Chapter 419: Secret
When Li Xing saw the guy who was exactly like him at first sight, he didn't need anyone to explain, let alone any reason, to know that it was him "himself".
But I don't know why, he always has an instinctive disgust and rejection of that "self", and even wants to escape, as if he doesn't want to face "himself" at all.
This feeling made Li Xing confused and confused.
"Do you feel it already? 'Li Xing' looked at him and showed a smile, "Isn't it strange, this feeling of not wanting to face me and wanting to escape." ”
"Facing 'you'?" Looking at the other party's smile, Li Xing only felt inexplicably dazzling, "You are not me?"
"Of course it can't be, you know very well that you are me, and I am you. ”
'Li Xing' laughed and shook his head.
"I am the other side of you, the collection of all your negativity and desires, and the past that you have buried and sealed. It's just a phrase for ease of communication. ”
"The past that I buried and sealed?" Li Xing narrowed his eyes slightly, "What does this mean?"
"In the face of 'yourself', what's the point of pretending to be stupid?" 'Li Xing' said lightly: "You yourself understand very well that the sealed past is only the memory of Tianjing that you lost. ”
Li Xing frowned.
The signs of the dream world only began to appear during the summer vacation last year, and by chance, he also found out that at that time last year, he actually went to Tianjing, and he himself had no memory of it.
It was as if all memories had been artificially erased, and he couldn't recall even a single detail about that time.
He had thought it was someone else's hands and feet on him, but now it seemed ......
"You mean, the person who erased that memory is myself?" Li Xing felt a little incredulous, "Why should I erase my memory? What is that memory?"
"Now that you know that it is you who erases your memory, you should know that you can't get an answer from me. ”
Li Xing looked at him deeply, "In fact, if you think about it carefully, you will know that you have actually instinctively chosen to avoid that memory, otherwise with your current strength and influence, you can easily know the general situation you experienced at that time." ”
The other party's words directly woke up Li Xing, and in fact, it was true.
By the time he returned from Obaro, his strength had almost reached the top level of the world, and the biggest alienation threat in his body had finally been resolved, and no one or anything could affect him.
At this time, he could go to Tianjing at any time to investigate as long as he wanted, but strangely, he never had any relevant thoughts and ideas.
Although he couldn't grasp the thoughts of 'Li Xing', 'Li Xing' seemed to be able to see his thoughts.
It's not that you don't have thoughts, it's that these thoughts are automatically suppressed by your subconscious at the first moment they appear. It's your own heart's choice. ”
'Li Xing' explained it for him.
"Originally, these memories would never be triggered, at least not at this stage, but I didn't expect such an accident to happen again, and I happened to meet an awakened person with such an ability. ”
He looked at Lu Qing on the other side.
I don't know when it started, Lu Qing seemed to be stuck in time, and his whole person was completely still, including the countless black lightning bolts shrouded in all directions, which were completely frozen, and it looked very weird.
Li Xing looked at this scene, completely unaware of how 'himself' did it, and he also understood that the ability shown by 'himself' could also be used in reality.
Although he wondered why he had such an ability, he was now more concerned about other aspects.
"'Again' there was such an accident?" Li Xing frowned, "Isn't this the first time this kind of accident has happened?"
"It's not what you think, the touch of sealing memories is really only this once. "'Li Xing' smiled, "The first accident was in Bingtia's trip, but I didn't expect to happen to bump into Gu Dayong's, but the result was genetically closed, but you strayed into the void world and embarked on another path." ”
Li Xing's face suddenly turned cold, "You already know about Gu Dayong?"
"How is this possible, of course I don't know. The other party looked innocent, "I always thought that my father's incident was just an accident, if I knew that it was that guy who did a bad thing, and his whole family would have become a piece of bacon that I hung up, how could I be as merciful as you." ”
When he said these words, 'Li Xing' looked natural and casual, as if such a thing as abusing and killing someone else's whole family was just as ordinary for him as eating and sleeping.
Li Xing finally knew why he had always had an instinctive feeling of rejection, disgust, and even wanting to escape when facing 'himself'.
