Lin Rong lost his soul, just like a wooden doll that was pulled by the strings, clinking glasses with those who came to toast, greeting those who came to talk and laugh, and Mu Mudi and reciprocating with a weak and pale smile. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info

By the time the awards began, her brain had been occupied by uncontrollable emotions, and she couldn't hear what was being said on stage at all, but when the assistant worriedly told her that it was time to go on stage, she moved mechanically and walked slowly towards the stage where she couldn't see clearly.

The spotlights, dazzling flashing lights, and brilliant crystal lights that shrouded the entire speaking stage...... She couldn't open her eyes in a daze.

Glaring, ridiculous.

All this, illusory, like a dream, belongs to her only in the moment.

In the blink of an eye, it dissipated like smoke.

The host handed the microphone in her hand to her sweaty hand, and she looked at the other party's mouth one by one, wandering out of the world.

"It seems that our masked goddess is so excited that she has forgotten how to say thank you. The host's voice came from the wheat.

Then, the voice floated to Lin Rong's ears, but it was fragmented.

Thanks, who thanked her, and who did she want to thank?

Anyone here probably doesn't know who she really is.

Lin Rong sniffed, trying to keep his tears from falling.

Standing on the stage with the strongest light source, she vaguely saw that many people below were looking at her, and many of them had envy and yearning in their eyes.

She tried to look for the familiar figures under the stage, but her eyes were hazy and moist, and she tried to see clearly, but she couldn't see clearly, and she couldn't find ......

Before, when she was also crying, the voice that weighed heavily on her shoulders and told her not to cry, that she would be the enlightening light on the road for all those who had lost their way.

She wanted to hear it again, she wanted to hear him again.

In the future, he won't pay attention to her anymore, will he?

If she gets lost one day, then she can only be lonely and lost in the corner, and no one will be her pilot light?

Also, the boys who called her goddess one by one sang the song of stubbornness, sang the song of gentleness, and looked at her again and again with admiration and admiration.

She wanted to hear them sing again, to hear them sing the most beautiful words again.

Don't bother, that's the gentleness I give you.

She doesn't show up anymore, she doesn't bother their lives anymore, that's the best tenderness for them, isn't it?

Also, always speak to her in a superior commanding voice, telling her to either stand and stay up, survive everyone here, and get up again until you get back up, or go back to the man in her hometown...... Do you know where her home is, do you know that she will probably never go back?

If she chooses again, will it be better if she doesn't sign a new contract, or if she asks him to terminate the contract or send her to court?

Isn't it satisfying to let this story end early?

"Haha, it seems that our goddess is really shy today, so why don't we just sing and express our gratitude to everyone with singing?" The host's voice broke into her thoughts.

Lin Rong wanted to pull out a smile, but found that he was already wet under his mask.

Singing, if it could change everything, she would rather never stop singing.

However, the reality is so cruel, and it is useless to work hard and pay 100%.

The more people who care, the more they can't see her efforts, how desperate it is.

The whole world was blurred by the light of the water, and finally the person she knew so well broke in.

"Hey, what are you doing? Hurry up and say a word or two, and say thank you to anyone! You're usually so clever, what's going on today? Isn't there a deliberate strike?"

Lin Rong was like a doll that had been pressed on the switch, and finally sobered up a little.

Strike?

Probably, it's time to strike.

She's just a codeword dog, how did she get here?

Obviously, nothing here belongs to hers.

Lin Rong glanced at the other party with teary eyes, making all his follow-up voices sink in his throat.

"Crying, okay, okay, I'm afraid of you, Miss, forget it, host, you go directly to the following process, let her get off the stage." ”

The big hand was about to break her shoulders and take her off the stage, but Lin Rong picked up the microphone and put it to his mouth.

Xu Shuheng, who wanted to say that he would ask her to leave the stage and then got off the stage, was stunned.

Lin Rong sniffed, trying not to hear any trembling or sadness in his voice.

"In the past, I wanted to let it pass, but it didn't seem to work. ”

"My agent once said that he had been thinking about what path he wanted me to take. ”

"I'm afraid I'm going to let him down. ”

Xu Shuheng stretched out his hand to gesture to the host and paused in mid-air.

"The bright road he arranged, I may not be able to make it to the end. ”

Lin Rong's hand holding the microphone was a little shaky, and his brain couldn't control the natural reaction of his body.

The moment the tears finally fell, she saw Yuan Wei being pulled by Shou Xiao and walking back into the auditorium, both of them looking at her with complicated eyes.

At this moment, her voice could no longer be steady.

"I think I'm probably going to have to continue to be willful, and from tomorrow onwards, I'm going to live for myself, and I don't care about the past of who's right and who's wrong. ”

"From tomorrow onwards, I'm going to go the way I want to go. The one that belongs to me under the mask, a path that is probably ordinary, tangled, and broken. ”

Lin Rong turned his head and looked at the host behind him, "I'm sorry, I originally planned to sing "Eleventh Year" because this is ......"

She touched her mask, "It's the eleventh year this body has been here." ”

Xu Shuheng, who had already walked to the stage, suddenly stiffened.

"But now I'm going to change it, I'm going to sing a song that was originally planned to be given to the band Samsara. Lin Rong glanced at the four men scattered in the audience, "Today I sang for myself and gave it to myself." ”

Everyone at the scene held their breath, and even some people had some suppressed emotions that were difficult to control.

The voice, which was more intoxicating than the TV screen, was a pure cappella.

"I have crossed the mountains and the sea,

also through the sea of people,

I used to have it all,

In the blink of an eye, they were all scattered like smoke.

I've been lost, disappointed, lost all direction,

I used to ruin everything I had,

I just want to leave forever,

I have fallen into infinite darkness,

I want to struggle and can't extricate myself.

Desperate, longing, crying, laughing, ordinary,

In the dark,

It's the only way I can go.

The wind blows, like fireworks, ordinary roads ......"

I'm sorry, she's not as perfect as they think she is, not as dazzling and beautiful as they think she is.