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He also said that the longer he passed, the more he cared about her, the more he didn't dare to speak.

Why do you dare not speak up the longer it goes on?

What effect does time have on them?

In addition to being more affectionate and closer to each other......

Get closer to each other......

Huo You suddenly felt like a blessed, and said with burning eyes: "Are you afraid, I know that your ability is to read minds, and you think the same as your biological mother...... Are you a monster? ”

Hang Chuan's eyes widened suddenly.

Huo You stared at his face steadily, even if she couldn't see clearly, Hang Chuan just knew that she was looking at him.

She wanted a clear, clear, unambiguous complete answer.

Hang Chuan reached out to cover his face and took a long deep breath.

Then he put down his hand and gave Huo You a complete answer.

"Before I had any special feelings for you, it was because I wasn't sure of your abilities. After learning about your abilities, I vaguely realized that I had unusual feelings for you. Later, I realized more about what kind of person you are, and I knew that everything I said would have an irreversible impact on you, and make you want to live a stable life, make money and take care of your brother, so I won't say it. And your mech-level abilities are gradually being revealed, and your achievements in this area are not necessarily lower than the achievements of your abilities as a genetic person, and I hope you can improve yourself in this area even more - this is the cornerstone of your strength. ”

Hang Chuan said softly: "If it's just because of this, I can tell you tactfully at any time, and I am confident that even if you are angry and angry, I can spend a lifetime, even if it is shameless, follow you, beg for forgiveness, and make you happy...... Even though, I've never done anything like that. ”

"But, the more I got to know it. It's not these that I'm afraid, I'm afraid of you...... Knowing my abilities is mind reading. ”

Hang Chuan's hand shook slightly.

"The closer we are, the more physical contact we have. I can't imagine that when you know that every time you come into contact with me, I can know what you're thinking, and I don't feel creepy. I don't dare bet that all the impressions I will leave on you in the future will be nothing more than 'a monster who listens to people's hearts'. I'm afraid that when you think of me in the future, you'll think of every hand-holding, hugging, kissing we've ever had...... Won't you feel ...... Disgusting. So I'd rather ...... For a little longer, at least we ...... You treat me as selfish, you are deceiving yourself, I ......"

Hang Chuan's throat was a little blocked, and he couldn't go on anymore.

Huo You was already in tears at this time.

She recalled that in Hangchuan's daily life, he always avoided physical contact with people.

He is often defined by others, saying that he is cold and paralyzed, and that he is unapproachable, but his personality is obvious to all - if not everyone likes him, at least, almost no one hates him.

How did the word "monster" defined by his mother since he was a child have kept him from childhood to now?

What kind of inferiority complex makes him so afraid of his own ability when he has a unique ability gene, and he continues this panic to this day?

And as his girlfriend, he has never seen his biggest fear hidden in the depths of his heart.

He wasn't afraid of her leaving, because he was confident that he would get her back.

He was afraid that she would dislike him, because it meant that she would no longer give him a chance to recover her, and he would no longer have the courage to come to her.

Because, he will not be able to stand her disgusted looks.

That's why......

Huo You raised her hand to wipe her tears, and she suddenly reached out to grab Hang Chuan's arm.

"Do you have to be like this to hear me?"

Hang Chuantong looked at her fixedly, with red eyes.

"I don't have a heart, if you have a definite idea in your heart, I'll hear it. If not, all I hear is a murmur. ”

Huo You muttered: "Noise...... Doesn't that mean that if you walk down the street, and there are people coming and going around you, and you keep passing by people, you will inevitably have physical friction with people, and your mind ...... It's all constant murmur or the voice of people? ”

Hang Chuan was silent for a moment and said, "Yes." ”

"Isn't it ......noisy?"

"It's fine." Hang Chuan smiled reluctantly: "I rarely know how to ...... Happens like the one you said. ”

Yes, he rarely comes into contact with people, even on the street, he will find a road with fewer people......

Huo You involuntarily wiped his tears again.

"Now, can you hear me?"

Huo You stood up, his hand still holding Hang Chuan's arm.

Hang Chuan moved his lips, and his red eyes suddenly lit up.

"You ......"

"What did I say in my heart?"

"You said ......" Hang Chuan's eyes suddenly shed two lines of tears: "You said you...... Forgive me. ”

Huo You smiled, his eyes washed by tears were as bright as the moonlight in the lake at night, even if they were shattered after being hit by a stone, they were just as thorough, overflowing with a little starlight.

"I forgive you......" Huo You pulled Hang Chuan up, walked around the table to his side, gently wrapped his waist around him, and leaned on his chest.

"Later...... Don't hide it from me. Huo You muttered: "I'm not afraid of being heard by you what I'm thinking, because there's nothing you can't say to you...... I'm afraid that you will hide a lot of things from me and not say ......."

Hang Chuan gently stroked her short broken hair, and the hand that hugged her trembled slightly, but it tightened involuntarily.

Huo You raised his face, stretched out his hand to hold his face, carefully wiped his tears, and suddenly smiled: "This seems to be the first time I have seen you cry." ”

Hang Chuan grinned slightly.

The two looked at each other, and Huo You suddenly said, "Why can't you believe that I won't treat you differently because of your special ability?" ”

Hang Chuan said softly: "Since I was 4 years old, I have not had hope for this. Although my adoptive parents are very kind to me, they will also keep their distance from me when I avoid contact with them, probably because they are afraid that I will hear their hearts. Even later in the military...... The same is true. So, I'm really ...... There is no confidence. ”

Huo You can understand Hang Chuan's psychology.

The experience of childhood will affect a person's life, and it is already rare for him to be such a person when he grows up.

However, she is still a little unhappy about her boyfriend's lack of confidence in herself.

"Don't be angry...... Hang Chuan heard her heart, and hurriedly hugged her tighter: "I won't be ...... in the future"

He whispered, "I'm sorry......"

Huo You's heart softened.

"After that...... It's up to you to behave. Huo You brushed his hair, and suddenly remembered that there were two other military people outside waiting to sign an agreement with her.

"The old lady in the confidential office is still waiting for me to come over, and the military people here are here again, this matter is ...... What is the best way to deal with it? ”

Since Hang Chuan is a member of the military, his words are even more referential.

Hang Chuan thought for a while and said, "Where do you want to go?" ”

"Is this a matter of going wherever I want?" Huo You said helplessly: "You are from the military, and you have been staring at me for 4 years on behalf of the military." The military will not be willing to let me go. But the government won't let me go easily. The Omani Blue Star is one thing, the Sixth Prison Star is the second thing, and now I've revealed my identity as a genetic person...... It's not good. ”