I drank some wine tonight and cried alone for a long time, and I really couldn't hold it anymore!!!!!

I was very attentive to the book, and it took me no less than four months to prepare and revise the manuscript before writing it. (5) ∨ eight (5) ∨ eight (5) ∨ read (5) ∨ book, .●.●o I would love to write this book perfectly, at least within my ability!!

But I really can't hold on anymore!!

When I wasn't writing books, I lived a petty bourgeois life, in a third-tier city, six or seven thousand yuan a month, and at most nearly 20,000 yuan a month, which is a very good income. But after writing the novel, my income did not exceed 3,000 a month!!!!!

My family was against it from the beginning, and until now, my parents have not dared to tell anyone what my real profession is, only that I work in a bank.

My girlfriend and I are already engaged, but I didn't dare to get a license, I always felt that my career was too unstable to give her happiness, so I kept dragging it out, and I kept thinking that one day I would be happy with her to get a marriage certificate with a monthly salary of more than 10,000 yuan just by writing novels.

Alas, it may be that God is playing tricks on people, or it may be that I am not capable enough, and I have not received a salary of more than 3,000 until now.

I wrote books until two or three o'clock in the morning every day, and often stayed up all night in order to check a piece of information, but in the end, I ended up with such a result!!!!!!!

I'm around 1.7 million words, and I only get less than 2,000 a month, and now it's better, more than 2,000, but what are these?

My family is okay, I don't have to pay a penny for the house, my parents have already bought it, but I really can't live in my heart, in my fifties, my parents have to go out to sell fruits at five or six o'clock every day!

My girlfriend is a very nice girl and very accommodating to me, I write every night until the wee hours of the morning, she never complains, I only go shopping with her once or twice a year, and she doesn't complain!!1

So far, my book has done well, so I can rest assured that I am not sorry for Zongheng and the money they gave me!!!!

But I'm sorry for my family, my girlfriend, and I'm sorry for you, more than 3,000 readers!!!,

The book has a 4:1 ratio, which is a rare number......

I just want to find an excuse to write it again, and finish telling this story well, and finish telling the stories of Chen Yi, Luo Yan, Han Wenxue, Jiang Xin, Chen Longxiang, Zong Jun, Wu Fatzi, and all the dragon riders, but I really can't hold on anymore, my family can't hold on anymore, and my girlfriend can't hold on anymore!!!

I'd love to finish, I'd love to finish, I'd love to finish, I'd love to finish, I'd love to finish......

I'm going to finish it, I'm going to finish it, I'm going to finish it......

There's another one tonight, my favorite book, my favorite book......

I'm going to finish it......

As for where to go after writing this book, whether to do some small business or find a stable professional to eat and die, or continue to write, I don't know! Maybe I will stop writing, I will go to other websites, but I want to leave with a clear conscience, at least I am not sorry for them, and I don't want to be sorry for you!!!!