchen sandwiched another piece of saltwater duck into Cheng Xiaoyu's bowl, she didn't introduce how long she had been queuing to buy food, but said softly: "Now that I think about it, in the years when I was studying in the theater, there was only June when I was racing against time, theoretical exams, final assessments, and seniors had to prepare graduation works and defenses, and all the crazy things were arranged in June, just like that, the best time in the four years and the best weather in the best time were left to the library and piano room..... I didn't even have time to experience such a beautiful thing as first love. ”

Cheng Xiaoyu smiled, did not follow Pei Yanchen's last sentence, but just went around to the beginning and said: "Yes! Thinking about the monotonous and boring life when I was studying, I occasionally stood at the window of the piano room on the 13th floor, listened to Cancelli or Avo Pat, and then complained that the piano in the piano room was too bad, but in fact, I always played the music I wanted to play at home, and I was honing my skills in the piano room.....”

Pei Yanchen sneered and said: "When you were studying, your life was monotonous and boring? Why don't I think? Aren't so many of your creative inspirations come from life? So I think your life and emotional experiences must be rich and colorful, beyond my imagination!"

Cheng Xiaoyu stopped the chopsticks in his hand and said: "For me, music is a mysterious and great force, it throws me out of the tunnel of time and space, I can see the brilliant and shining scores in the history of music, I will indulge in these great stars and cannot extricate myself, those movements are so charming and unavoidable, all this has made me complete a lot of impossibilities, like rebirth, I have learned those difficult composition technology theories, advanced polyphony, distant relationship transposition, can't explain anything? They have nothing to do with my music itself." In fact, as a composer with a professional background, I am ashamed, I feel that I am just explaining the music in my premonition to the audience, so my music has nothing to do with myself, and it has nothing to do with my life experience...... It doesn't seem to make sense to say that, you should understand that Mozart never talked about his music....."

Pei Yanchen said: "Your explanation is so mysterious that it makes me speechless to refute it, don't be so serious, classmates, don't be so serious, I just want to say that I shouldn't be so conformist when I was studying in college, I should do more bloody things in my youthful rebellious period, so that my memory is not so monotonous." ”

Cheng Xiaoyu said with a smile: "Senior sister, the way you smoke is still vivid in my mind, if you say that you have not experienced the rebellious period of youth, I don't believe it." ”

Pei Yanchen's face turned red a little and bowed his head and said: "You didn't mention it, I forgot, at that time, I just pretended to be fierce and cold so that I wouldn't be bullied, and then pretended to be, and even I believed that I was really like this..... Actually, I can also be very gentle....."

The phrase "But my gentleness is only for you." "Lost in an ellipsis.

Cheng Xiaoyu didn't dare to go deeper on this topic, he couldn't, so he changed the topic without a trace: "Senior sister, I'm very interested in your story, can you tell me?"

Pei Yanchen said: "I'm also interested in yours, can you tell me too?"

Cheng Xiaoyu smiled bitterly: "Gossip magazines are almost three feet into the ground, do you think I still have a secret to the public?"

Pei Yanchen said flatly: "I never read gossip magazines. She didn't want to see those scandals about Cheng Xiaoyu, so as not to be heartbroken.

Cheng Xiaoyu shrugged his shoulders and said, "Okay, I want to say that storytelling is my forte....."

Cheng Xiaoyu and Pei Yanchen drank cold beer, while eating food and quietly telling some stories about him, of course, he tried not to touch emotional things as much as possible, he wanted to use words to shorten the distance between each other, but he was afraid of being ambiguous and blasphemous.

He hoped that the two would remain rational and close, but being too rational would lead to estrangement, so the language became flat, neither cold nor warm, and his heart was disguised and deeply buried in those calm sentences, turning into unexchangeable sentences.

Maybe a man like Cheng Xiaoyu, who is cocooned by the word "responsibility", will not find that sometimes "responsible" is not a measure of "good or bad", and feelings are not "good" or "bad" things that can be determined.

For example, men like domineering presidents who are responsible for many beautiful women, while women like domineering presidents who are responsible for only one person, and each has different scales of good and bad. What they have in common with them is that they don't like the men they fight against, and they don't care about the authenticity of the first two.

A man who tries not to disappoint himself and others, has nothing else to rely on except his own courage and persistence, if a man like Cheng Xiaoyu wants to do evil, it will be a disaster for women.

It's just that Cheng Xiaoyu wants to be exhaustive in all aspects, but he is a little careless.

The two exchanged life stories with each other, this night Pei Yanchen learned more about Cheng Xiaoyu, and Cheng Xiaoyu also knew more about Pei Yanchen, and after being slightly drunk, Cheng Xiaoyu helped Pei Yanchen clean up the table, as if they had lived together for many years.

After cleaning up, Pei Yanchen packed some of the specialties he bought in Jinling today, and told Cheng Xiaoyu that he needed to put them in the refrigerator, that he needed to eat them as soon as possible, that he could leave them for a longer time, and that time would be spent in such a boring but lingering and soft conversation.

