Chapter 145: But Why Does My Heart Hurt?

Chen Yanling sat in the Si'er space in a daze, her eyes were glazed, and she had maintained a posture for a long time, and she had not moved. Pen, fun, and www.biquge.info

It's been a few days since he broke up with Tian Bo, and everything has returned to the time when he was just reborn, but his heart is empty.

At that time, there was still a thought in my heart, looking forward to the days with Tian Bo, but now? What else can I hope for now?

"Si'er, did you say I did the right thing this time?" Chen Yanling moved, the sluggishness in her eyes did not decrease, and she didn't know whether she was talking to herself or really asking Si'er.

"I don't know, but I do know one thing, that is, if you break up with him, your heart is comfortable and relaxed, then even if you are sad, there is nothing wrong with it, you are right. ”

Si'er's eyes also became confused because of Chen Yanling's words, and her eyes that had always been wise were also covered with a layer of mist, and she couldn't really see her true emotions.

"Relaxed, comfortable, it seems to be me, since the moment he and Tian Hiroshi said that they broke up, my heart is really relaxed. ”

"There is no oppressive feeling like before, and there is no heaviness, but I feel that the whole person is transparent and comfortable. ”

"So that means I didn't do anything wrong, I made the wrong decision, right? But why does my heart hurt so much?"

The tears in the corners of Chen Yanling's eyes finally couldn't help falling, melting into the black earth and dripping into the clear lake.

Her heart hurts, although it is very relaxed and comfortable, but her heart hurts, she can't pretend to be heartbroken, as long as she thinks of Tian Bo, she will feel heartache.

Tian Bo is her obsession in this life, because she missed him in the previous life, she wants to make up for it, wants to change, and wants to live according to her own ideas.

But life gave her a big slap in the face, she was with Tian Bo, but there was no lover's trust between the two of them.

There is no heart-to-heart between lovers, they are always chasing, chasing different things, so they will go farther and farther.

"Si'er, my heart hurts so much, but I have to do this, because the two of us really don't seem to be suitable, I want to pursue soul fit, isn't it too extravagant?"

Chen Yanling was babbling, and she didn't want Si'er's answer, that is, she said all the words that were held in her heart, and said them.

In that case, wouldn't it be heartache?

In that case, won't you miss it?

In that case, is it possible to put it down?

Chen Yanling didn't know, but she knew that even if her heart hurt, she didn't regret the decision she made.

After pushing Tian Bo away that day, Chen Yanling took Zhang Yujing home, and Tian Bo always stood alone in place.

Chen Yanling glanced back when she turned the corner, and saw Jiang Hong and Zhou Luke by Tian Bo's side, not knowing what to say, Chen Yanling thought, it should be persuading him.

Tian Bo is not alone, Chen Yanling left very relieved, and from that day on, all news related to Tian Bo was cut off.

"Yeon-ling, when are you going to do this, when are you going to be able to cheer up a little and think about the others?"

Chen Yanling's decadent and depressed appearance Si'er never got used to it, but thinking that she was out of love, she endured it, but she didn't expect that she was beginning to doubt herself now.

"The fit of the soul is the true love, do you understand? Material things are easy to satisfy, but the spiritual world is very difficult. ”

"There's nothing wrong with wanting a soul mate, and it's pretty sure that it's the right thing to do, so you're breaking up, it's the right thing to do. ”

"I think you know it yourself, and in that case, what are you pretending to be decadent here? Where are you yourself half-dead, and you don't think about the others?"

"Don't you see that your half-dead life has made your family sad? Your grandmother worries about you every day, and your father worries at the same time. ”

"It's your younger brother, who usually doesn't go out to play with you much, don't you feel any of this? Why does your friend Zhang Yujing call you every day, it's not because I'm worried about you. ”

"So many people are worried about you, you say, what right do you have to be so decadent, and what right do you have to make them worry and sad?"

Si Erqi's eyes were full of anger, and his chest was also up and down, and he counted Chen Yanling without pausing.

Chen Yanling looked at Si'er as if she had been struck by lightning, wooden and mechanical.

Really? Does she really worry the people she cares about?

After thinking about it for a while, I found that what Si'er said was right, grandma was obviously absent-minded these days, and her eyes were full of worry when she looked at her.

Father Chen Guo came to see her more often, but at the same time, there was worry in his eyes.

Fifteen or sixteen years old, who is the age when she likes to play, has been staying at home for the past few days, and she has not noticed these things at all.

My brother is such a fun-loving person, and he is willing to be locked up at home for her, but what about her?

Chen Yanling, who couldn't wait to beat herself hard, wanted to cry without tears, and scolded herself fiercely in her heart, and there was no such defeat in her eyes.

"Si'er, I'm sorry, you're worried too, aren't you? I'm sorry, I'm ...... I'm really sorry that I worried all the people who care about me for a clear ending. ”

"Si'er, thank you, thank you for letting me know this, and thank you for pulling me out of here" Chen Yanling thanked solemnly.

Sir was always like this, giving her confidence and direction every time she was overwhelmed or in a corner.

I really thank her, but they all said that they were very gracious and unthankful, "Si'er, I will cultivate well in the future, I'll go out first, goodbye." ”

Before the words were finished, Chen Yanling's figure was gone, and only a crisp and loud voice echoed throughout the space.

Wan Er smiled, Si Er sat down and began to cultivate, her time was decreasing, one more minute of cultivation, one more minute of chance, more hope.

Therefore, now she can't let go of any opportunity, cultivate hard, and perhaps, wait until the day she leaves here.

Si'er's heart was very heavy, but she couldn't tell Chen Yanling about this, she could only urge her to cultivate hard, but every time, Chen Yanling would write her a blank check just now.

Forget it, although Chen Yanling is naughty, she is very measured, and she has been cultivating very hard during this period of time.

However, she can't put all her hopes on Yanling, she has to work hard to find a way herself, and it is good to have one more way after all.

Got rid of all distractions and began to cultivate without distractions, and Chen Yanling, who was out of the Si'er space, had already packed up her emotions and couldn't see the decadence and sadness of the previous few days, but she also made a decision.