Chapter 172: Drunkenness and melancholy
It's all gone, but when I tear open my clothes, there are still bloody scars flowing inside. The scar called memory www.biquge.info Pen, Fun, and Pavilion is hideous and ugly, telling the pain and struggle of the owner.
Is Qin Ming's handling of this relationship very poor? Maybe there are people who know everything and will say that Qin Ming is very bad, but if you think about it from another angle, other ways of dealing with it can be called a good way? Qin Ming chose to give up, but the result was to hurt Yun'er, isn't this method scum?
No matter what choice Qin Ming made, in this situation, no matter what he did, it was wrong. He was wrong in the first place, wrong to meet the right person at the wrong time. He fell in love with Yuna when he was unable to give her happiness, and his immaturity separated the two.
The mistake was to meet the right person again at the wrong time. When Yoona goes back to reconnect with him, he meets Krystal, who is innocent and romantic, and he fails to meet Yuna, who is in love.
As a result, from Krystal's point of view, Qin Ming has no way out, and he has to cut this knife if he doesn't cut it.
Qin Ming also had resentment in his heart, and when he met Yun'er, he once again reminded him of the past. Who knows what the heart is like under the mask? Tonight's wine, he also wants to drink!
The dishes are served, and the wine is served.
Cheng Xiao poured herself a glass, picked it up and took a big sip.
"Ahem......" Cheng Xiao choked, coughed violently, and the hot soju entered her throat and made her unbearable.
Song Qian hurriedly patted Cheng Xiao's back: "Xiaoxiao, what are you doing? Don't drink it, there's no need." ”
"I want to drink. Cheng Xiao glanced at Qin Ming slowly, and picked up the wine glass again.
"Eh......" Song Qian raised her hand, Cheng Xiao had already raised her head and started drinking, she had to sigh lightly.
The hot feeling went from the throat to the heart, and that feeling could extinguish the pain in Cheng Xiao's heart. He left his hometown and endured countless loneliness, pain, and embarrassment, just to find him a confession. But reality gave her a hard slap, and the world collapsed.
The advice of my parents, the warmth of my family, and the two years of desertion, what have I done. Cheng Xiao's eyes flashed with tears, and she looked up and poured down all the small half cups of soju.
"Xiaoxiao......" Qin Ming opened his mouth, saw the tears in Cheng Xiao's eyes, and raised his head to drink without scruples. There was a fire in his heart that he wanted to express.
Over there, Yun'er glanced at Qin Ming and began to drink. She had drunk, which was better than Cheng Xiao, and she still had a little bit of alcohol, but she also began to drink heavily when she was uncomfortable.
Why can't I compare to Krystal? Why don't you choose me. Why? I'm the face of Girls' Generation, I'm Yuna that everyone likes, why don't you like it. Is it because I rejected you that you took revenge on me in this way?
Yuna drank cup after cup silently......
Qin Ming frowned when he saw that the two of them were uncomfortable in his heart: "You two, don't drink like this, it hurts your body." ”
"What are you going to do when your heart is dead?" Cheng Xiao drank for the first time, her cheeks were already red, her mouth was a little uncontrollable, and she blurted out.
"It's just right to die, at least, my heart won't hurt. Yun'er also said.
Qin Ming's head exploded and he frowned deeply. Irritable, he picked up a bottle of soju and poured it into his mouth, muttering all the bottles into his stomach.
The more Song Qian looked at this scene, the more inexplicable it became, why is Yun'er like this on Cheng Xiao's side?
"Do you want to drink?" Xu Xian asked Song Qian.
"I? Song Qian shook her head, "Later, if they get drunk, we will have to help." ”
"Well, too. Xu Xian nodded.
Qin Ming poured a bottle, and at a glance, Yun'er and Cheng Xiao were also about to blow on the bottle. He shouted, "You two are almost done, don't drink it." ”
However, Qin Ming's sharp voice had no effect at all, it just startled Xu Xian and Song Qian. Yun'er and Cheng Xiao have already drunk a lot at this time, and the wine is courageous, and they are not false at all.
"I'm going to drink, what's the matter with you? Who are you?" Cheng Xiao was indignant in her heart, holding the wine bottle and humming. Her cheeks were red and full of wine.
"That's it, you're Xiujing's boyfriend, and you're not my boyfriend, so why don't you care about me. Yun'er drank too much wine, her expression did not converge, and she sobbed.
Qin Ming felt uncomfortable in his heart, and these two sentences choked back all his thoughts and words. With memories in his heart, he became depressed, and sat down and began to drink.
"You all eat vegetables. Song Qian was in a hurry beside her, how could these people drink like this.
But these three people didn't care about it, and drank on their own.
As soon as Song Qian looked up, Xu Xian was eating quietly, which made Song Qian surprised: "You don't say a word no matter what." ”
"There's nothing to say, and they don't listen. "Xu Xian picks up vegetables.
"Huh?" Song Qian glanced at Xu Xian, then swept the three people around, and looked at Xu Xian and Song Qian frowned.
