Chapter 3 3 The Meaning of Living
In the darkness that could not be seen, the magnitude of the shaking was somewhat like a cradle in a distant memory. She was like a newborn baby, completely naked, revealing herself in this world.
Hatred, pain, sorrow, overwhelmed her.
Ye Daiwan cried until she couldn't open her red and swollen eyes. She couldn't contain her crying, but she was also afraid that it would cause trouble to the people who carried her. It was Tatsuri, because at the end, she saw his hand.
She knew that everyone was doing it for her good, and they didn't want her to be in danger. But this kind of kindness that she simply gave regardless of her own wishes really made her unacceptable. Obviously she could choose to spend it together, and she had a better choice, but she was forced to choose the path she didn't like the most.
It's really lonely to go alone.
She would rather stand in front of everyone and fight to the death to protect the people she loves. But she knew that it was nothing more than her own wayward words. She couldn't really do that. Because it's not to protect the people she loves, it's just for her own selfishness, and ultimately kill everyone's stupidity.
She stayed in the palace, and if she was unfortunately hit by a stray arrow and died, then everyone on her side would not have a way to live. The minister may be able to take refuge in the next monarch, but these maids and janissaries who were once loyal to her will definitely not be able to gain the trust of the new monarch.
Unless, they offer their own heads as sacrifices.
In the narrow dark space, Ye Daiwan touched her neck, which was the weakness of a soft and slender human. As long as you cut the epidermis with a knife, even if it is not very sharp, the blood vessels underneath will gush out like a spring.
If it is a powerful warrior, he can even cut off a person's head completely at one time, which is simple and simple, like cutting sugar cane. Ye Daiwan knew that feeling, it was a kind of action that would not make people hesitate, as long as the knife was raised, when it fell, it was warm blood.
Death is only a matter of moments. Ye Daiwan had felt fear countless times. But why didn't she feel a hint of panic now? She stroked her neck, and her palms throbbed hotly.
What does it mean to be alive?
"Your Majesty. "The man's voice.
"Chenxi?" Ye Daiwan put down the emperor in her hand and tried to answer. Her throat hurt more than she thought and she cried for too long. She pronounced it twice, but she didn't let anyone outside hear it, so she had to change her way, raise her hand and gently tap on the top of the box.
"Your Majesty, it will be a while. Are you alright?" called out anxiously outside. He couldn't be more nervous, after all, he was now in charge of the lifeblood of a country, the hope of the world, and the majesty of all.
"Not good. Even though he said that, no one outside could hear it. Ye Daiwan sighed and continued to knock on the top of the box. I hope people outside can understand what she means. I want to go back. Even if it was darkness, a prison, or death, she wanted to go back.
Because now there is her home.
There's her family there.
Although I knew that they were trying to save her because of their deep love, why did they feel so sad? It was like being abandoned by their own family...... What a feeling. Obviously said yes, he wouldn't leave her. It's all liars.
"Your Majesty!" At that moment, the box was opened, and a little light shone in. Ye Daiwan involuntarily covered her eyes, the light was too dazzling. "Your Majesty, how are you?"
"No problem. Is it there?" Ye Daiwan has too many complaints and too many grievances in her heart, but this is not the time to be coquettish, Ye Daiwan knows. She tilted her head and hid half of her face in the blanket, while the other half covered her face with her hands, pretending to avoid the harsh light.
"Your Majesty, are you still crying?" Even if Ye Daiwan has high acting skills, she can't resist showing her face in the palace. Now, no one will really think that the indifference pretended by His Majesty is real.
Because everyone knows that His Majesty is a crybaby.
"Nope. Not at all. Ye Daiwan knew that she had been seen through, but she still couldn't help but stiffen her mouth.
She didn't cry, she didn't act like a fool, like a wayward child, venting her desires vigorously, but she didn't want to care about other people's pain and worries. But actually, she knew, she couldn't do that. Not only because I am loved, but also because I love these family members deeply.
"Yes. Your Majesty did not cry. Your Majesty and patience, you will be able to get out of the tunnel in a while. At that time, the minister will remind His Majesty, and I hope that Your Majesty will not make a sound. Chen Ci didn't dwell on it, smiled slightly, and replied.
"I know. And her throat was hoarse, and even if she spoke hard, no one would be able to hear her through the box. Although she thought so, Ye Daiwan still nodded obediently.
Then it staggered forward in the darkness. It's strange to say that after being hit by Chenci like this, the strange spread of grief suddenly alleviated a lot. Ye Daiwan closed her eyes, stopped thinking about those strange things, and fell asleep deeply.
Her illness had not yet healed, and she still had a little residual warmth. However, this dream does not contain a shadow at all, and it is as gentle as being embraced by a mother. The whole world is surrounded by flowers, the fragrance is overflowing, and the smiles of the people are hidden in the flowers.
The moment she woke up, she was still thinking stupidly. Ah, it's over. Everyone will return to a peaceful life, and the biggest worry of each day is just the happy day of what to eat at the next meal. No one will be absent. Everybody's going to be there. Continue.
However, it wasn't until Tatsumi helped her up from the box that she really came to her senses. It was just a dream. Maybe that day will come again one day, maybe never again.
"Your Majesty, here it is. Chen Ci carefully helped her to the top of the collapse and sat down. "How are you feeling?
"Nope. Ye Daiwan forcibly endured the dullness in her chest, she is not a hypocritical person now, but she can still endure such a little pain. "Still, if you're a little thirsty, give me some water. ”
The careless man only reacted at this time, and he didn't even prepare a cup of tea for His Majesty. Your Majesty is still having a fever, and you have been bumpy all the way for so long, Your Majesty must be very tired. "I'm very sorry, Your Majesty, I'm going to pour tea. ”
"Don't make tea, give me a glass of warm water, add some honey if you have honey, don't use it if you don't. Ye Daiwan leaned on the cold and hard wooden couch, not very comfortable. A man's carelessness is really not ordinary, at least take out the blanket in the box.
Never mind. A person who is taken care of by others has to dislike others, which is super annoying. Ye Daiwan finished laughing at herself, slowly groped for herself, took out the blanket in the box, and almost fell back.
At this time, I will miss Lu Shushen and them very much. Is it true that he is still a child who has not grown up?
But now is not the time to be spoiled.