Chapter 066: Introspection
After talking to He Dan for a while, Liu Shuo hung up the phone.
Back in the office, Liu Shuo's mind couldn't calm down, he had been thinking about Han Qun all the time, and he didn't know if the decision he made was right.
According to the police's words, Han Qun's information is true, and he is also a talent. Such a talent was ruined because of gambling, and Liu Shuo's heart was not very comfortable. He didn't pity Han Qun so much, but thought of himself.
Gambling can destroy Han Qun, so what can destroy himself? When he thought of this question, Liu Shuo was always uneasy, he couldn't answer this question, and he couldn't escape it, especially when he clearly knew that he was a reborn.
finally waited for the end of work, Liu Shuo found a nearby hotel as soon as possible, and then fell on the bed, looking up at the ceiling, thinking about that question all the time.
He hadn't thought about it since he was born again, or he hadn't thought about it even if he wasn't born again.
It is said in the Analects: I am a day and three provinces of my body.
This is also a treasure left by his ancestors, he learned it when he was in elementary school, but he never took this sentence seriously.
Introspection! This is something that people often say, but people often don't do. Once you encounter something, you either complain about others or blame others. Liu Shuo himself has done such a thing, and when he is unreasonable, he is more unreasonable than anyone else. But an obsessive-compulsive disorder drilled the tip of the horns, and nine cows couldn't pull it back.
Liu Shuo thinks that he has many shortcomings, but there is one advantage that he is very proud of, that is, he is self-aware. No matter what he did wrong or what bad thoughts he had, he would know that it was bad, but whether he could control himself or not was another matter.
Think carefully about what Liu Shuo has done after being reborn, both good and bad. I have been insisting on drawing non-stop and want to use funds to support the development of the entire animation industry, which is good.
But this is only in the general direction, and he is clearly not invested enough in the details, and even relies on humanity and the luck of the ridiculous reborn for a time.
As a result, reality taught him a lesson, Han Qun lied to him, and he deceived him seriously. He always thought that Han Qun was a decent person, but he turned out to be a villain behind him.
This made him seriously doubt his own vision, and even began to doubt the people around him, he didn't know if these people were approaching him for something.
Even when he talked to He Dan on the phone just now, he didn't say what was on his mind, he just said some messy troubles.
It seems that it is time to reflect on it!
Thinking of this, Liu Shuo picked up his mobile phone and made a call to Li Chenghui, "Huizi, this is going to be a long trip, you talk to Brilliant Animation, and I won't go to the internship." ”
"Where are you going?" Li Chenghui said in surprise.
"I'm looking for a place to be quiet and think about something. ”
Where you think about problems, you must find a place where there are few people, and you must also have a broad vision.
Are there any places in China that meet these conditions? Yes, and there are many, but Liu Shuo really doesn't know any of them. But he found a quiet place with a lot of people, and that was the library.
Walking into the BJ Library, Liu Shuo picked up a book of Analects and found a place to read it.
The BJ library is very quiet, Liu Shuo also specially bought a walkman and headphones, and bought a cassette of Chinese classical music, listening to classical songs while reading books.
It's not a great view, but it's about opening up your mind. Reading can also play this role, reading and reading, Liu Shuo entered a dizzy state.
Some people say it's settled! Some people say it's sleepy! No matter what it's called, Liu Shuo's mind has already begun to have scenes of memories, recalling the things he experienced, one by one.
He was like a bystander, judging everything, and when he did, he realized that he could have done better.
There were some things he was too anxious about, and there were some things that he was disgusted with, and he really didn't understand why he did it at the time.
But in the next moment, his thoughts were different, and he actually began to defend himself, what I did was done according to my own character, is there anything wrong?
The repetition of thoughts made Liu Shuo a little tired, and he fell asleep on the table unconsciously.
I don't know how long it took for Liu Shuo to wake up, take out his mobile phone and see that it was already more than five o'clock in the afternoon. Wiping the saliva from the corners of his mouth, Liu Shuo returned the book, and then got up and walked out of the library.
The next day, Liu Shuo continued to the library, thinking about things over and over again, falling into strife again, and falling asleep again......
After thinking about it day by day, I suddenly woke up one day and decided on one thing.
Regardless of whether he can change his personality or not, and whether he is a good person or not, he has to live. And to live is to have a goal to live, and his goal is for China's animation industry. He doesn't dare to say that he will support the entire Chinese animation industry, nor does he dare to say that he will definitely succeed, but people always have some dreams.
Even for this dream, all he has to do is to draw his comics well, take care of the comic website, and take care of his own industry. Only when these things are done well can he realize his dreams.
After figuring this out, Liu Shuo immediately returned to the hotel to vacate the room, and then returned to the school and began to seriously design the next comic.
This comic Liu Shuo named it "The Wizard of Wonderland", which is a fairy comic.
The world view and story of "League of Legends" have almost taken shape, as long as a master writer can be cultivated, he can let "League of Legends" go. But the main writer is not so easy to cultivate, especially the main writer who can inherit his own style, several of his assistants are the objects of his key training, as long as one can become the main writer, he will hand over "League of Legends", and then start the creation of new comics.
If he can't train a main writer, then Liu Shuo may have to wait a few years to create new comics, at least wait for him to graduate!
Without graduating, he simply didn't have time to do and draw new comics. Especially now, in the case of both classes and teaching, the "Dream of Martial Arts" project still occupies his time from time to time, and it is impossible to double open!