"If my child can't be saved, everyone in Yangzhou will be buried for him!"

This sentence was like the sharpest steel knife, piercing into my 'chest' so hard that I couldn't even breathe, I trembled in the wind and rain, looking at the frightened and desperate faces below, I only felt like I was in an ice cellar, and even the blood in my whole body coagulated into ice.

Tears and cold rain mixed and slipped down my face drop by drop.

I trembled, "You, you want—"

"Didn't you always want to save the 'life' of these people in Yangzhou?" he looked down expressionlessly, and his voice was hoarse: "Now, I can give you this opportunity." ”

“……”

"Keep our children, give birth to our children. ”

“……”

"People in Yangzhou can live. ”

My body trembled so hard that I looked like I was going to fall out of the window the next moment, but his hand was tightly wrapped around my waist and did not relax in the slightest, and the hand that was pinching my chin turned my face towards him with a slight force, and he looked at me: "I want this child!"

More tears poured in uncontrollably, and immediately flowed down his hands, wetting his fingers, and I wept silently, my whole body trembling, and I couldn't say a word.

He looked at me for a long time, and finally said, "I know, you don't want these people to die." ”

“……”

This time, I cried out loud.

But the wind and rain immediately swallowed up this mournful cry, and no one heard my cry, and no one knew that in this city, this window, a 'woman' made the most helpless choice.

I never knew that the cruelty of life was not just about dying, but even about surviving.

Seeing me crying hard, he finally let go of the hand that was pinching my chin, and the tears that fell to his palm were also flooding, he held the back of my neck, and gently pressed my head on his shoulder, tears gushed out, and immediately soaked his clothes, and a hot current appeared in the cold made him twitch slightly, but he didn't say anything, just hugged me tighter into his arms.

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I have no memory of how he took me downstairs.

In the increasingly fierce wind and rain, I gradually lost consciousness, only vaguely remembered the strong smell of 'medicine' in my nose, he took me to a room full of heat, took off my soaked clothes, and shivered slightly when the cold skin touched his warm body.

Then, when he carried me into a hot place, I fell asleep completely.

Although they quickly found the doctor, the rain, the fright, and the near-miscarriage were enough to knock down any one person on the same day, and I was sick and had a high fever, and the man lay on the 'bed' like a piece of red-hot coal.

Several doctors knelt in front of the 'bed' and said tremblingly: "In this case of Madame, the fetus is really not easy to protect." ”

After saying this, someone was dragged out, and his voice crying for mercy could be heard in the distance, but as soon as the 'door' was closed, nothing could be heard, and the rest of the people were as silent as cicadas, and no one dared to speak again.

After a while, someone pried my mouth open and poured in a bowl of thick and bitter soup 'medicine'.

I didn't even have the strength to refuse, and I didn't have the strength to swallow, and most of the soup 'medicine' spilled down the corners of my mouth, but I still barely drank a few sips, choking and coughing, and as soon as the person moved, there was an indescribable uncomfortable feeling in the abdomen.

I was haunted by that feeling, as if a snake was entangled around me, and it was painful to live.

My body couldn't move anymore, but my 'spirit' kept struggling, calling for help, but no one could hear me, and the place where I was pitch black, as if there was no life.

At this time, I vaguely heard Xie Feng's voice sounding beside me, as if with a little pain: "You used the 'life' of a city to let her keep this child?"

"Isn't this what you're happy to see?"

“……”

"You think I don't know that you went to her? You think I don't know, why did she suddenly propose to persuade Wen Fengxi?"

“…… I confess, I don't want to see you slaughter the city. But it was more painful for her to leave the child behind than to die. ”

“……”

"You still use the 'life' of a city of people to 'force' her, are you trying to 'force' her crazy?"

“……”

After a long silence, an almost old voice sounded in the ear - "It's okay to be crazy, if you're crazy, you don't have to think about leaving me." ”

Xie Feng also seemed to tremble, and after a long time, he said slowly: "You two, who is the robbery of whom?"