When the time came to half past ten, this time the dinner had to come to an end, Cheng Xiaoyu stood up from the sofa and said: "Then, senior sister, I will set a time for you to appear on the camera, you vacate the schedule in advance, and give me the phone number of your company or your broker, and we will sign a contract....."

Pei Yanchen also stood up, she looked at Cheng Xiaoyu and said: "There is no need to sign a contract or anything, friendship starring, I can just talk to the company myself, I can appear in the promotional film of the Olympic bid directed by you, I think our company will be very happy, as for the remuneration or anything, there is no need for anything at all." ”

Cheng Xiaoyu didn't continue to ask for compensation, but said: "Since this is the case, then I owe you a favor, and I hope I can make up for it next time." ”

Pei Yanchen shook his head, and then said very plainly: "Xiaoyu, you don't need to change your words to give me benefits, although I like you very much and like you from the bottom of my heart, but I don't want to be influenced too much by you..... I want to be my pure self. ”

When she said the sentence "I like you very much, I like you from the bottom of my heart", Pei Yanchen's heart seemed to be beating naked in the hot magma, and she was about to evaporate, but her face was still cold, as if she was saying something very ordinary.

But God knows how much Pei Yanchen hopes that Cheng Xiaoyu can hug her at this time and say to her: "Senior sister, I will cherish you, I only love you alone." ”

Even if it's cheating, it doesn't matter.

But Cheng Xiaoyu just said in the dim light: "Okay, of course I will respect your ideas, but I still hope that we will have the opportunity to cooperate in the future....." Then Cheng Xiaoyu turned his head away from looking at Pei Yanchen, in Pei Yanchen's sight, Cheng Xiaoyu's clear outline turned into a blurred shadow, and he said softly: "In addition, senior sister, I also like you very much..... Your straw hat still hangs on the wall of the workshop, and I'm so glad I met you and caught that hat at that time..... If I could turn back the clock, I might catch up and ask for your name, provided you don't run too fast..... You know I was fat at that time, maybe I can't catch up with you.... It's a shame that I didn't have the courage to ..... at that time If I had the courage at the time, maybe the story would have been different....."

Pei Yanchen unceremoniously interrupted Cheng Xiaoyu's words and said: "I just said that I like you, I don't need you to say so much, and then lead to a disappointing ending, I just admit a fact that you know in your heart, I don't expect to get your reply, I know that there are many people who like you, I am just an insignificant violinist, at best, I only occupy the identity of a senior sister, I am self-aware of this..... Then junior, it's not too early, say goodbye!"

Cheng Xiaoyu didn't say anything and walked towards the door, Pei Yanchen sent Cheng Xiaoyu to the door stiffly, she told herself that etiquette could not be lost.

When changing shoes, the bodyguard who had been standing at the door opened the door for Cheng Xiaoyu, Cheng Xiaoyu put on his shoes and did not look back at Pei Yanchen beside him, nor did he say goodbye, but said: "Good night." ”

He thought that his story with her was almost over here, and even if they said goodbye, the two were only limited to alumni, even if they were closer, they could only be friends, but things always developed beyond expectations.

........

Pei Yanchen looked at the security door that closed in her mind, everything she had experienced today was like an unrealistic dream, she seemed to have entered Cheng Xiaoyu's life for a short time, and as soon as she began to spread out her imagination about their sweet fate in the future, she was quickly taken away by reality.

She didn't feel the piercing pain in her heart, and the result was expected, she just felt like she was deaf, she couldn't hear the melody when she played the violin, Pei Yanchen turned off the light at the entrance in silence, and could only feel the depth of her fingertips when she touched the keys, and couldn't hear the snapping in the air.

She walked to the window, the dark blue night rendered the whole vision, Cheng Xiaoyu's car had not yet come out of the basement, and all she could see was the lights denser than the starlight, under the silver moonlight, the colorful street lamps and car lights formed a satin-like river.

It's all silent.

It wasn't until Cheng Xiaoyu's car drove out of the basement that Pei Yanchen felt that the soul that had left the body had returned to the body, thinking of the suspicion last time, Pei Yanchen's eyes did not follow Cheng Xiaoyu's car, but stared at the shadow hidden by the car that made her secretly vigilant last time.

In fact, Pei Yanchen didn't believe in her sixth sense so much, she thought that she was just too concerned about Cheng Xiaoyu's safety, so she was just a snake shadow, so her heart was not ready.

So when a car really drove out of that dark corner and followed Cheng Xiaoyu's car, Pei Yanchen felt incredible, she didn't expect her suspicions to come true at all.

At this moment, the decibel that was originally lost swelled in the eardrum, like a sudden alarm bell, which made her heart tremble, she completely left the loss she had just experienced behind, immediately found her mobile phone, and called Cheng Xiaoyu's phone in a hurry.......

(2-in-1 update, and one more, in the middle of the night)

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