35.K's farewell letter

Early morning.

Jasmine quietly walked out of the door, while Chen Chen was changing clothes upstairs, she quickly finished solving the feeding from the young love, and rushed out of the house like a thief, ready to stuff the letter she wrote yesterday into the mailbox full of advertisements and recruitment newspapers.

A letter with simple black letters on the yellow surface lay quietly on the surface of the pile of waste paper.

It's K's letter.

When she saw the letter, Jasmine's heart was properly relieved, and she couldn't wait to take it out, carefully tore her head open, and took out the simple white paper and black letters.

K's hand still didn't seem to heal, and he replied to her by typing.

K hadn't written back to Jasmine for too long, and when she first saw K's letter, she was overjoyed.

Jasmine stuffed the torn envelope into her schoolbag and carefully spread out K's letter, but when she swept the contents of the letter line by line, the smile of joy that had been rippling at the corner of her mouth slowly settled.

"K, it's ......"

Jasmine couldn't react. But the letter in his hand seemed to be a farewell letter.

K said-

"To Jasmine.

It's been a long time since I've spoken to Jasmine, and I miss it so much.

Recently, I have been busy preparing to go to the United States, and the visa has also come down.

I once told Jasmine that there are always a lot of helplessness in life, and it seems that it is time for me to say goodbye to Jasmine.

Maybe you won't be able to receive Jasmine's letter in the future, you feel lonely when you think about it, and Jasmine may have a hard time walking the rest of the way, but don't be afraid.

The light will always be at the end of the darkness. 」

Jasmine stood by the mailbox next to the courtyard in a daze with the letter in her hand, rubbing her eyes a little helplessly.

This is a farewell letter from K.

She knew that K had become more and more abnormal recently, and the frequent letters and letters that had been frequent in the past gradually became once every three or five days, and then gradually became once a week.

Although K did not explain it in the letter, when he read it, he felt that he was getting farther and farther away.

It turned out to be a sign.

K was saying goodbye to her.

It's been so many years, even if he goes abroad, he will always say, Jasmine, wait for me to come back, I will come back soon to tell Jasmine about the outside world.

But this time.

K actually said that he would not be able to receive Jasmine's letters in the future, and he felt lonely when he thought about it.

Could it be that something happened in K's house?......

Jasmine had to go that way, but K wouldn't reveal it, and she didn't know how to help him, just as he had always encouraged her.

"Jasmine, what's wrong?"

I don't know when, Chen Chen walked to the side, but Jasmine didn't even forget to cover it up, she muttered to herself.

"K is leaving. ”

It's sad, and the most feared thing is parting.

On the snowy night when her mother left, she and her father stood on the empty street, watching her mother walk farther and farther away with a suitcase.

The wheels of the suitcase glided slowly down the icy streets, and the abrupt sound echoed in my ears, lonely and sad.

But what about K.

She couldn't even see his back.

He only exists in the letter, like an unreal character.

She hung her head lonely, exuding a thick sadness all around her, and this qiē was taken into the eyes of the teenager.

The boy rolled his eyes slightly, and the corners of his mouth were delicately hooked.

"Don't be sad. He gently stroked her head and said softly: "Although I don't know who he is, Jasmine shouldn't be too sad, there is a banquet in the world, he is gone, Jasmine still has me." ”

"But ......"

Jasmine's words stopped abruptly, and she shook her head in disappointment.

"Chen Chen, he is not an ordinary person to me. ”

For her, K was a very special being, she was accustomed to the company of his letters, and she even thought that they would correspond like this forever, until their gray hair turned gray.

But I didn't expect to receive this farewell letter suddenly.

"Well, don't cry. The boy wiped away her tears in distress, "I will always be with Jasmine." ”

Along the way, Jasmine held Chen Chen's hand, she really hoped that it was just a dream of herself, this dream was very sad, and her heart seemed to be taken away.

I looked at the letter countless times and couldn't believe my eyes.

Why.

Jasmine didn't understand why K would leave her a farewell letter so suddenly.

"Chen Chen, I always feel like a dream. She couldn't figure out why K said goodbye to me all of a sudden. ”

The boy raised an eyebrow and squeezed her hand.

"Maybe your pen pal has a reason to leave. ”

Along the way, she poured out all the bonds between herself and K, and Chen Chen was probably the first person to know about K's storage.

But he didn't understand her feelings.

"Jasmine. The teenager called out to her and asked a very strange question on the bus.

"If one day I'm suddenly leaving, will you feel lost and sad?"

In the crowded bus, the young man carefully protected her as if she were in his arms, isolating the squeezing outside, he lowered his head and looked at her carefully, only to find that Jasmine was confused and couldn't say a word.