……

I don't know how long I was 'chaotic' in that feeling, but I felt a burst of warmth in my abdomen, as if there was a fire burning, not far from my body, and a steady stream of warmth spread to my abdomen, and finally dispelled the pain that had been haunting me for a long time.

I slowly calmed down.

My mind was finally 'withdrawn' from the whirlpool of pain, and I tried my best to open my eyes, and I saw Xie Feng sitting on the side of the 'bed', slowly withdrawing his hand.

He looked at me sweatily for a moment, then got up, and the 'bed' tent staggered down. He said to Pei Yuanxiu, who was standing aside: "I can only temporarily use my internal strength to protect her heart, but whether this child can be saved depends on her and those doctors." After all, it's up to providence. ”

Pei Yuanxiu put his hands behind his back and moved his fingers slightly: "Providence?

Xie Feng glanced at him again, and there was a rare hesitation in his eyes, but he didn't say anything more, just arched his hand, turned around and walked out.

When the 'door' was closed, Pei Yuanxiu slowly turned around and opened the 'bed' tent.

He immediately saw my slightly squinted eyes and hurriedly sat down: "Are you awake?"

“……”

"Are you feeling better?"

“……”

"Does it still hurt?"

“……”

"Where is uncomfortable, you tell me!"

I looked at his anxious and concerned appearance, and it took a long time to move his dry 'lips', and he hurried over, and heard my thin voice: "Man, are you still alive?"

He froze, then slowly looked up at me.

I opened my eyes and looked at him with all my might, just waiting for him to answer.

He said, "I promised you, and I will not break my word." ”

“……”

"But you also have to remember," he said, as he reached out and gently covered my flat lower abdomen, "this child must survive." This is our baby!"

“……”

I didn't know whether I should cry or laugh, but I felt the temperature of his palm slowly spread to my lower abdomen, and the feeling was indeed much more comfortable than the colic just now, I slowly closed my eyes, and the wet eyelashes were sticking, and a little tears condensed.

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Yangzhou City, saved.

Although most people don't know what a strange turning point their lives have experienced, in the next few days, my situation was poured into the bitter soup 'medicine' again and again, and the cramping in my lower abdomen became less and less, and the outside sounds slowly became more and more.

It's no longer what a dead city looks like.

After seven days in the 'bed', I was finally able to get up.

On this day, it is rare that Pei Yuanxiu was not by my side, after I got up, Huazhu came in with two "waiters" and "women", they are now cautious of me, even more so than on the boat, even when I go to the window is a big taboo, usually eating and drinking has become a big thing, so as soon as they saw me get up by myself, they were so frightened that they hurriedly came over to help me sit down, served me to put on clothes, and combed my hair.

After a quick bite to eat, I told them I wanted to go out for a walk.

'Hua' Zhu originally wanted to go out with me, but I refused, and she didn't insist.

Of course I knew that she would follow me from afar.

The place where we are is still the same medical center, and we haven't moved out in the past few days, of course, because of my body, in order to make it easier for me to obtain 'medicine' materials even if I receive treatment, I even know that they later gathered all the doctors in Yangzhou City here.

It is also for this reason that this medical hall has temporarily become their stronghold in Yangzhou, and there are heavy troops around it.

In fact, even if you don't handle it, it's nothing, because too many strong men have died in the previous war, Wen Fengxi left and took away the 'elite' sharp, plus they killed the captured people on the city tower, and there are almost no people in the entire Yangzhou who can produce resistance.

This city has completely become a 'meat' on a chopping board for others to slaughter, but fortunately, the knife did not really fall.

I walked slowly into the yard.

The internal structure of almost all medical halls is similar, and it is also very similar to the original Huisheng 'medicine' shop, but it is unusually quiet here, and you can't hear the sound of any normal people's actions, and it is impossible to hear the heroic singing of "supporting the body in the white blade and killing in the red dust" in the Huisheng 'medicine' shop.

In the silence, however, I was a little more sensitive, and I seemed to feel the slightest throbbing in my body.

I looked down at my lower abdomen.

