There is an indescribable pain in my heart, a loss that cannot be vented, welling up in my heart.

In the past, even lying on the hospital bed, Zheng Ya had never been so uncomfortable.

Confused, almost like a walking corpse, Zheng Ya returned to his temporary residence in the capital in a daze, silently bought a pack of cigarettes, unprecedentedly, in the smoke that choked out tears, one after another, a pack of cigarettes, quickly finished.

The room is very bright, the windows are bright and clean, and outside the window, it is also sunny, but Zheng Ya's heart is like the sky in the capital, full of haze.

In my mind, the scenes of the past kept coming to mind, and that morning, I bumped Xiaojun's nose, and then I suddenly realized that hidden behind a pair of thick glasses was actually a very cute and fair face.

You at the same table are always so heartwarming, Xiaojun gave himself silent help, gave himself the greatest support, and surged into Zheng Ya's heart one by one, remembering, on Zhiyu's birthday, the good-faced word was a bit of a princess, and inadvertently, it hurt his slightly fragile heart.

It was at that time that Xiaojun appeared with her parents, and she gave herself the most unconditional trust, the most unconditional appreciation, and the fact that the two made friends in front of everyone.

Xiaojun's thoughtfulness and courage quietly entered Zheng Ya's heart.

Later, knowing and falling in love with each other, hugging and blind date on the embankment of Zhangshi, all came to Zheng Ya's mind one by one.

Faced with huge family pressure, Xiaojun chose to fight silently, as well as his silent attention and help.

My sister was sick, and it should have been Xiaojun who found someone to persuade the professor of UCAS to solve his biggest problem and give him the best choice; When he encountered the biggest crisis in his life and was calculated by Lan Ruoping's conspiracy, at the critical moment, it was also Xiaojun who found Hei Yu to make a move, so that he could turn defeat into victory from an almost mortal situation.

That was the time when Xiaojun ran back at the expense of disobedience in order to protect himself, giving Lan Ruoping the biggest lesson.

It was because of Xiaojun's influence that he joined Heiyou, and since then he has a tiger skin that no one dares to mess with.

All of this is Xiaojun silently helping himself, it can be said that Xiaojun has many advantages that Zheng Ya can never forget, every time he thinks of Xiaojun, Zheng Ya's heart will spring up with a faint warmth, and there is always a kind of concern in his heart.

Over the years, except during the mission, except for the illness, Zheng Ya has really never stopped sending text messages to Xiaojun to report his safety.

So now, do you still need to report safety?

Xiaojun's daughters are almost two years old, so when she gave birth to her daughter, it may be when she is sick.

Then she should have gotten married earlier, could it be said that she was teaching Lan Ruoping a lesson for herself, so she couldn't resist the pressure of her family and get married?

Smoking silently, Zheng Ya's heart swelled with unspeakable pain, feeling that a mirror in his heart, a mirror containing infinite beauty, was ruthlessly broken, and he felt that a softness in his heart was torn to pieces.

Curled in the corner of the room, Zheng Ya felt chills all over his body.

I don't know how long it took, the phone rang, Zheng Ya picked up the phone a little numbly, and said, "Hey? ”

On the other end of the phone, Meimi's soft voice came: "Xiaoya, are you back?" Have you seen the second brother? Is the second brother okay? ”

Zheng Ya was in a depressed mood, and replied weakly: "See, the second brother is very good, he has basically recovered, and he is currently recovering." ”

Mei Mi seemed to exhale a long breath in her voice, and said softly: "That's good, Zheng Ya, I'm calling you from a landline, let's go to my house for dinner in the evening, Xiaoyun hasn't seen you for a long time, and he is clamoring to pick you up." ”

Zheng Ya's shadow of a big-eyed girl flashed in front of her eyes, a slight smile appeared on her face, and she said softly: "It's still not good, I just got off the plane, I feel a little tired, and now I just want to rest." ”

Mei Mi said softly: "I'm a little tired, then you can rest first, so let's buy you some food right away, come to your place to cook for you, you can sleep well, and you can eat fragrant meals when you get up." ”

Zheng Ya looked at the time, and frowned slightly: "Meimi, it's not good, you need more than half an hour to come over, this time and again, most of the time will be wasted, and it will affect work." ”

Mei Mi said softly: "It's okay, for me, there is nothing more important than taking care of you, okay, sleep well, don't think about anything, I'll come over ......"

