CHAPTER XXXIX
"If I can regret it, the first thing I will do is that I have never believed in you sanctimonious immortals. ”
Hua Qing'er seemed to think of something, and suddenly stood up.
"I've told you since I was a child, when one day there is a matter of both love and righteousness in front of you, you should take the well-being of the people of the world as a whole, have you forgotten Xiaoqing'er?"
Hua Xing Xianjun suddenly spoke, as if questioning what he had just said.
"Your Heavenly Court, when will it be used on me!"
She chuckled, "I won't believe you guys anymore, no matter what!"
After she finished speaking, she turned around and left, without a word of nonsense, and what was the expression of Hua Xing Xianjun behind her, if she hadn't heard these words, maybe Hua Qing'er would not have remembered so many things, she sank her eyes, and she felt extremely lonely.
When she went back, she had already seen the people in the demon world, and she was preparing for the wedding, Lu Yao was very reluctant, but she still sent a dress.
Hua Qing'er didn't expect it to be so fast, frowned, and sat on the soft couch.
"You're the mistress of the demon world in the future, don't think about that thing anymore. Although you are a woman with a lot of ability, after all, she is the person that the sect master wants to protect the most, I don't want to see any problems in the Demon Realm, provoke the Heavenly Realm and the Demon Realm to turn against you, do you understand?"
Hua Qing'er raised her head and said, "I know what you said, but I didn't provoke this matter." The matter of Yaoge City was there when I went to the human world, not only I cared about, but also the entire demon world, this kind of thing is really inaccurate. ”
After she smiled, she lowered her head slightly, unspeakably uncomfortable.
"You mean to say that this thing is not for you, but for the Demon Realm, don't think that I haven't heard anything. ”
At this moment, Lu Yao's feeling was unbelievable.
"What you hear, I hear, but what I know, you may not know. Sooner or later, they will have to deal with this matter, and it won't necessarily be any trouble if I have one more, why haven't I seen your lordship. ”
She tried to convince Lu Yao that, in fact, seriously, she never needed anyone's consent to do what she wanted to do.
Lu Yao lowered her head: "Lord Venerable and Lord Taoyao, I haven't been discussing anything for a day, so let me give you these things when I go in, so that you can rest assured." ”
How could she be at ease.
"Why don't we hear it again!"
"Hua Qing'er, are you crazy? No matter what you say this time, I won't accompany you. ”
Lu Yao said very resolutely, Hua Qing'er was just silent: "If you don't go, forget it, I want to rest, you go out." ”
Lu Yao didn't leave, always thinking that Hua Qing'er would take action in the future, although Hua Qing'er agreed so happily, after being together for a long time, there will always be a certain awareness.
Hua Qing'er smiled lightly, and the corners of her mouth raised a trace of confidence.
She closed her eyes, no matter what Gong Yujin wanted to do at this time, she wanted to see what Gong Yujin and Tao Yao saw on the spirit beads of the demon world at that time.
She thought, and her thoughts gradually grew heavy.
She is obviously looking forward to the big wedding gift at this time, but she is still trying her best to get more clues, maybe even if she marries Gong Yujin at this time, she will not be completely at ease, Hua Qing'er always has such and such worries in her heart, and her heart is so nervous that she can't help herself, so she can only solve it in this way.
She sat up and closed her eyes in meditation, as if she was using her own means to mobilize the power of the spirit bead. Because since she returned to the Demon Realm, her strength has been extraordinarily huge, and she has never thought about how to use the power of the spirit bead, but at this time, even if she is nervous, she doesn't know what will happen if she uses this power in vain.
To be honest, Hua Qing'er may not be as clear about her own affairs as those outsiders.
But Hua Qing'er has worked hard not to let these things affect her.
At this time, she suddenly felt abnormal, as if in her thoughts, her power was gathered in one place, and there was a dark chaos in front of her, and she couldn't see the so-called truth clearly.
Hua Qing'er was really at a loss, her thinking consciousness was in another world, and for the first time, she felt the inexplicable fear she had brought to herself.
"What is this place, anyone?"
Although this is the place in her heart, it is a place that she has never reached. Thinking of this, Hua Qing'er turned around, and in the empty space, a single white shadow appeared.
"You are?"
The shadow was just a shadow, without a torso, it looked empty, more like an empty cloak of clothes, Hua Qing'er looked at it, and she couldn't say how nervous.
"I'm the one you're looking for!"
"Are you Mu Qing?"
"Isn't Mu Qing you?"
At this time, she spoke softly, and her voice was a little similar to herself, but her tone was much quieter!