Until now, I still can't believe that I was pregnant with his child, and I can't believe that after drinking contraceptive 'pills', being so frightened, and even after the torture of bleeding in the rain, this child is still there, and the other day when I was at my weakest, maybe any little shock would have ended this little life in my womb.

Now, he seems to be much more secure than before.

Gently reaching out and 'touching' my belly, that strange feeling made me feel a little confused.

This kid shouldn't have appeared.

Although he stayed with such difficulty, although his life was strong enough to make anyone embarrassed, I was still miserable, because I knew that he should not have appeared.

Even, I can foresee his future, and I can't see anything but pain.

Why, do you show up?

Thinking like this, the discomfort was so suppressed that I was about to breathe, I hurriedly reached out to support the wall on the side, and 'Hua' Zhu immediately rushed out with two 'maids' and 'women'.

"Miss Yan!"

"Miss Yan is uncomfortable? Let's go to the doctor right away. ”

I shook my head: "No, I'm just tired of standing." ”

"Oh, then sit down. ”

There was a stone bench against the wall in the courtyard of the medical hall, and they helped me to sit down, and as soon as I sat down, I heard the voices of people outside outside the wall behind me.

"You mean, those people in Jinling live in this medical hall?"

"That's right, I saw it with my own eyes. Even the doctors were arrested, their families said. ”

"Hey, what are these traitors going to do? After fighting for so many days and killing so many people, aren't you afraid of thunder and thunder?"

"Shhhh

“……”

"If you want me to say, no matter how bad it is, it can't be as bad as the official in Yangzhou Mansion. ”

"You mean, Lord Wen—"

"Bah, what kind of adult, as soon as the enemy attacked, he ran away with his tail between his legs, leaving behind the people of our city, this kind of person is worthy of being called an adult?"

"That's it, this wreck, if he surrendered early, it would have been delayed for so many days, so many people died, it was better for him to escape from the battle and leave so many of us behind!"

"We used to think that he would be a good person like Lord Liu. ”

"Good people, good people don't live long, dog officials like this are the scourge that will last for thousands of years!"

……

Listening to the insults of those people outside, my heart slowly tightened.

Just by sitting here for a while, I can hear them scolding Feng Xi like this, and I can almost predict how many people in the entire Yangzhou City will hate him to the bone.

This infamy always falls on him.

Seeing me frowning, Hua Zhu thought that the scolding of those people made me feel painful, so he helped me and said carefully: "Miss Yan, let's go back to the house." ”

I myself really couldn't listen to it anymore, nodded, and was about to go with them, but as soon as I got together, I heard the voices of several 'women' outside—

"It's okay if the surname is heard, greed for life and fear of death is originally the long 'sex' of being an official, I think the most damned one is that 'woman'!"

"Which 'woman'?"

"You didn't see that day? ”

"I also saw it, a body of blood, who is she?"

"Have you all forgotten that when the emperor was still a prince, he came to Yangzhou for disaster relief, and he brought a 'woman' by his side to appease many displaced people. ”

"Ah, as soon as you say I remember, it's her!"

"Why did she go to Jinling's rebellion now—over there?"

"Who knows?"

"What else don't you know, she probably saw that the people over there in Jinling were powerful and powerful, so she went over and attached herself. 'Female' people are so watery, 'sexual', 'yang', 'flower'!"

"I see, maybe we fought for so long and died so many people, and she was the one who made the difference!"

"Yo, this is a red face. ”

"Phew, what a red face and trouble, I think she is the same as the one surnamed Wen, she should be thundered every day!"

Seeing that my face turned white, 'Hua' Zhu was frightened and hurriedly helped me: "Miss Yan, what's wrong with you?"

As soon as her voice sounded, the people outside seemed to hear it, and immediately dispersed in fright, and 'Hua' Zhu was so angry that she wanted to reason with them, and was worried that I would faint, and was anxious, I gritted my teeth to make myself stand firm, and waved my hand gently: "I'm fine." ”

She hurriedly said: "These long-tongued 'women' don't understand anything at all, they can only chew the root of their tongue 'indiscriminately', you must not care!"