When people are uncomfortable, they can easily get drunk when they are sad, and even if they can drink, they are easy to get drunk when they are sad. Qin Ming's amount of alcohol was okay, but it couldn't be said to be massive, and he slowly began to get dizzy in his head.
The three of them were all muffled from drinking, and they didn't say a word. Song Qian stopped Cheng Xiao several times to no avail, she had no choice but to give up.
Yun'er had drunk a little too much, her eyes were already a little misty at this moment, she pointed at Qin Ming and asked, "Qin Ming!"
Qin Ming didn't know how little he had drunk, so he slowly raised his head and squinted his eyes slightly.
"Don't you like me anymore?" This sentence proved that Yuna was really drunk. Song Qian was beside her, and she was able to ask this question, which was enough to prove it.
Qin Ming was slightly drunk: "Heh, what's the use of talking about this now." What can I do if I like you? It's impossible for us, my girlfriend is Xiujing. It was you who said it was inappropriate, and if you hadn't said those things at the time, maybe everything would have been different. ”
Song Qian was stunned, what? What did she hear? Yun'er and Qin Ming had a past? What was the situation?
Xu Xian winked at Song Qian and made a shushing motion. Song Qian was helpless, of course she wouldn't tell the truth.
"Sure enough, you are taking revenge on me, you are because I rejected our relationship at the beginning, so you took revenge on me, right? Yun'er was still crying.
"No, of course not. Qin Ming shouted, "What am I doing to take revenge on you? Am I this kind of person in your eyes? Do you think I will take revenge on the person I like? Who do you think I am?"
Yuna bit her lip: "Then why didn't you stay with me." ”
"I've said it a few times, my girlfriend is Xiujing. I like you, but I like her too, she's already in a relationship with me, how can I let her down because of you. ”
"Then you can give up on me?"
It's a contradictory topic, at an intersection with Krystal on the left and Yuna on the right. There is no retreat on this path, and if it retreats, it will be despised by countless people. It's only that Qin Ming's foot has already stepped into Krystal's side, and he can't turn back.
This conversation, which would never have been possible in a waking state, continues now......
Yun'er asked Qin Ming not knowing what answer to give her, he was also in pain, and he raised his head and poured another bottle.
Cheng Xiao sobbed faintly: "There is more than one Krystal, but also Lin Yun'er, Qin Ming, why do you want to do this!"
Qin Ming was stunned, his expression was even more struggling, this time he choked Qin Ming, he coughed heavily, extremely uncomfortable.
"Qin Ming, don't drink like this anymore!" Song Qian was helpless about the scene, she didn't want to know what was going on, let them go. But this wine really can't be drunk like this, how many bottles has Qin Ming drunk at this moment?
Qin Ming finally eased up, ignoring Song Qian Qin Ming looked at Yun'er and said, "I have always been ambiguous with you, which is a harm to Xiujing." Not giving up hurts you more and doesn't give you an official name. There's no way to have the best of both worlds, what can I do? Either continue to have an affair with you, or break it off. ”
"If you continue to have an affair with you, you and Xiujing will be uncomfortable on both sides, and a cut can only make one side uncomfortable. I'm afraid of your injury, but I can only choose the one that hurts less. Qin Ming said his thoughts.
Yun'er looked complaining, and her big eyes were red: "The damage is less? Don't you think that makes me suffer the harm of two people? Why do you think that the damage is less!"
Yuna's last sentence was yelled out, she was catharsis, she was exploding.
Song Qian didn't want to say anything at this time, she shook her head when she looked at Yun'er, maybe it would be better to vent.
Qin Ming's eyes widened suddenly, he had never thought of this...... He is the one who makes mistakes, and his decisions are inevitably wrong. He thought that it would be better to make two people miserable than just one side, but he never thought that it would make one person miserable to such an extent.
Looking at Yun'er who was roaring with red eyes, Qin Ming's heart hurt. Qin Ming's feelings for Yun'er Xu Xian's guess is not wrong, no worse than Krystal. Maybe Krystal will go a little deeper now, but not to the extent that he can overpower Yun'a.
This relationship has gone through a year of imprisonment and has been precipitated very thickly. It's been a long time since he told Yun'er, but Qin Ming still can't let go. This year's precipitation has left too many things behind.
Tonight's dinner, Qin Ming may really not be here. The memories that were originally pressed deep in my heart were torn open, no, no, they were completely torn apart. The precipitation of Yun'er's feelings in it all emanated.
If Qin Ming was not drunk at this moment, and he was still conscious, he would definitely sigh, Xu Xian, Xu Xian......
After Yun'er said this, Qin Ming didn't have any words to argue or answer, he drank faster, faster, faster......
Song Qian turned her head to look at Cheng Xiao, she didn't know when she was already drunk. Also, the first time she drank so much, can she not get drunk? I'm afraid she was already drunk from the beginning, and she lasted so long to hold on.
"Hey......" Song Qian touched Cheng Xiao's head, how much has this girl suffered, why did she have to go through this. Song Qian really hopes that Cheng Xiao will forget everything when she gets up tomorrow, some people will forget everything that happened after drinking when they are drunk, and Song Qian also hopes that Cheng Xiao is like this...... (To be continued.) )