Because this is the collection of all his negativity, his coldest, darkest side, representing the deepest, purest malice in his heart.
In reality, he would not hesitate to kill such a person when he encountered it, but when this person was himself, all he could do was escape.
No one can kill the evil in his heart unless he kills himself first.
"Don't look at me like that, you know, I'm you. "Li Xing" said helplessly, "Although when you sealed your memories that time, you also sealed all the negative and dark things at that time, and made yourself a 'good person' who adheres to the bottom line."
But if only nature were so easy to change. I'm afraid you haven't even noticed it yourself, as your strength continues to grow, those cold, dark sides are also beginning to gradually return to you.
Originally, he didn't even want revenge to involve Gu Dayong's family, but now in any battle, he can ignore the lives of those innocent people and let their lives be taken away just to achieve his own goals. ”
Li Xing fell silent.
The other party is right, I don't know when he has really changed a lot.
Not to mention far away, let's talk about O'Barro's trip, in order to plunder enough potential points, he directly destroyed the entire military base, I don't know how many innocent soldiers died tragically under his hands, and indirectly destroyed how many families.
And the closest thing is the battle with Lu Qing just now, if it was before, he would definitely change to a place where there was no one first, and he would never be as wanton as now, so that many innocent passers-by died tragically.
"Then can you tell me, why did I seal the memories of that time at that time?" Li Xing said slowly: "From your performance, it can be seen that I should have had a very good strength at that time, and what made me choose to abandon this power and become ordinary again." ”
This question he couldn't figure out, and it didn't fit his character at all.
"Why did you seal that memory......" Li Xing showed a strange expression, "Maybe it's because I feel ...... It's disgusting?"
"Disgusting?" Li Xing frowned.
"That's right, disgusting. That disgusting memory, you'll never want to experience it again, really. "Li Xing laughed.
"But although nausea is an important reason, it is not the main reason, the main reason is to avoid the pursuit of certain forces, better hide yourself, and you were not as powerful as you imagined at that time, and even you are far from being able to compare with you now. ”
Li Xing's brows furrowed even more, "It's not that powerful, so what kind of power are you using?"
"It's true that I'm your sealed past, but that doesn't mean I'm just your past. The other party seemed to be a little helpless, "I am also the other side of you, you are in the process of growing stronger, I am naturally also strong, and in the same way, the ability I use is also your own ability." ”
"I never knew when I had this power. Li Xing looked at the countless still black lightning bolts and said coldly.
"That's your choice. The other party snorted coldly, "You never knew what kind of terrifying power your body hid, but because you were afraid of this power, you learned a body of martial arts that you don't know how to imprison and suppress it, otherwise your current strength would have been truly invincible!"
Do you think your martial arts have made you stronger? Hmph! In fact, martial arts are just your shackles, and they are an obstacle to your true strength!"
"Shackles, obstacles?" Li Xing narrowed his eyes, "Your so-called true power is to let the body be alienated, and finally completely become a monster that is neither human nor ghost." ”
Seeing that the other party just sneered, he knew that he had acquiesced.
Li Xing's face was indifferent, the other party was a collection of all his dark desires, obviously his pursuit of power was more extreme, and the price he was willing to pay for it was also more limitless.
Of course, he can't make the same choice, if there is really no limit, then he will not control the power, but directly lose himself in it and become a slave of the power.
The other party is the other side of him, and he can feel any of his thoughts at any time, and this idea is naturally known to him, but seeing that the other party just snorted coldly and didn't refute it out loud, it is obvious that he also has a certain agreement with this view, and he has not completely denied it.
"The last and most important reason ......"
'Li Xing' looked at him deeply and said seriously: "That unstoppable change is about to come. ”
"Big change?" Li Xing's heart sank inexplicably, "What big change?!"
"The whole world will be turned upside down, and all the order of the human world will be re-reformed. The other party looked at him indifferently.
"Originally, with your strength, you could only barely protect yourself in this upheaval, coupled with the ubiquitous pursuit power, you simply closed your memories and hid yourself, and at the same time returned to your family, ready to accompany them through the last time.
So, cherish the peaceful life now, you only have one or two years left. ”