Hanging up the phone, Zheng Ya glanced at the room, and his brows couldn't help frowning slightly, the room is called a mess, Mei Mi came over, I'm afraid it's a little unaccustomed, right?

In other words, when I was in 403 before, Zheng Yage hired a housekeeper and temporarily rented this residence in the capital, but I rented it for a month, and I really didn't expect to ask someone to take care of it.

Actually, if it weren't for the fact that it wasn't suitable for Meimi's house to live, or if Zheng Ya wanted to find a space to practice martial arts alone, there would be no need to rent a house for this month.

With a sigh, Zheng Ya barely bothered to lift her spirits, cleaned up the house a little, made it look less like a kennel, and ran to sleep.

Unlike before he got sick, it is difficult for Zheng Ya to fall asleep in bodhichitta until dawn, and many times, Zheng Ya will fall asleep in the bodhicitta state unconsciously.

This time is no exception, when I woke up, I looked at the time, I had slept for more than three hours, I have experienced a lot today, my mood fluctuated greatly, Zheng Ya felt very tired, I actually slept for so long, even if I was sleeping, Zheng Ya's mood was not very good.

When I woke up, the feeling in my heart was also very bad, inexplicably injured, coupled with the fact that Xiaojun actually had a daughter, Zheng Ya had an indescribable depression in her heart, and a little listlessly, Zheng Ya walked out of the bedroom.

Standing in the living room, Zheng Ya felt that her eyes couldn't help but light up, and the living room in front of her seemed to be completely different from before she went to sleep.

Before I went to bed, the things in the house were piled up casually, just like my mood, a mess, but now, from the inside out, it has become very clean and tidy.

Zheng Ya felt that she was in the wrong place!

It was at this time that in the kitchen, Mei Mi poked out her little head and saw the sleepy-eyed Zheng Ya, with a bright smile on her face: "Xiaoya, you wake up, wait a while, lunch will be ready soon." ”

Seeing Mei Mi, Zheng Ya's cold heart swelled with a warm feeling, during his injury, many nights were accompanied by Mei Mi, more than the days of Zhiyu's companionship, and sometimes, he even took Xiaoyun to accompany him in the hospital.

Every time, Mei Mi would carefully rub her legs and arms, because the doctor said that in that case, she would be able to recover better when she woke up.

With a slight smile on her face, Zheng Yachong smiled at Meimi: "Thank you, sister, I'm so happy to see you." ”

No matter how big the changes have been, some people have always stood by their side, Xiaojun left, but Mei Mi and the words never left.

Perhaps, Xiaojun just saw that it went on like this and couldn't end it; Perhaps, Xiaojun was afraid that he didn't know how to choose, so he left automatically, quit automatically, and let himself go with Zhiyu.

I have to look forward to Shu, I'm afraid I really think too much!

After Mimitsu spoke, she retracted her head again, and while stir-frying, she hummed softly in her mouth, and it could be seen that she was in a good mood.

In fact, since Zheng Ya woke up, Meimi's mood has been very good, and the smile on her face has never been broken, saying that God has eyes, and she has not deprived her of the greatest happiness.

Hearing Meimi's singing and seeing the busy shadow in the kitchen, an inexplicable excitement surged into Zheng Ya's heart.

The sadness of Xiaojun's departure, the incomprehension and damage caused by his injury, all came to his heart, Zheng Ya's heart moved, an impulse surged into his heart, opened the kitchen door, and called: "Sister Meimi." ”

Mimi glanced back happily and said with a smile, "Are you hungry?" Immediately ......"

Before she finished speaking, Zheng Ya stepped forward in two steps, hugged her tightly from behind, hung her head on her shoulder, and whispered: "Sister, I'm hungry, I haven't eaten for a long time......"

Meimi's body stiffened slightly, her pretty face instantly turned red to her neck, and she lowered her voice and asked, "Xiaoya, your body hasn't recovered much......

(End of chapter)