Chapter 390: The Forest of the Sea

(The title should be Sana Forest.,Because of the policy, I can only change the name.,(B continues to be exclusive to the "Sorrow" senior sister in the previous chapter)

Cheng Xiaoyu was silent for a moment, turned around and walked towards the door, he was a little annoyed by Pei Yanchen's attitude, he quickened his pace and came out of the room, walked out of the hotel, and did not drive home immediately because he had drunk. Distraught, wandering aimlessly along a path through the crowd. It was as if he had suddenly broken into a child's disorganized crayon drawings, and he couldn't get out, and the weird lines filled his mind.

I don't know how long he walked, but on his way back to the hotel parking lot, he passed near a hotel, ready to eat an ice cream to cool down. Although it had passed twelve diǎn, there were still crowds of people inside, and it was noisy, Cheng Xiaoyu bought ice cream and searched for a long time before finding a seat by the window.

The moment he sat down, he suddenly found that it was Pei Yanchen sitting diagonally opposite, and she was crying.

Cheng Xiaoyu hurriedly lowered his head and hurriedly played with his mobile phone, this was the first time Cheng Xiaoyu saw Pei Yanchen crying.

She is in the most beautiful youth, but she never loves vanity, and participates in the drama student fancy beauty competition or wealth show-off competition.

Most of the girls in the play have good family conditions, and several bags are replaced. Most of the students are local, making the most of their advantages, and often go home to change their clothes from head to toe. Some girls are not in good shape, and the details of the clothes can't be spelled, and all kinds of earrings, earrings, earrings, and jewelry blind the boys.

And she only has a few cheap coats, which are the big road goods that the students of the drama despise, and when Cheng Xiaoyu saw her, she was wearing a school uniform most of the time. He also wears an ancient item like a sleeve that has disappeared.

Cheng Xiaoyu didn't see her use any accessories, and many times the shirt and skirt were hasty. Her hair was also draped casually, and she had never been seen wearing makeup. Probably not, and maybe not have the spare money to do this.

Some beautiful girls have a temper and are angry, often quarreling with other people, and swearing. After venting for a while, his temper subsided, and he talked and laughed with other people again.

Some beautiful girls are born with a smile, and everyone understands that she is unhappy when she frowns slightly.

And she always has a cold expression, no feelings. Like a rusty faucet.

Gifts from others are the same, for the scholarship of several thousand yuan ¥dǐng¥diǎn¥ small ¥ said, .2≠3.≠os_(); Jin, practicing the piano hard, others think she is a genius, only she knows, she is just working hard.

She didn't like to talk to people very much during class, and she was in a cold daze with her arms folded on her chest, as if she was frozen in a fresh-keeping jar.

If it weren't for Cheng Xiaoyu exposing her past on the Internet, in addition to being beautiful. Most people know almost nothing about her.

After that, her roommates ostracized her, and she just tried to spend as much time in the dormitory as possible, lingering until the lights went out before returning to the dormitory. Go to bed without saying a word.

She thought that the girl who was a friend slapped her because of a misunderstanding, and she didn't complain at all, but just slapped the scumbag twice.

Male classmates often mention her after class. Make jokes about her, even boys because of her rumors. Call her "Green Tea". Once she heard it, the boy was so frightened that his legs went weak. She gave him a cold look, didn't say anything, and walked away with the book.

She is a complete loner in the crowd.

But Cheng Xiaoyu felt that she was strong enough, strong like a stone that wouldn't cry.

This school girl, who meets Cheng Xiaoyu almost every day, but whose life intersects with him is all scams, is crying opposite him at the moment.

This is the first time Cheng Xiaoyu has seen her reveal something like "love" that she doesn't have.

She was so sad that she was blind to the eyes around her. She didn't shy away from eating her tears with fries in her mouth, there were a lot of fries in front of her, nothing else, even if she was so wolf, she was still beautiful. After crying for a while, she stuffed the fries in front of her into her mouth indiscriminately, probably her mouth was too dry to swallow, and she choked and coughed. A boy walked over and handed her a tissue, but she didn't care.