There is vinegar under the eyes.

Still can't compare to that guy?

The shadow that only exists in the dark.

But it's fine.

What he had was time to pry open her shell and get in touch with her soft heart.

And that guy.

There will never be another chance.

He will disappear.

Right.

It will disappear until it fades into Jasmine's memory.

Jasmine has been thinking about Chen Chen's question, but she finds that the answer is unanswered.

Because Chen Chen was still by her side, she didn't think at all that if he suddenly disappeared one day-

Disappear?

"Chen Chen, don't scare me. The girl looked up at him pitifully with a sad face.

"You're not going to die. ”

Chen Chen was stunned.

Seeing her staring at him pitifully, her eyes were full of worry, and she understood something in an instant.

The little fool thought that the disappearance he said was that he was going to die.

But seeing that she was worried about herself, she was inexplicably happy.

The boy pursed his lips and chuckled.

"Jasmine is such a fool. ”

"Why scold me. She burst into tears.

Rest assured, Jasmine.

Chen Chen didn't say anything, just patted her head.

When the bus stopped at the school gate, Jasmine got off the bus sullenly, still holding the letter in her hand, like a walking corpse, and let Chen Chen take her up to the teaching building.

As soon as he entered the classroom, he heard Zhang Yangyang crying wolf in the classroom in shock.

"Let's go together after school today?!"

She sat back in her seat silently, but was told by the classmates next to her that the class would organize a memorial service for Zhang Xiaoying after school.

Jasmine was stunned for a long time, and stupidly repeated what her classmate had just told her.

"Going today?"

K's farewell letter devastated her, and she didn't ease her mood yet, and she was going to Zhang Xiaoying's memorial service after school.

Her mood suddenly jumped from loss to being strangled tightly, because of nervousness, her eyes were a little straight, staring at the corner of the desk next to her in a daze.

The classmate sitting opposite saw her preoccupied appearance, and thought that she did not dare to face the funeral memorial service.

"Jasmine, are you alright? Why did you suddenly get into a daze......? Haven't you ever been to a memorial service? You look scared. One hand and five fingers were spread out and shook in front of her.

"No, it's fine. Jasmine came back to her senses, her tone tinged with a bit of panic, and she avoided the gaze, trying to hide her feelings, but her index finger bent and scratched at the skin next to her thumb nail.

Going today, so fast.

She had the intention of retreating, and she was going to face Zhang Xiaofalcon's portrait today......

Thinking that Zhang Xiaoying would stare at her in the dead portrait, a cold chill couldn't help but rise at her cervical vertebrae.

But if you don't go, people will say, "Jasmine is so strange, why don't you even want to see Zhang Xiaofalcon's last face...... Do you say?"

No!

The more Jasmine thought about it, the more frightened she became, and she felt like a thief, her eyes dodged, her head was dazed for a while, and she stood up from the chair with great movements.

"I'm going to the toilet. ”

There were five minutes left before the morning reading, but she didn't care, and rushed out of the classroom in a hurry.

She hurried down the stairs and walked along the end of the corridor on the right, at the end of which was Chen Chen's classroom.

To discuss with Chen Chen, he must know what to do.

The corner classroom is very quiet, not as noisy as other classes, the top students are sitting quietly in their places, or reading books, or quietly memorizing texts, no one probes left and right, and no one whispers quietly.

Jasmine scurled around the back door of the classroom and spotted the boy among the crowd of students who were doing their own thing, sitting in the corner of the penultimate row on the far right, language book in hand, staring intently at the book.

As if he had a heart, the boy seemed to sense something, and suddenly raised his head to look at the back door of the classroom, and Jasmine timidly picked up the back door of the classroom, revealing half of her body and quietly looking at him.

She saw the young man's expressionless face change, his inky eyes as if they had been lit by torches, and his eyes sparkled at her.

At this moment, the bell for the morning reading rang.

Bell bell bell.

Jasmine looked around a little anxiously, and Chao Chen hooked her fingers.

The boy stood up knowingly, and walked out without a word, bypassing the position behind him.

"Chen Chen!"

"What's wrong?"

As soon as the boy's feet stepped out of the classroom, Jasmine couldn't wait to grab the corner of his clothes and drag him to the open-air stairs near the toilet, she cautiously stretched out her head to look at the corridor of the classroom, and found that the teacher with the book Jiàn walked into Chen Chen's class, and without waiting for a sigh of relief, she pulled out her brain-

"The classmates in the class just now decided to go to Zhang Xiaofalcon's memorial service after school!