I have no choice but to ask for leave, and I am very sorry

Alas...... Originally, I said that I would try to keep changing as much as possible, but ...... I'm really tired, not only physically but also mentally, and I can't really get out......

Whenever I think I can chase my dreams, reality always gives me a merciless head-on blow, really, I don't know what to say......

Take a leave of absence and take a break, I'm sorry everyone. (To be continued.) )