I don't know why, there are always some things I want to say to you these days, but in the QQ group and WeChat group, in the face of your "chasing and beating" to me one by one, these emotional words just can't be said to you. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info

On a rainy night like today, the temperature in Changsha dropped suddenly, and I fell asleep, sitting in front of the computer, I always felt uncomfortable if I didn't say those words, so I still told you gently in this way.

Hey, I'm Bao Bao Zi, the seventh book, I'm going to start a long journey with you old guys, are you happy? Because I'm still here, I'm happy anyway, because you're still here.

In this world, there is a kind of comfort, when an author just sends out the first chapter of the novel, the number of collections will go up slowly, and there is also a kind of vanity, it is the first day of signing a successful contract, I received a lot of golden pigs, I prefer to see familiar names, popping up in the empty book review area, and I am very happy to see other authors say, wow, I envy those who have iron fans.

I have iron fans, I can't fill my heart with emotional emotions, with words to make an accurate description, for you old guys, have witnessed my young and naïve writing, unfinished stories, October pregnancy and childbirth for two years of diligent old mother career, after a day of torture, now see this article, do you want to raise your fist and beat me, or smile and love me more?

I don't know, in life, I have never been good at communicating, I have done a lot of work, because I am not good at talking, I can't handle the relationship with colleagues, so no job can stick to it, my EQ is very low, and my IQ is not high, but my luck is good, because you are willing to follow me, year after book, year after year, and then gradually, we are like this, we are all old......

Writing a book may be the "job" I have insisted on for the longest time, the first book, I really don't want to talk about it, at that time no one read my novels, and the manuscript fee was about 10 yuan a month, but now I look back and look at the fan rankings, wow, how much do you love me?

Can I cry first?

Having said that, I used to be a very sad person, I was neglected in my family, I was dumped in the workplace, I was abandoned by my loved ones in my feelings, and I also traveled around with a lot of negative energy, but now when I talk to people about the past and the present, the most I say is that those full of negative energy have been almost absorbed by you.

I think maybe I met you through the medium of writing, you gave me a lot of love to fill the loopholes in me, you are willing to tolerate me, willing to wait for me, willing to support me, willing to stand up for me, and happy to let me know that I am not alone, I am with a group of people.

It's really good, and after a few years, I'm getting happier, you're getting older, we're spending more and more time together, and it's not going to be too good.

I have written so much, in fact, there is nothing I particularly want to express, this is just some things that I want to say to you, let you know that although I have always been a person who does not like to talk, but everything you have, I see it in my eyes and remember it in my heart.

Finally, thank you!