"I don't know what you mean, to be able to appear in my consciousness, what kind of person are you!"
"You seem to have too many questions to appear in your consciousness, am I not you?"
She opened her mouth softly, as if she didn't intend to pay attention to Hua Qing'er's other things!
Hua Qing'er squinted her eyes, nervous, and asked: "Since you are me, I treat you as a memory, anything, tell me what the spirit bead showed to the demon world at that time, whether it is related to Yao Ge City, I still don't believe that I can't control myself." ”
In fact, she always felt that she couldn't control the body in front of her, the consciousness in front of her, but Hua Xing Xianjun said that she was completely able to control it.
She was confused, unspeakably nervous.
Worried that he would return in vain, he rushed to get married, and all this will return to its original state.
She thought and spoke again, "Tell me!"
"The answer is not in your heart, you have not been willing to face it, as long as you take this step, you will be able to know immediately. ”
"You mean, let me admit myself. ”
She always lacks a kind of identity, and it seems that she can't say that she doesn't belong, she raised her head, and her eyes were faint: "I know." ”
She didn't want to admit it, because after more than two hundred years, she always felt that Hua Qing'er should have a life. She has an identity and a name, her own friends, and her own feelings, why do she have to put on her past and present lives.
But for the sake of the Demon Realm, for himself, for this unsolvable mystery that he can't find.
She closed her eyes and inhaled deeply, everything in the past appeared in front of her, very clearly. She didn't want to rethink her and Gong Yujin's morning and twilight, but at this time, she suddenly had a special impulse.
Hua Qing'er watched, gradually losing consciousness and losing a certain identity. When she saw herself destroyed in front of the Demon Interface, a huge force suddenly entered from Hua Qing'er's Heavenly Spirit Cover, causing her eyes to turn red.
"Tell me why!"
Her voice was very sharp, and a ray of light shot not far away, reflecting the reflection of the demon world back then.
It was the city of Yao Ge, singing and dancing were leveled, and once they became extinct, the sun and the moon were gone.
She has been to Yaoge City, and she is very familiar with the prosperity there and everything she has seen.
A powerful ray of light erupted directly, and the heavens and the earth changed color.
At this time, the red mark on her forehead became deeper and deeper, as if it was about to burst, and the feeling was very uncomfortable, giving her a feeling that she was about to face despair and rupture at any time.
Fortunately, a second before she died, she opened her eyes and fell to the ground, weak, and she didn't know what was going on.
The corners of her forehead, sweat swept through, soaked through her clothes, and she was very embarrassed.
She looked up, and there was a clear struggle in her eyes. A shadow in the distance reappeared: "Congratulations!"
She didn't know that there were still so many complexities hidden in her heart, pressing her chest, between raising her hands, the shadow had disappeared, what would happen next, would it disappear, or what kind of things would she experience, Hua Qing'er didn't dare to think about it.
She feared that she might disappear at any moment.
At this time, she returned to reality and also saw her embarrassed appearance in the mirror.
She didn't feel like she had been before, she stood up, stroked her chest, and soothed herself from what had just happened.
Gong Yujin rushed over at this time, maybe she found something and felt something. He came in in a little hurry, just watching Hua Qing'er walk out.
"Is there something going on, why does the demon world suddenly have so much power. ”
Gong Yujin stepped forward and grabbed Hua Qing'er's hand.
"It's just that I can't control my strength a little, especially after I saw the old fairy, it's okay. ”
She chuckled to hide her discomfort and weakness.
"Xiao Qing'er, have you seen the dress?"
"Look! it's beautiful!"
She turned her head: "I didn't expect it, you seem to be in a hurry, in such a hurry!"
"It's not in a hurry, it's always what I owe you, and it's a good thing to be able to hold the hand of your son and grow old with your son. ”
"Yes, the matter of this demon realm is about to be settled, and we can't control the affairs of the heavenly court. Marriage can also tell Heavenly Court that we are extremely powerful now, and I don't worry about what Heavenly Court will do again, and I won't worry about any harm. ”
"I've always wanted you to take the initiative. ”
Gong Yujin's tone was even gentler: "After all, we are going to hold hands until we are old, and from today onwards, no one can separate the two of us." ”
Gong Yujin hugged Hua Qing'er, very affectionate, he planned to go directly to Yao Ge City after the wedding, no matter what it was, the things that hurt Hua Qing'er must all disappear.
After so long, he has only one thought, which is to give the woman in front of him a lifetime of worry-free happiness.
In the evening, after Gong Yujin instructed Tao Yao's affairs, she came back again, and Hua Qing'er sat in the courtyard waiting for him.