Jasmine has been forced to stay in the hospital lately, and the place is filled with the suffocating smell of disinfectant and large white walls.

She counted the days every day.

Day 1.

The next day.

Day 3.

In the few days she spent in this place, Jasmine felt as if her life had been turned upside down.

Like the eternal night at the poles, darkness turned her world upside down to the point where even she felt incredible.

She stood in the dark, and wherever she went, it was pitch black all around, and there was no light.

"Jasmine, do you remember me?"

In the white hospital room, a middle-aged man dressed as a doctor in a white lab coat smiled at her and tried to make her relax.

Jasmine's fingers curled up, as if to react, and the girl looked up in confusion at the man sitting in front of her bed.

"You're the doctor who often prescribes nutrition to me. "Since then, my father would take her over to see a doctor every once in a while, saying that she was not in good health and needed to take some nutritional medicine to supplement the lack of vitamins in her body.

Jasmine has always suspected him, since when has she been eating pills that have no taste but bitterness?

K always said in his letters, Jasmine, eat less of those nutritional pills, if you want to replenish the vitamins and minerals that the body needs, you can actually get it through food.

But my father and stepmother always told me to remember to eat on time.

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Originally.

"I see. ”

The girl's face was pale, and she kept repeating it, with a hint of collapse.

"Jasmine, don't be afraid, in fact, I'm here today to talk to you about those friends of yours, didn't you say that they all exist?"

The doctor quickly calmed her down, got up and turned on the music in the room, went to the window and lifted the curtains, and the quiet sunlight poured into the pale room from the outside world, and immediately expelled the darkness.

The doctor sat back in his chair and watched the girl curl up on the bed in discomfort, burying her head in her knees, looking particularly pitiful.

"They existed. ”

"Jasmine, can you tell me about your neighbor Chen Chen?"

Chen Chen.

The name, once mentioned, makes people feel suffocated.

Jasmine looked up at the bright sunlight outside the window, but there was a faint gray haze in her eyes, and she suddenly lowered her head and played with her fingers.

"It's the fifth day. ”

Spit out this sentence inexplicably, the doctor was a little puzzled, and asked her suspiciously, "What is the fifth day?"

The girl did not answer, but obediently answered the doctor's previous question.

"Chen Chen and I have known each other since childhood, but my father said that Uncle Chen and Aunt Chen had never had children...... , how is that possible!"

These days and countless nights, she constantly replays every picture she has spent with Chen Chen in her mind, they have known each other since they were children, and when she was a child, she liked to follow his ass and pull the corner of his clothes and call her brother inarticulately.

Although they gradually grew apart, they always lived in each other's homes, and when they were older, he ...... Badly wounded on a rainy night, she almost thought he was going to die.

That's just barely right, isn't it?

His body was cold.

Heartless beating.

But he always took her hand and held her carefully in the palm of his hand as a treasure, how dare he forget the sweet and painful taste? How could it be fake?

That familiarity is like eroding into the blood, no matter how much others try to deny it.

The girl confided in the doctor all the stories she remembered except for the strange things, sometimes with a strange smile, sometimes with a sad look.

Just like all patients.

Hysterical to those who are not real.

Things that never happened in the eyes of others.

The doctor listened intently, and when Jasmine fell into a negative and depressed look, he smiled, "It seems that your neighbor brother is a very good man, but what about Jasmine, another good friend of yours?

“k。 Actually, I haven't met him. ”

The girl lowered her head again, "He wrote to me when I was most depressed, and always encouraged me to be a happy person. ”

K always shared his interesting experiences with her, and he told her that he would most like to go to a small island in the south of the earth that is like summer all year round, and it is better to live at a slow pace like an old turtle, so that he can enjoy life comfortably.

Whenever she encounters troubles, he will also rationally help her analyze various problems and put forward his own opinions.

He also likes to share the books he has read.

Tell her that life is like the ocean, and everyone is a sailboat drifting in the vast ocean.

Sometimes you experience wind and waves, and sometimes you experience wind and rain.

But the best moment always comes after the storm, and the beautiful sunset turns into a warm and calm wind, gently brushing the cheeks.

At this time, you just need to quietly feel the quiet and happy time.

There is no need to think about those troubles anymore.

"He hadn't written to me for a long time, he had moved to a distant place. ”

The girl fell into a gloomy mood again, she was sad and uneasy, and tried hard to tell the doctor so many things about Chen Chen and K, those vivid memories kept coming to mind, like movie scenes, and she even remembered the vivid touch and unforgettable taste.

"How could they not exist. ”

"How is that possible?"

Sick people are prone to falling into self-paranoia, where they firmly believe in what they fantasize about, depicting everything one by one.

But in the eyes of others, it is so ridiculous.

A lengthy conversation ended at dinner time in the evening, and when the doctor walked out the door with his medical notebook, Jasmine was left alone in the empty room.

She curled up in bed alone, still counting the days with her hands folded.

One, two, three, four, five.

One, two, three, four, five.

It's been five days.

Why hasn't Chen Chen come to her yet?

Even her father said that the boy didn't exist, but she was only a character she imagined because she was sick.

But Jasmine didn't want to believe it.

She wanted to get out of the suffocating ward.

She wanted to go out and find him.

"Chen Chen, I'm uncomfortable. ”

As the setting sun fell silently in the ward, the room became a little dim, and the girl looked up at the sunset outside the window, and she walked barefoot to the window, whispering to herself.

"Dad always kills mom in his dreams. ”

"Today he has another bruise on his arm. ”

"Obviously the spot where I cut off his arm with a knife last night......"

What is real?

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