Finally made this decision, the inner torment is like a fish drinking water.

But I should give some explanations to myself and to my readers.

"Drifting Bottle Robbers" is my debut novel, and it is also the first attempt at writing that I love and hate, which made me stumble into the world of online writing.

What I love is: I'm glad I found such a fun thing at this time.

Even though writing a book is lonely, but every paragraph of text that I carefully code, I can accompany someone in another corner of this world, and accompany him through a very short period of life, no matter what kind of joys, sorrows, sorrows and sorrows this book gives him, this feeling, is really magical, and it fascinates me.

So, no matter what the outcome is, I am deeply grateful and satisfied.

But what I hated was: I hated myself for not having the talent, for not having the ability, for not being able to tell this story well.

When "Drifting Bottle Robbers" was put on the shelves, the collection was nearly 20,000, and the first order was 800, which may be a fraction of the amount for many gods, but it was far beyond my expectations.

Because the shrimp man is just a stunned young man, with so many readers to support, it's time to be content.

It's a pity that I broke a good hand.

The drifting bottle made a lot of mistakes in the process of writing, and it became more and more difficult to write in the later stages. The plot and characters can be said to have collapsed again and again, and in the end, I scratched my ears and cheeks, and my black hair scratched shorter, and I couldn't pick out a little brains when I tried to dig out my ears every day.

From an objective point of view, "Drifting Bottle Robbers" is mixed, and the reason why it has a good start is mainly in the highlight of the golden finger of "Drifting Bottle" - robbing treasures, and promoting the plot of pretending to be forced to slap the face through continuous and interesting creative brain holes. In terms of character and plot design, there are also occasional highlights, such as Dandan, Hu Shopkeeper, Men's Toilet and so on.

But the core of the work is still the creative quality of the treasures caught every time, only the endless new gadgets, the book can continue to be interesting, in order to be reasonable, unexpected, and make everyone laugh.

This is undoubtedly a great test for the author.

Whoever doesn't shake the wit when he has a flash of inspiration, anyone can get a few shots, but if he has to shake his wit every day, it is easy to shake out the concussion.

The later it gets, the more the shrimp people feel the pressure of this innovation, and the more difficult it is to write.

But that's not the root cause of the story's collapse.

The scattered main line of the story, and the lack of a line of conflict that can support the full text, is the root cause of the book's collapse. As a result, the follow-up text is abrupt in the east, abrupt, and westward, without the core contradictions, the design of the villain forces will be weak and weak, such as Yan Yishan, Ying Tianhai, Wan Daoqi and others, can not support the negative forces and values of the whole book.

Even if I plan to introduce cultivators from the Xuan Netherworld in the later stage to build a game force, this approach will only break the background of the story and turn it into a style of cultivating and killing in the sky, which is not in line with my original intention of designing this story.

As for the ability to shape the main and supporting characters, it is also immature.

The whole book has characteristics, Dandan, Hu Shopkeeper, Lin Cheng, Fang Zihao should be able to count a few, but none of them are characters that touch the soul and make me deeply sympathize with and recognize, even if the end of this character is tragic. Mu Kexue and Yan Jing are even more face-painted and featureless.

The reason behind this is that the initial motivations, desires and resistance of the characters are not well designed, resulting in the characters being like vases, posed one by one.

The list goes on and on.

……

The book has been written for almost a year, intermittently and intermittently, and also for several months.

During this time, I bought almost half a person's tall writing series and studied it every day, why did I have no talent, why did I have such and such problems, why did I sit in front of the computer all day and only hold back half of my stuffy fart?

The more I watched, the more I felt like I was on the edge of the mountain, I was just a stone at the foot of the mountain, and I didn't understand anything; the more I watched, the more I felt panicked, afraid that the story I wrote was a waste of everyone's time, a waste of my life, and am I just a shrimp in the streets of many online articles?

It feels like ...... That is true.

It seems that I really write badly.

During this period of interruption, I had a very painful time every day, and I didn't dare to read the QQ group, the comment area, or the number of subscriptions. This book is like a sword hanging over my head, constantly reminding me of irresponsible interruptions and how badly the story was written.

That feeling is too uncomfortable, like when you steal money and are discovered, there are several apps on your mobile phone desktop, and you are reminded every day, "Hey, you stole money and were beaten." ”

But I love to write,!

The shrimp man still wants to continue writing, of course, he can also disappear out of thin air and change to a new vest, such as "Longjing Shrimp Ball" or something, like everyone else, to open a new chapter.

But after thinking about it for a long time, I decided to keep the sword hanging over my head, and when I got tired and tired, I looked up to see if the blade was about to pierce my scalp, thinking that if I ran faster, it would be left behind me.

There will come a time!

As for "Drifting Bottle Robber", because the foundation is really not good, it is already difficult to return, so I will stop for a while, and wait until one day the shrimp man is strong enough, and then crush the story and reconstruct it again.

In the future, I will devote my time and energy to the new story, do a full fight, and the pit I have stepped on before, this time I will pout my ass and roll over!

A new book has been uploaded, called "True Warring States Warriors", which is a historical story that has traveled through time, and it can be regarded as a new attempt.

The new book tells the story of Ye Shaoyun, the captain of the modern Chiyan special forces, the "rebellious genius", and Meng Yue, the former captain of the Chiyan Army and the number one drug lord in the Yunnan Triangle, the "murderer".

Meng Yue killed "Bai Qi" and replaced him, becoming the "killing king" with millions of armor. Ye Shaoyun was trapped in Jimo City, caught in the famous general Le Yi's "conspiracy to slaughter the city", and almost died.

Under such a crisis, how did Ye Shaoyun escape from Jimo City, and how did he save the whirlpool of the times that was disturbed by "Bai Qi"?

……

This book has poured into the "ten times" effort of the drifting bottle, and has re-refined the sons of the Warring States and historical celebrities, striving to make it enjoyable for anyone who does not know the history of the Warring States.

A new journey has begun.

If the loss of readers is caused by the suspension of drifting bottles, I think, it is also the retribution that the shrimp people deserve, and the only thing I can do is to be ashamed and move forward steadfastly.

In the next book, I hope that someone will say to me when I code the last word: "Shrimp man, thank you, this story has made me laugh, made me cry, made me crazy, and I will remember the fate of these people." ”

I would like to write this article to the reader and to myself.