Today is Children's Day, and I sincerely wish my brothers and sisters a happy holiday here.5./books/22/22053/

[Wear it through] and then wear it and chop your hands!.

On this cheerful day, Jing Ye couldn't help but think of his father again, in fact, Jing Ye had thought of his father countless times in the past few months, and sometimes even had the hallucination of his father passing by him.

It's a pity that no matter how much he misses his father in the quiet night, his father will never come back.

In the past year, a lot of things have happened in Jingye's home, first my mother was diagnosed with endometrial cancer, and after several twists and turns of successful surgery, I came the sad news that my father had advanced liver cancer.

I still vividly remember the conversation I had with my father.

I asked my father, "What if my mother's endometrial cancer is terminal?"

My father's eyes were red at that time, and he was silent for a long time before he said, "No matter how severe your mother's illness is, it can be cured!"

However, when my father was diagnosed with cancer, I did not dare to tell my mother, and my father did not let me tell my mother, until my father was so poor that he was kicked out of the hospital, and my mother learned that my father was terminally ill.

The father is gone, and the mother is undoubtedly broken.

The father is gone, and the silent night is equally broken.

I always felt that my father was the pillar of the family, and I was just a child, a child who would never grow up.

But when my father left, I realized that I was already a father of two children, and the eldest son in the family.

The change of roles caught me off guard.

Not only did I have to take care of my mother's body to prevent her from relapsing from her old illness, but I also had to adjust my emotions and let myself come out of my sorrow as much as possible.

It turns out that children are only a relative concept, and it has nothing to do with age.

In the days after my father left, I couldn't help but think about the scenes I spent with my father almost every day.

In the days after my father left, as long as I was idle, I would fall into an inexplicable low feeling, and then all kinds of negative feelings would come surgingly.

……

Whether I want it or not, my father is gone.

Life goes on whether I want it or not.

In order to treat his parents, he used all his family savings and even borrowed a lot of foreign debts.

When huge economic pressure fell on Jing Ye, even if Jing Ye was unwilling, Jing Ye had to overcome a difficult task to create a new book.

Then an embarrassing thing happened, because of the many misfortunes that happened at home, Jing Ye couldn't find the state for a long time.

I wrote and deleted, deleted and wrote, and I was stunned that I couldn't write a satisfactory opening for three months, and Jingye even began to doubt whether I was still suitable for writing.

However, Jingye finally persevered, because in the face of two children waiting to be fed and a seriously ill mother, Jingye had no way to be hypocritical.

In order to repay the huge debt, in order to support the family, Jing Ye not only had to overcome a difficult point to persist in creating, but also had to pay a thousand times more effort than others, even if he sacrificed his daily sleep time, Jing Ye had to complete the day's creative tasks and get some manuscripts at the same time, for today's outbreak, Jing Ye has been preparing for a whole month.

Today is the first day on the shelves.,Ten chapters broke out in the silent night.,The rest of the month.,The silent night will continue to break out.,The silent night works hard to break out.,Just to ask for a guaranteed monthly pass.。

Ask the brothers and sisters to throw the guaranteed monthly pass in their hands to the silent night.

Silent Night Thanks!(To be continued.) )