Cheng Xiaoyu couldn't figure out Pei Yanchen's sadness, she was so proud and so strong, how could she cry?

Cheng Xiaoyu didn't know if she should go up to comfort her? Hand her a tissue? Be a confidant? Or tell her to stop crying, I may be worse than you?

He felt that he could not do anything, as if he had said everything he could.

The only thing Cheng Xiaoyu could do was to get up and leave silently, so that she wouldn't find out that he was watching her.

He walked away with the half-eaten ice cream.

The moment he got up, Cheng Xiaoyu fell into a deeper loneliness, which was more sad than walking on the street and thinking about a serious illness.

He stood outside the window, looking at Pei Yanchen's unbridled sadness inside, and deeply understood what it meant to "I'm sitting on your left, but it's like across the Milky Way?" ”

Cheng Xiaoyu knew that Pei Yanchen's only way to relieve loneliness was to get along with himself. He himself has felt lonely, and it is easy to find lonely people in the crowd.

And at this moment, he also felt lonely, he felt that the two lonely people could not snuggle up to each other and disintegrate each other's loneliness.

It will only magnify each other's loneliness.

Cheng Xiaoyu stood under the eaves, his mobile phone rang, he turned his back to the window, took it out and saw that it was Su Yuxi's number, he remembered that he hadn't said "Happy New Year" to Su Yuxi, at that moment, he felt that he was very lucky, Pei Yanchen was very pitiful.

He answered Su Yuxi's phone call, and planned to finish answering the phone, no matter what, wait to find Pei Yanchen, even if he didn't know what he could do.

But when he pressed the answer button, when he turned his head to take a look, he found that Pei Yanchen, who was sitting inside, was gone.

Pei Yanchen walked in the light rain, the street trees on both sides were like an umbrella leaking into a sieve, recalling that when her biological father died when she was ten years old, her stepfather and mother were probably like street trees in the city!

These trees, planted on both sides of the road, sprayed on the trunks with dirty water from the speeding wheels, and the misty ash floating in the sky silently descended, covering every leaf that opened upwards. The street trees guard the road with their feet, but they use their faces to catch the dust of the whole city upwards.

If the trees still bear fruit, their fruit will either be blown off by the wind, run over by wheels on the road, or thrown into the trash at the cursing of street sweepers. Who, will stop and ask them what kind of tree they are?

By the time she woke up and wanted to ask her stepfather what his origin was, his stepfather had already had another brother with his mother.

Mother, eyes look at her, déjà vu eyes seem to carry the warmth you are familiar with, but she is wrong, mother's memory, like the black box of a crashed plane sinking into the deep sea, into a daze—the mother doesn't even recognize her once dearest daughter, maybe she doesn't want to recognize it.

The street trees won't pour the dust of their lives back on her, but they will deal with her with a stone-like silence and cold amnesia.

In Cheng Xiaoyu, she felt a kind of silent warmth, the temperature is the temperature of tears, everyone has their own sorrow, some people have found it, and some people have been ignorant all their lives.

In her best time, she met her favorite person, Cheng Xiaoyu stood like a lighthouse on the timeline of her life, but the sad thing is that she and him are subject to fate after all, even if they are close to the sky.

Pei Yanchen thought: How good it would be if a qiē could start again.

There were many things, in fact, she didn't want to recall, but the cold rain around her came with a damp breath.

"How foolish it is to expect someone else to share your worries! No one else will understand you, and everyone only cares about themselves. Pei Yanchen wiped away her tears, and she couldn't tell whether it was rain or tears when she walked in the rain, so that no one would laugh at her for a moment of weakness.

There was a vast expanse under the night sky, and Pei Yanchen stopped in front of the signal light.

It seems that the day when it snows is not far away?

Two people pass by across the street, and many people, once they miss it, are strangers.

She clearly remembered the rainy night of the car accident, and she now regretted wanting to change the past, but she thought about it carefully and found in despair that her life had been laid on a fixed track, no matter how many times she had never been, she couldn't change the development of the plot, from the moment she was pushed off the road by her stepfather, intentionally or unintentionally.

(Can I ask for a ticket?) (To be continued.) )