It was only a few days after coming back that he encountered such a thing, of course Qing Huan felt very painful in his heart, and he still remembered that in this small courtyard that exuded a heavy summer fragrance, his father often brought Jin Rong and Liu to come to see him, although the four of them did not often meet, but every time they met, it was considered a happy one, Aunt Fang would make fragrant osmanthus cakes and bring them out to taste, but now such a beautiful thing is gone and never looked back. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info

"What are you thinking?" Bai Cang stretched his waist and walked out of the inner room, but saw Qing Huan sitting at the stone table with his chin in his hand, quietly looking up at the Tsubaki tree that was still crisp and dense even though it was covered with snow-white leaves, in a daze.

"This tree was planted by my father when I was young, and now it is already a tall man, but he is gone, and I don't want to believe the fact that he is gone" Qing Huan whispered softly, but there was a little choking in the tone of the last sentence, Bai Cang glanced at it silently, but it was obvious that her blue eyes were full of sad tears.

Seeing this, he sighed slightly, walked over lightly, raised his hand, but draped the snow-white brocade robe on her shoulders, held her hand that was frozen by the cold wind, and said with a hint of seriousness in the same blue deep eyes, "The weather is so cold, sitting on this cold stone bench will catch a cold, why don't we go back to the room first, I will warm your hands for you"

Knowing that she was sad, and also knowing that she had been tossing and turning and unable to sleep in the past few days sleeping on the pillow, maybe it was because of the sadness of the scene, maybe it was because she had deep self-blame in her heart, Bai Cang knew very well the fragility and pain in her heart.

"Bai Cang, if I hadn't left the house so willfully, wouldn't my father have died?" Qing Huan turned his head to look at Bai Cang's jade-like handsome face, and the sadness and self-blame in his heart were almost overflowing, and his eyes were red and his eyes were suddenly full, which made people feel heartbroken.

"No, it's not your fault, the reason why you chose to travel far away is also to avoid causing trouble to the Prime Minister's Mansion yourself" Bai Cang calmed down, and then raised his head to tell Qing Huan very firmly with a pair of bright blue eyes, and once again repeated the words that he had said countless times with great patience.

Looking at his indifferent white clothes slightly lingering with the fairy aura of not eating the fireworks of the world, his handsome face was slightly tired, and his eyes were slightly dark, maybe it was because he had been tossing and turning these days that he had not rested well, Qing Huan suddenly felt a violent self-blame in his heart, and tears in his eyes surged out like a broken thread.

"Does falling in love with such a useless person as me make you feel very distressed, I have been causing you trouble since the first day you met me" Qing Huan turned his face away and did not want to look at the clear-eyed Xianjun, a violent guilt in his heart, and the inferiority complex that had been suppressed in his heart for a long time finally broke out.

Bai Cang saw that her eyes were red, the injuries on her body had not fully recovered, and the fragility in her eyes was about to overflow, she couldn't help but feel heartache, and hurriedly wiped away the tears on her face, and said with pity in her tone, "No, you are optimistic and love life, with bravery and kindness on your body, which I have never seen in any woman, you are a unique existence in this world"

Qing Huan felt even more guilty when she heard this, her head lowered more and more, and her tears were even more like a dead embankment, and bursts of shame welled up in her heart

Stained with the annoying negative emotions of the world.

"It's better for you to go back to the heavenly realm, I'm not worthy of you" Qing Huan's mood almost collapsed, the more the person persuaded her softly, the more she felt ashamed and inferior in her heart, and blurted out such a very hurtful sentence without thinking about it.

When Bai Cang heard this, he only felt a slight chill in his heart, and his eyes were involuntarily stained with some annoyance, he could tolerate her fragility and inferiority, and he could tolerate her venting her temper in front of him countless times, but the most intolerable thing was that she said such stupid things to let him leave without thinking.

The air became silent for a moment, a cold wind blew, but Bai Cang's slender fingers stayed in the air, and the affectionate light in his eyes dimmed a little, and he was stunned for a moment but suddenly withdrew his hand that caressed her face.

Qing Huan was still sad, but when he saw the cold Xianjun change in an instant, he suddenly realized whether he had said the wrong thing, but in the hazy eyes of tears, he saw that the handsome Xianjun in white stood up in an instant, turned his back and walked towards the door of the mansion without looking back.

Looking at his back with a slight hint of anger, Qing Huan knew that he must have been angry because of his stupid words, and wanted to keep it, but in the end, because of his stubborn character, he couldn't make a sound, seeing that person's figure disappear little by little, she only felt heart-rending discomfort in her heart, is God really so cruel?

Bai Cang strode silently to the door, hoping that the man could stop him, even if it was a "don't go", but the man didn't, even if he knew that he was willful and said angry words, he never bowed his head, which made his heart cold for a while.

In the end, seeing that his fingers were white, and his nails were about to pierce his palms, Qing Huan only felt a fierce fear in his heart, this person had fallen from the sky, and he was not a person from the same world, if he really left today, wouldn't they never see him again?

"You stay here and think about it, do you let yourself sink infinitely in sadness and can't extricate yourself, or cheer up as soon as possible, I'll go out to breathe, when will you figure it out and I'll come back" Although he knew that the tiger was completely angered, and his body was surrounded by irrepressible anger, he still turned around and said such a sentence to her, as if it was deliberately to let her not worry, so that Qinghuan burst into tears again.

"Miss, don't cry" Cui Wei silently witnessed what had just happened behind her, and understood in her heart that Bai Cang deliberately went out of the mansion to force her young lady to cheer up as soon as possible, but she also understood her young lady's sad and painful state of mind.

"Miss, don't sit here, this stone bench is too cold, you will catch a cold if you sit down again, get up quickly" Cui Wei comforted and stuffed a soup woman into Qing Huan's cold hands.

"Cui Wei, am I too useless, obviously I love him very much in my heart, obviously I am reluctant to let him leave at all, but I said such hurtful words, I can't forgive myself" Qing Huan said this, but his eyes were red, and he lowered his head and trembled slightly to the point of pathology.

"Miss, although Cui Wei is your slave, but I can also see that Bai Cang Gongzi is sincere to you, no matter how you vent your emotions, he has been tolerating, but what you just said is really too hurtful" Cui Wei knew her young lady's duplicitous character, and also knew that she was stubborn, and almost nine cows couldn't pull it back, but she was very reluctant that she missed her happiness because of this, so she patiently knocked a few words to remind her.